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11-20-2016 , 02:30 PM
Are you still running? Haven't seen you mention about running recently


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11-22-2016 , 01:04 AM
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Hey good question. Really wish I could stick it out and do it consistently but one thing or another always seems to stop me. Right now, it's the dog. When I leave him alone I have to put him in the laundry room, where he hates it and gets so anxious that he often takes a dump despite being mostly house trained by now. If I leave him in the living room he rips apart anything he can find; he's already taken down part of the blinds, torn apart paper towels, remote controls, xbox controllers, etc. When we are with him he is really calm and well behaved. When he's alone he loses his mind. So I'm having a tough time with leaving the house.

That all being said, I got really motivated when I saw the NYC marathon on TV. Knowing the geography of the city a lot better than I did a few years ago it was so cool to see them hit each of the 5 boroughs in the race. So I ran 2 miles that day and logged all the mileage I've done since then.

Distance in miles each day:
11/6--2
11/7--2
11/8--3
11/9--0
11/10--2.3
11/11--0
11/12--4
11/13--0
11/14--3
11/15--0
11/16--4

On the 17th I picked my grandparents up from the airport and really messed up my sleep schedule the night before, which messed it up through Friday and I slept most of that day. Saturday my dad had a Hall of Fame induction ceremony for all of the work he's done at his high school, CBA in Lincroft, NJ. It was really cool to see him get recognized given how much of himself he gives to that job and never asks for anything in return. But I didn't run that day, went to a small party in Holmdel after, drove back to Fair Lawn Sunday, drove back to Hamilton today to bring my grandparents back to the airport, back to my house in Hamilton to hang out with my brother and his gf (I made a pitstop at Parx between the Philly airport and Hamilton and played for like 90 mins and decided to visit home for a little while) before finally driving back to Fair Lawn at 7:30. Add in the fact that it went from 65 degrees on Saturday to 35 degrees on Sunday overnight and my motivation is very low. But the hope is that I can dig deep and actually find it again!

From a poker perspective, I feel like this is the first time in recent memory that I don't have some obligation on my calendar in the near future that is going to prevent me from playing anything and everything I want to. Which means I'm going to try to get some real sessions in this week, I decided to take advantage of a free 3 nights stay Harrah's offered me so I'm going there Dec 5-8 to play a bunch of live cash and hopefully continue to get comps there so that I can stay for free near Borgata for their series, and then it will be off to Parx for the $330 followed by the $550 the next week.

Tonight I decided to put in a very small session (probably too small to even be called a session tbh). Busted the WSOP 30r on a semi-bluff where I thought villain had TT-QQ and I might get a fold on a K9xx board where I had bottom pair and a flush draw. He called with QQ and I missed; can't feel bad about the spot though. The only other 2 tourney I played I'm still in. Stars is running a promo this week in which a few of the daily tourneys will be half price but with the same guarantee. I'm still in the $50 $10K which got a whopping 413 entrants. Currently 23/30 with 14BBs and $3500 up top. I'm also 3/17 in the $50 $4K 2nd chance which got 185 entries for $1800 up top. These tourneys often get very close to overlaying when they are $100 buy ins, buy Stars halves the buy ins and the prize pools grow to $19K and $8K respectively. It's nice when sites try new things that make sense and they work. Gonna try to close these out and then get some sleep.

Edit: Snap lost a flip to bust the bigger one in 29th right after submitting here . Still playing well, eventually gonna win something. Maybe it'll be the 2nd chance! Just opened KhJd, only stack who covered peeled in BB (good reg, tricky player), I c-bet 9K into 27K on QQ6hh, he c/r's to 26.7K, I call, turn 5x and he c/f's to my 38.5K into 80K pot. It's hands like these that make me feel like my game is going to move to the next level; I've stopped playing ABC all the time, I've stopped avoiding the bigger stacks just because the FT is close, I've thought through every spot and fully trusted my reads. I've also not gotten gunshy just because a recent play didn't work. Now I just want to win something for some confirmation of all this! To be continued...

