Hello TAG LAG NITS ROCKS RECREATIONAL PLAYERS and belowed MANIACS (want some?)

I am thinking for a long time to start the blog but I thought I dont have time for it, well I am still thinking that way, dont blame me if this is my last post, you can blame me, its my fault, right, or Gods because the day has only 24 hours and my brain can only digest one second at the time and along with that we need to sleep like bears during winter if we want to prolong our lives (I should do the math, if i cut the hours of sleep how much will I gain in 50 years per day and how much will I lose from life expectancy because who cares about living while sleeping)
....this kind of thoughts keep me of blogging :rollinginthedeep: (imagine the smiley for your self)

So, der Hauptgrund for me starting a blog is to (no Im not from germany)
1. keep myself on track, have one more reason to finish the work for that day/week
2. im thinking what to write here
3. still...
4. i guess thats enough

Okay, I am currently playing nl10 and my goal is to get to nl600 in 12 months. Thats 6 limits in 12 months,around 1 limit per 2 months , dont know if thats too slow or too fast, if its too slow great ill reach it sooner if its too fast great ill break the record.

My simple plan:
1. play play play, i dont like to play because too much pain for 0.10$ gain but one must focus on goal and the pain will become pleasant gain worth the name. Absorb it and be one with it. Tomorrow it will be no more.
2. off table work, i like these as long as I am working off table I dont have to be on table and absorb STRESS


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Future here I come



Next week
- Play at minimum of 42 hours (prove urself that u can do it)
- Review sessions everyday at least 1 hour
- Watch videos at least 2-3 hours (sometimes 60 min video can take up to 120min due to taking notes)
- Learn those same notes and activly think about them while playing to form habits (The power of habit by Charles Duhigg - good read)
- Go to gym (2 days gym 1 day brake )
- Read books for personal growth
- the time I got left is for eating and sleeping (I wish i could only sleep couple of hours without having the same effect like on ethanol)

you should be doing something too, go do that thing that you are putting off for quite some time, become overachiever because nothing ever comes to one, that is worth having, except as a result of hard work.

Cheers my love.

I am writing 2nd post, thats progress right there ladies and gentlemen, lets get ready to ruuuumble

Today I was going through all the off table learning material, trying to organize it by importance, and conclusion is that there is sooo much to learn baby please and didnt organize much, but tomorrow is a new day and I have more chance of doing it than I had today, odds are on my side every minute that passes.

I ended up watching videos for 5 hours, went to gym (the first time in my life that I didnt like going to gym because its time-consuming, i have so much to do poker vise, ill have to come up with something better, maybe home gym, will see, lets proceed) and I played 5hours (I need to play at least 6hours per day to reach that 42hours, im lacking)

Im playing a role and a good role can make death penalty seem like a bless (watch the movie La vita e bella and u will see the power of roles, as we are touching this subject you must read Man search for meaning by Viktor Frankl. If you are not typical 21st mammal the movie and the book will have a great value for you), yeah about the role, Im pretending that I am in prison and that I cant do anything, just being in my cell (my room) whole day, I have connections inside the prison so I can walk freely to gym and get to choose the food I want but I cant overuse those privileges or others will complain and then I will lose it all. So what does ONE do while in jail, he prepares himself for the time he will be out, they promise me I will be out in 312 days (counting from today). So I asked for Internet and PC and started playing poker to make some money while im in here so I dont have to start from the ground up financially when I get out. I am also working on my body so I dont look like I came from jail and another reason is to prolong my life expectancy (gym and food). Along with poker and body I am also working on my knowledge and in deepth understaning of some subjects and aspects in life and the world we live in. I have all the time there is in the time but be aware every day u waist is a day u will NEVER get back.. something to think about

Go my friend and chase the dreams, they are not moving from you nor towards you, you are moving away or towards them. Everything you need is within you, Go get closer!

hey, me again..

today was a good day, I managed my time very well and I have to keep the momentum for tomorrow.
Ive played 5hours so far but will play some more after writing this post. I need to rest my brain a bit.
I did off work table from 7am until 1pm then went to the gym (took me 2hours to go there do the workout and come back home, tooo much) and started playing at 4pm now its 10pm so in 6hours Ive eaten several times, played 5 hours, meditate and read a book called The Inner Citadell by Pierre Hadot,prior to that I recommend reading Meditations by Marcus Aurelius as Pierre is doing review of that same book but its more than review.

I am still working on my schedule, as I should because its schedule for a 1 year and not something to take for granted. Im in contact with some players that achieved the goals I am after and I will mainly follow their path but will add something from my side as well, they have experience but I have perspective from outside which can benefit as well.

Today the book I ordered called The mental game of poker 2 arrived but I am waiting for first part as this book expands from it. I need to start working on my mental aspect, there is a lot of work there (not only for me), one should be looking at mental aspect of the game like any other, its important and it complements with other knowledge and habits.

Okay ive rested my head a bit, and you?
Lets go play some poker shall we, no one will do it if we dont do it by our self, keep calm and grind on