Hello people

I am 21 years old human being from Finland who is doing poker for full time, my plan is to reach nl400 as you see from the title. 8 months is the time where I want to reach it because if I can make it in 8 months I might continue next year playing poker. Otherwise I will go to school and time would be really limited to grind up levels.

Now I have been playing nl50 with decent results but been spewing that money when im tired or tilted so my br hasnt been growing up even I feel like I crush these games... Also I have been playing nl100-200 which obv isnt very cheap when u run bad or just dont beat these games. (Nl100 doesnt feel that hard but dont really have bankroll so I dont know for real do I beat it cuz havent been playing it so much).

I changed my gamestyle pretty much 2 weeks ago because I realized some of my leaks and now nl50 feels even much easier than before and I truly feel like im going to beat nl100 in 1-2 month if I grind much. Also even I lost money to nl200 I feel like I realized a lot of things these guys do to exploit people and now im trying to have some of these tricks in my gamebook.

I want to have this kind of challenge in 2+2 to keep me really motivated because the biggest leak for me has been spewing my money for no reason. Lol.

Im starting with 1000€ bankroll. I will post some graphs later today of my latest results.

Cheers

Hah okey things going good. Forgot to post graphs but I decided anyways to be not looking for them because running under ev makes me tilt a little even tho its stupid. Last time I checked I was running like 6 buy ins under ev last 10k hands but so far my bankroll is around 1400€.

Ive been playing also couple tournies and I decided to keep playing like always when I decide to play a really long session.

Forgot to mention in starting post that I have been playing poker for many years active and inactive, but now I've been playing active for couple months and trying to study my game.

Gonna post some more interesting stuff soon, gotta save some interesting hands etc.

GL with your challenge mate
Force you to not see grapsh not tilt more? really tilt bc run under ev? xD 6 bi not seems crazy

Eyy, thank you.


Yea I mean I just feel like I got much more ''poker career is one big session'' mindset when I check my graph only like every 2 week. I know that sounds stupid when obv you have to deal with swings but like if I would be losing and running under ev thats the case when I got motivation problems but I feel I can avoid that a little bit and keep my game better when I just focus on the game and not the graphs .

Terrible day behind tbh. Day did start with instant -150€ to my first couple hands for sick setups and then I won from tournies around 200€ and were up 50€ and went back to cash and ran 130-140€ under ev. I guess bankroll sits around 1300€, I got money in 4 different sites so not sure of exact number because I dont really care what the exact number is everyday when it obv swings all the time. Matters a lot more how much I have made in a month.

I am going to play more tournies than cash until I get my motivation back to the cash games because I have ran now about 600€ under ev in 2 weeks, last 100€ pot went all in with true whale on flop Q98r, where he had 95o and I had KK. Then I called guy who was shoving every hand AT < T2s, and he doubled to 15e to 30 and then called again A6o < Q7o.

Not going to keep just come and tell here how ****ing unlucky I am because its gonna take me anywhere. Just need a little break from cash games since Im running fine in tournies and terrible in cash, so every beat in cash hurts when in tournies I dont give a **** even it would be more expensive lol.

I cant really see any big leaks in my game but obviously there are those so got to keep studying. I guess im going to play a lot of tournies tommorrow. And probably going to figure out what leaks I got in cash games.