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11-22-2016 , 11:14 AM
Glad to see you not completely drop out of running habit, pls keep it up, it helps your stamina, recently I practice yoga and meditation every day for couple month and it really help my mental strength a lot, and I found myself tilt less in very bad sessions, it's a life long practice that I will keep up doing


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11-23-2016 , 02:40 AM
Excited About How I'm Playing, Disappointing Results, Still Profitable Day

I still think I'm playing really well and winning a lot of pots that I wouldn't have been a few months ago. I feel like I have a really good grasp of exactly where I am in my range in most spots and just how people are perceiving me. This is allowing me to really build stacks and put myself in good position to win tournaments. To finish these MTTs you need a little luck at the final tables and I am just not finding that right now. That being said, it's out of my control, so that will be the entirety of my focus on that subject for this post.

Today I finished 5th of 80 in the $250 "Super Tuesday" on Stars, losing a pretty crucial flip with 5 left to cash for $1300 with over $5000 up top. Winning the flip would have put me in 3rd with a decent gap over 4th, and with a $1300 pay difference between 5th and 3rd that woulda been quite nice! Think I played very well and to be fair I did run very very good in the beginning of the tournament.

I bubbled the 30r on WSOP in a pretty dumb spot, but when I thought it back over it was really just a cooler that the villain misplayed so I shouldn't feel "owned." Villain limps button with 20BBs and I decide to just shove BB with 99. He calls with AA and I lose. The only thing his limp really did was allow me to potentially not 3b shove some hands I would have otherwise. Obviously 99 was going in if he opened so feeling bad about that spot as anything other than a cooler is ridiculous.

I battled pretty hard in the $50 (half price) $10K and realized it's been a while since I've played real multi table tournaments online. Trying to navigate a field of 373 felt pretty strange. I ended up jamming A9 with 13BBs and 10 players left and getting called by 77. The board bricked out and another flip led to a very frustrating end. I cashed for $220 with over $3000 up top.

I also managed to take 2nd in a $50 turbo for $450 and mincash the other $50 half price tourney Stars was running. Earlier in the day I was bored so I played the $10 KO tourney at 11:30 and won for a whopping $63.70, including bounties. That win over 16 players, along with a 1st/10 in a $20 "tourney" back on the 11th, are the only 1st place finishes I have all month. The funny thing about that is the style I'm playing right now lends itself way more to winning tournaments than the old style I was using. I'm giving myself really good opportunities to have a lot of chips at the final table with a chance to run it over. For the most part I think I have been running over these tables but I just keep seeming to lose flips for the chip lead at these FTs. There was a point today where I was in 1st in both the Super Tuesday and the $10K and I thought the floodgates might open with a massive daily win but it wasn't meant to be. I do think eventually I'm going to win like 3 tourneys in a day and the upswing is going to begin.

That all being said, I can't be too disappointed with $1068 in buy ins and $2696 in returns for profit over $1600 today. That puts me back on the plus side for the month and gets the bankroll back over $27K. Woulda been so cool to close either the Super Tuesday or the 10K to get that back over $30K but the grind will simply just continue. The most important thing is that I continue to think through every spot and play well. I most definitely was not doing that the last few months but I think I've finally got my head back on straight.

Some Marked Hands

Hand 1

Earlyish in the Super Tuesday, 25K SS. Felt weird to just give up top pair 2nd kicker but I think this line is best? 3 betting pre was an option too.

