Won't post a long story, this thread is for me and I know the story. But the tl;dr is I'm down $50,000 over 10 years and over 5,000,000 hands.
The biggest reason I am down is bankroll management and tilt, combined. When I tilt, I move up and go bust. I've done it easily 100 times in the last decade.
After grinding $200 deposits into $2,000 rolls for $25NL, I always find myself playing $2/4 chasing losses and getting spanked.
But it stops today.
I am putting in my final $500 deposit to online poker. I will post my results daily for all to see. Good luck to me.
Continuing to BR manage well, and play reasonably well. Made some hero calls that saw the value part of his range but reasonably happy with the calls, even though they didn't work this time.
