So, I just recently started playing poker again after some years lapse (I got to around nl10) and I decided to start from the bottom and work my way up, my goal is eventually hitting mid stakes.
I haven't played a good enough sample of hands yet to draw conclusions, but I also don't want to wait until I play 200k hands before I start looking at my biggest leaks.
The thing is, my blue line has started jittering and getting stuck at break even or even going a little bit downwards in the last hands, and it's affecting my mental game in that I'm always doubting every single play I make, because I don't know if variance is just not being nice to me these few hands or if I'm actually making a lot of mistakes.
Rationally I think I play pretty decent but there's also the thought that there could be a leak that I'm not seeing that's destroying my winrate.
Should I get worried?
Also, I'm not sure if it's good that the red line is suddently going up since I have changed things about my game, I call more liberally now on the river if I think it's somewhat of a "GTOish" call, but maybe I should just stop doing that and fold good hands exploitatively. I just have so many doubts about how I play and think about the game.