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Poker Stars)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Tuesday, November 22, 08:25:21 ET 2016
Table 995255055 3 (Real Money)
Seat 9 is the button
Seat 1: Player1 ( 21400 ) - VPIP: 19, PFR: 16, 3B: 8, AF: 2.8, Hands: 2211
Seat 2: Player2 ( 24920 ) - VPIP: 25, PFR: 20, 3B: 8, AF: 2.6, Hands: 1891
Seat 3: Player3 ( 42095 ) - VPIP: 23, PFR: 3, 3B: 4, AF: 1.1, Hands: 230
Seat 4: Player4 ( 18762 ) - VPIP: 21, PFR: 14, 3B: 5, AF: 4.0, Hands: 147
Seat 5: Player5 ( 32748 ) - VPIP: 24, PFR: 20, 3B: 7, AF: 2.7, Hands: 1177
Seat 7: Player7 ( 24960 ) - VPIP: 18, PFR: 14, 3B: 7, AF: 2.3, Hands: 1755
Seat 8: Hero ( 39375 ) - VPIP: 27, PFR: 19, 3B: 9, AF: 2.1, Hands: 81433
Seat 9: Player9 ( 13221 ) - VPIP: 22, PFR: 14, 3B: 8, AF: 1.8, Hands: 551
40 chip ante
Player1 posts small blind [200].
Player2 posts big blind [400].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ Qc Kh ]
Player3 folds
Player4 folds
Player5 folds
Player7 raises [876]
Hero calls [876]
Player9 folds
Player1 folds
Player2 calls [476]
** Dealing Flop ** [ Kc, 5s, 9s ]
Player2 checks
Player7 bets [1101]
Hero calls [1101]
Player2 folds
** Dealing Turn ** [ 6s ]
Player7 bets [2942]
Hero calls [2942]
** Dealing River ** [ 3d ]
Player7 bets [6200]
Hero folds
Player7 wins 6200
Player7 wins 11234 from main pot



Hand 2

Later in the Super Tuesday. Villain is Matt Affleck (of AA<JJ of Duhamel late in the main fame). I've been very aggressive so far at this table (mainly from being dealt QQ 3 of the first 5 hands, including both of the first 2 hands in which I flopped top set with each after 3 betting pre). I think I have a lot of hands that c-bet flop and give up on turn so I elected to play the hand like this. Once I c/c turn I think I can have some hands like 98, 88, 87, 86, A7, A9, T9, and maybe even some spade combos (though I'd often double barrel those). So I think that Matt should bet river for value if he has a queen. If he doesn't, I'm not sure if he wants to bluff this card to try to make me fold the forementioned hands or not. Either way this worked out exactly as I was hoping which was nice and got me started in this tourney.

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Poker Stars)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Tuesday, November 22, 08:35:16 ET 2016
Table 995255055 3 (Real Money)
Seat 1 is the button
Seat 1: Player1 ( 23710 ) - VPIP: 19, PFR: 16, 3B: 8, AF: 2.8, Hands: 2211
Seat 2: Player2 ( 22954 ) - VPIP: 25, PFR: 20, 3B: 8, AF: 2.6, Hands: 1891
Seat 3: Player3 ( 41105 ) - VPIP: 23, PFR: 3, 3B: 4, AF: 1.1, Hands: 230
Seat 4: Player4 ( 13372 ) - VPIP: 21, PFR: 14, 3B: 5, AF: 4.0, Hands: 147
Seat 5: Player5 ( 36294 ) - VPIP: 24, PFR: 20, 3B: 7, AF: 2.7, Hands: 1177
Seat 7: Player7 ( 28729 ) - VPIP: 18, PFR: 14, 3B: 7, AF: 2.3, Hands: 1755
Seat 8: Hero ( 31936 ) - VPIP: 27, PFR: 19, 3B: 9, AF: 2.1, Hands: 81433
Seat 9: Player9 ( 19381 ) - VPIP: 22, PFR: 14, 3B: 8, AF: 1.8, Hands: 551
50 chip ante
Player2 posts small blind [250].
Player3 posts big blind [500].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ 2d 2s ]
Player4 folds
Player5 folds
Player7 folds
Hero raises [1100]
Player9 calls [1100]
Player1 folds
Player2 folds
Player3 folds
** Dealing Flop ** [ 2c, 6d, 7s ]
Hero bets [1350]
Player9 calls [1350]
** Dealing Turn ** [ 9s ]
Hero checks
Player9 bets [2875]
Hero calls [2875]
** Dealing River ** [ Qc ]
Hero checks
Player9 bets [14006]
Hero calls [14006]
Player9 shows [Qd, Ks ]
Hero shows [2d, 2s ]
Hero wins 39812 from main pot



Hand 3

In reality I guess THIS was the hand that got me going. My turn shove might be repping too think with hands like AA/KK/AK/KQ and maybe some other sets. He more or less snapped me off. Nice call sir just remember next time to fade river.

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Poker Stars)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Tuesday, November 22, 09:02:14 ET 2016
Table 995255055 3 (Real Money)
Seat 7 is the button
Seat 1: Player1 ( 39013 ) - VPIP: 14, PFR: 10, 3B: 4, AF: 0.3, Hands: 58
Seat 2: Player2 ( 19769 ) - VPIP: 25, PFR: 20, 3B: 8, AF: 2.6, Hands: 1891
Seat 3: Player3 ( 36885 ) - VPIP: 23, PFR: 3, 3B: 4, AF: 1.1, Hands: 230
Seat 4: Player4 ( 21611 ) - VPIP: 21, PFR: 14, 3B: 5, AF: 4.0, Hands: 147
Seat 5: Player5 ( 34654 ) - VPIP: 24, PFR: 20, 3B: 7, AF: 2.7, Hands: 1177
Seat 6: Player6 ( 24110 ) - VPIP: 22, PFR: 14, 3B: 8, AF: 1.8, Hands: 551
Seat 7: Player7 ( 25738 ) - VPIP: 18, PFR: 14, 3B: 7, AF: 2.3, Hands: 1755
Seat 8: Hero ( 59252 ) - VPIP: 27, PFR: 19, 3B: 9, AF: 2.1, Hands: 81433
Seat 9: Player9 ( 22270 ) - VPIP: 22, PFR: 15, 3B: 11, AF: 2.7, Hands: 65
80 chip ante
Hero posts small blind [400].
Player9 posts big blind [800].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ Ad Qh ]
Player1 folds
Player2 folds
Player3 folds
Player4 folds
Player5 raises [1600]
Player6 folds
Player7 calls [1600]
Hero raises [5075]
Player9 folds
Player5 calls [3875]
Player7 folds
** Dealing Flop ** [ 3s, 8s, 6h ]
Hero bets [4875]
Player5 calls [4875]
** Dealing Turn ** [ Kd ]
Hero bets [48822]
Player5 calls [24224]
Hero wins 24598
** Dealing River ** [ Qd ]
Hero shows [Ad, Qh ]
Player5 shows [Js, Jd ]
Hero wins 72268 from main pot



Hand 4

Again, the Super Tuesday. I should probably just double barrel this board. More posting this cuz HE CALLED ME WIT A JACK HIGH!

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Poker Stars)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Tuesday, November 22, 09:30:17 ET 2016
Table 995255055 3 (Real Money)
Seat 8 is the button
Seat 1: Player1 ( 34493 ) - VPIP: 14, PFR: 10, 3B: 4, AF: 0.3, Hands: 58
Seat 2: Player2 ( 41494 ) - VPIP: 25, PFR: 20, 3B: 8, AF: 2.6, Hands: 1891
Seat 4: Player4 ( 45935 ) - VPIP: 21, PFR: 14, 3B: 5, AF: 4.0, Hands: 147
Seat 5: Player5 ( 58893 ) - VPIP: 29, PFR: 22, 3B: 11, AF: 2.2, Hands: 2744
Seat 6: Player6 ( 15906 ) - VPIP: 22, PFR: 14, 3B: 8, AF: 1.8, Hands: 551
Seat 8: Hero ( 166737 ) - VPIP: 27, PFR: 19, 3B: 9, AF: 2.1, Hands: 81433
Seat 9: Player9 ( 113247 ) - VPIP: 30, PFR: 16, 3B: 8, AF: 0.8, Hands: 122
120 chip ante
Player9 posts small blind [600].
Player1 posts big blind [1200].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ 8h Ad ]
Player2 folds
Player4 folds
Player5 folds
Player6 folds
Hero raises [2640]
Player9 folds
Player1 calls [1440]
** Dealing Flop ** [ 4h, 2d, Ah ]
Player1 checks
Hero bets [2475]
Player1 calls [2475]
** Dealing Turn ** [ As ]
Player1 checks
Hero checks
** Dealing River ** [ Qs ]
Player1 checks
Hero bets [6250]
Player1 calls [6250]
Hero shows [8h, Ad ]
Hero wins 24170 from main pot
Player1 doesn't show [Jh, 5h ]



Hand 5

Hand for hand, stone bubble of the Super Tuesday.

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Poker Stars)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Tuesday, November 22, 11:13:50 ET 2016
Table 995255055 6 (Real Money)
Seat 4 is the button
Seat 1: Player1 ( 238108 ) - VPIP: 20, PFR: 15, 3B: 8, AF: 2.3, Hands: 1074
Seat 4: Player4 ( 254564 ) - VPIP: 22, PFR: 14, 3B: 8, AF: 1.8, Hands: 551
Seat 5: Player5 ( 144492 ) - VPIP: 18, PFR: 14, 3B: 7, AF: 2.3, Hands: 1755
Seat 6: Hero ( 106899 ) - VPIP: 27, PFR: 19, 3B: 9, AF: 2.1, Hands: 81433
Seat 7: Player7 ( 52934 ) - VPIP: 23, PFR: 13, 3B: 6, AF: 1.4, Hands: 431
Seat 8: Player8 ( 55328 ) - VPIP: 41, PFR: 9, 3B: 4, AF: 1.6, Hands: 1157
Seat 9: Player9 ( 178429 ) - VPIP: 30, PFR: 16, 3B: 8, AF: 0.8, Hands: 122
400 chip ante
Player5 posts small blind [2000].
Hero posts big blind [4000].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ Kh 3h ]
Player7 folds
Player8 folds
Player9 folds
Player1 raises [8800]
Player4 folds
Player5 calls [6800]
Hero calls [4800]
** Dealing Flop ** [ 9s, 4h, Ks ]
Player5 checks
Hero checks
Player1 bets [9500]
Player5 folds
Hero calls [9500]
** Dealing Turn ** [ 5c ]
Hero checks
Player1 bets [219408]
Hero calls [88199]
Player1 wins 131209
** Dealing River ** [ 2h ]
Hero shows [Kh, 3h ]
Player1 shows [5s, 6s ]
Hero wins 224598 from main pot



Hand 6

Stone bubble of the $50 10K. River bet felt like a blocker and just in case I didn't have the best hand I wanted to win the pot anyway.

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Poker Stars)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Tuesday, November 22, 11:24:56 ET 2016
Table 995255147 14 (Real Money)
Seat 6 is the button
Seat 2: Player2 ( 17304 ) - VPIP: 17, PFR: 7, 3B: 3, AF: 1.9, Hands: 334
Seat 3: Player3 ( 98291 ) - VPIP: 25, PFR: 10, 3B: 9, AF: 5.7, Hands: 634
Seat 4: Player4 ( 69172 ) - VPIP: 18, PFR: 12, 3B: 4, AF: 1.8, Hands: 845
Seat 5: Player5 ( 28805 ) - VPIP: 24, PFR: 8, 3B: 4, AF: 7.7, Hands: 217
Seat 6: Player6 ( 78876 ) - VPIP: 23, PFR: 17, 3B: 9, AF: 3.0, Hands: 4691
Seat 7: Player7 ( 81871 ) - VPIP: 14, PFR: 3, 3B: 5, AF: 0.3, Hands: 102
Seat 8: Hero ( 184460 ) - VPIP: 27, PFR: 19, 3B: 9, AF: 2.1, Hands: 81433
Seat 9: Player9 ( 122370 ) - VPIP: 26, PFR: 17, 3B: 6, AF: 2.0, Hands: 47
375 chip ante
Player7 posts small blind [1500].
Hero posts big blind [3000].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ 7d 9h ]
Player9 folds
Player2 folds
Player3 folds
Player4 folds
Player5 folds
Player6 folds
Player7 calls [1500]
Hero raises [6500]
Player7 calls [6500]
** Dealing Flop ** [ 3d, Qc, 7h ]
Player7 checks
Hero bets [8800]
Player7 calls [8800]
** Dealing Turn ** [ 3h ]
Player7 checks
Hero checks
** Dealing River ** [ As ]
Player7 bets [15000]
Hero raises [165785]
Player7 folds
Hero wins 150785
Hero wins 69600 from main pot



Hand 7

Wasn't sure about river in this one. Turn is obviously such a brutal card and when people donk/call flops they often have weaker made hands (such as weak Tx on this flop). I seriously considered folding and then decided I just had to pay him. Had the best hand though! Still not sure if this is a call or not.

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Poker Stars)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Tuesday, November 22, 11:36:26 ET 2016
Table 995255147 14 (Real Money)
Seat 8 is the button
Seat 2: Player2 ( 32733 ) - VPIP: 17, PFR: 7, 3B: 3, AF: 1.9, Hands: 334
Seat 3: Player3 ( 109541 ) - VPIP: 25, PFR: 10, 3B: 9, AF: 5.7, Hands: 634
Seat 4: Player4 ( 103672 ) - VPIP: 18, PFR: 12, 3B: 4, AF: 1.8, Hands: 845
Seat 5: Player5 ( 34835 ) - VPIP: 24, PFR: 8, 3B: 4, AF: 7.7, Hands: 217
Seat 6: Player6 ( 51846 ) - VPIP: 23, PFR: 17, 3B: 9, AF: 3.0, Hands: 4691
Seat 7: Player7 ( 150316 ) - VPIP: 14, PFR: 3, 3B: 5, AF: 0.3, Hands: 102
Seat 8: Hero ( 205291 ) - VPIP: 27, PFR: 19, 3B: 9, AF: 2.1, Hands: 81433
375 chip ante
Player2 posts small blind [1500].
Player3 posts big blind [3000].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ 9d 6d ]
Player4 folds
Player5 folds
Player6 folds
Player7 folds
Hero raises [6000]
Player2 folds
Player3 calls [3000]
** Dealing Flop ** [ 6c, 6h, Ts ]
Player3 bets [3000]
Hero raises [9500]
Player3 calls [6500]
** Dealing Turn ** [ Th ]
Player3 checks
Hero checks
** Dealing River ** [ 8c ]
Player3 bets [21000]
Hero calls [21000]
Player3 shows [8s, As ]
Hero shows [9d, 6d ]
Hero wins 77125 from main pot



If you guys made it to the end of this post let me know what you think about this format of posting hands after sessions. Should I continue doing it? Not interesting? Something I could do to improve it? Let me know.
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11-23-2016 , 03:41 AM
1.) Readless here I think you can comfortably fold. From his open, I like calling KQo most of the time but you can def 3bet at a frequency.

2.) Sexy. Love the line, you're gonna get floated a ton on these flops especially against good regs like Affleck. Also on that turn think you're going to want to check a lot of good hands (sets, overpairs) to balance your middlepairs, pairs +gutshots hands you continue with.


3.) Looks good. Kx turn is mandatory jam, I would increase the flop sizing a bit so you can have a potsized jam on turn.


4.) No insight just lol at call

5.) Did you have any reads on villain? Gotta call and Id imagine with stone bubble he'd be putting tons of pressure on you're capped range. NC

6.) I like it gonna get a ton of folds from Qx (which is pretty much always what he has.)

7.) Fish do strange things so yeah just click call unless you get clear sizing tells from them.


I like the hands format!
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11-23-2016 , 10:12 AM
I think you should be making it larger with the AQo squeeze OOP something like 5400-5600
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11-23-2016 , 12:35 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by bbissick
1.) Readless here I think you can comfortably fold. From his open, I like calling KQo most of the time but you can def 3bet at a frequency.

2.) Sexy. Love the line, you're gonna get floated a ton on these flops especially against good regs like Affleck. Also on that turn think you're going to want to check a lot of good hands (sets, overpairs) to balance your middlepairs, pairs +gutshots hands you continue with.


3.) Looks good. Kx turn is mandatory jam, I would increase the flop sizing a bit so you can have a potsized jam on turn.


4.) No insight just lol at call

5.) Did you have any reads on villain? Gotta call and Id imagine with stone bubble he'd be putting tons of pressure on you're capped range. NC

6.) I like it gonna get a ton of folds from Qx (which is pretty much always what he has.)

7.) Fish do strange things so yeah just click call unless you get clear sizing tells from them.


I like the hands format!
Thanks for the input, and the idea to do this Jerrad! Seems like it'll work a lot better than me just bitching and moaning about losing flips lol

Quote:
Originally Posted by jonrubs
I think you should be making it larger with the AQo squeeze OOP something like 5400-5600
Glad we are on the same page then haha. I was hoping HEM didn't do the same dumb thing Party does but my 3b was the 5475. The program wrote 5075 since I already had 400 in the pot for my SB (hence why it says villain calls 3875 after raising to 1600 pre).
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11-27-2016 , 02:20 PM
Sorta Kinda Accidentally Purchasing an Elite Run It Once Yearly Subscription

So a couple of days ago I saw that RunItOnce was having a cyber sale on an annual Elite membership. 20% off bringing the $100/month price down to $80/month. I clicked the "purchase now" button, and it said "Are you sure you want to purchase this yearlong subscription?" I probably should've realized what I was doing at this point but I clicked yes, with most of my brain thinking it would direct me to a page with the receipt of what I would be buying where I could either confirm or reject the purchase. After all, I hadn't input my billing details yet.

Whoops! "$956 will be deducted from your account." Oh yeah, I had a recurring monthly essential membership (that I never really used) so they already had my billing info. I took it as a sign to just go with it. Maybe a small part of my brain knew that was going to happen but also knew it's something I should have already been doing so it went through with it anyway. So that deduction from my bank account would leave me with $800 in my checking account, exactly the amount I need to pay rent at the end of the month! Looks like the poker bankroll was going to be taking a hit to supply my real life bankroll some much needed funds for the next month, so it was time to get to work.

The first Elite video I saw that popped out at me was James Obst going over the 2 big hands that were aired on ESPN. Both occurred very deep in his impressive main event run. In the first hand, he goes 4 ways to the flop with 77 from the SB and it comes QsJc7c. Original raiser bets 625K into 2M, Ruane, raises to 2M, Obst 3b's to 5.3M, Ruane tank/calls, turn is Tc, Obst c/c's a 3.75M bet from Ruane, river is Td, Obst now leads 4.7M into 20M and then folds to a 13.5M shove. Ruane had 9c8c for a turned straight flush.

I watched Obst talk about this hand for about a half hour and decided that the fact that we had yet to get to Obst raising the flop meant that the video was just too painfully slow for me. However, I really liked how Obst discussed things. He seems more down to earth and personable than a lot of the RIO instructors and I wanted to see some more of his content. He had a video on general points about MTTs that was only about a half hour long so I watched that. Some of the stuff he said really stuck in my head. Stuff like "humans are emotional and it's built into our frameworks to be that way. The more stressful a situation, the less rationally people often behave, it's just human nature. Being at a final table will lead to stress levels being the highest; therefore it's most important to try to consciously ensure you're acting rationally. The money is the highest and you're most likely to be acting irrationally due to the stress level." I obviously paraphrased all of that but I liked the idea.

He also suggested that MTT players often fall into one or more of five categories: --adrenaline junkies; --unhappy people; --attention seekers; --dreamers; --intimidated people who feel they have to. This whole section cracked me up because not only is he an MTT player which essentially means he's categorizing himself like this, but also because I think I fall under quite a few of those categories (particularly points 1, 3, and 4, and maybe even a little bit of 2). I love roller coasters and want to go sky diving and absolutely love the rush of being at a final table playing for all the money. I love when I see my name in an online forum or get included in a newspaper article. And the whole reason I got really addicted to the game in college was that idea that I could just win a ton of money and then live off it and travel the world and all that good stuff. He suggested that unhappy people play because they are looking for something big to happen to their lives so that they will in turn be happy. I don't think I've ever tried to derive all of my happiness from the game and the idea of winning but I'm sure a little bit of that is true at least. And what I got from the last one is that people who feel like they can't win at cash or have no other means of making money just turn to MTTs to try to fix it all. I suppose I'm a bit like that too but the more I study deep stacked poker the more likely I think it is that I'll eventually hop into playing more cash.

The Payoff!

I won the WSOP 10K last night for $2860! I'd be lying if I said watching a couple Run It Once videos was the reason for my success but I feel like stuff like this has happened in the past. I do something that requires serious effort or commitment that should help my long term results and then I see immediate short term results lol. I also ran very good (you sort of have to to win an MTT), even in some very unusual ways. I won ATs>JJ for the side AND AQo for the main with 2 tables left to really get me going. I 3b jammed AJs on the final table and got a SNAP fold from the opener. Like, instantaneously. He claimed he did not click the fold button and he had JJ. If that really happened then that's like voodoo magic helping me win that tournament.

To be fair though, Obst's voice was echoing around in my head in quite a few spots at that final table. For the sake of this post I've brought up Hold Em Manger to see exactly how the final table played out. I had the chip lead entering the FT and got very lucky to have arguably the 2 best players at the FT, who were in 2nd and 3rd, on my immediate left. Tee Dubs came up to watch a bit of it and I began explaining to him how I could lean on the 4 guys on my left, who all had between 120K and 150K while I had about 500K, due to the fact that they needed to be very tight due to ICM implications. AKA outlasting each other makes them money. One of those shorties busts in 7th and I pick up TT the very next hand. "This is a really good spot for me," I explain to Tee Dubs. "I've been opening a ton of hands and now there are only 3 shorties that have to worry about each other. I wouldn't be surprised if one of them shoved a bit wider than they would have had the other guy not just busted." SB shoves 13BBs and has QQ . So I drop into a virtual 3 way tie for 1st with 6 left. I lose a pot with AJ to dip a bit and then call off a shorties shove with A9hh and am up against 44. Flop comes T86hh and I brick. I look at Tee Dubs and feel a bit sad. "It's just sorta been like this all month Tom--I run very good up to the final table of a lot of tournaments and then just get my ass handed to me every time I'm there." I then show him payouts and explain how going from 18th to 9th is worth about 5% what going from 9th to 1st is.

After I end my little pity party though I look at him and say, "As much as this sucks, I've got 11BBs and I'm going to play them perfectly. I'm frustrated and it looks like this MTT is going to end like the others but I'm still going to play this stack better than most NJ players would." A few hands later a big stack opens HJ, I take about 10 seconds from the CO then shove, and the pot is pushed to me. Instantly. Opener claims he had JJ and did not click fold. WSOP (888) has been known to be glitchy but I've never seen that one happen before. However, if button, SB, and BB all had checked auto fold, maybe that's where the glitch occurred? Since 3 people had their hands snap mucked, did the software mess up and assume the 4th was folding also? I don't know, but if he really had JJ and really did not accidentally click the fold button, that is some crazy ****. I look at Tee Dubs and tell him that if this is happening the way the guy said it did, then that's some unheard of luck that might be a sign I'm going to win this one.

I get a shove through and then win JJ>99 a few hands later to re-assume the chip lead. It just goes to show how silly it is to get upset about a tournament not going your way if you still have chips. Things can turn so quickly (which also makes the opposite true; being excited about having a lead is also a bit ridiculous). I think I did a good job in this one in keeping my head on straight. I verbalized my frustration to Tom but didn't let it last more than a few seconds. I thought of Obst talking about the stress and emotion and thinking rationally and made sure that, despite being at a final table that I felt I needed to win, both for my bankroll and my confidence, I was going to play optimally, even if that meant stacking off in an uncomfortable spot or whatever. In a flash, AA AJ and AK all got in preflop with one of the reg's AK flopping and rivered a king for the double KO to get us down to 4. We played 23 hands 4 handed before losing a player and it was down to me and the other 2 regs on my right. I was able to chip up to 950K of the 1.9M in play during that stretch.

3 handed was insane. We played 90 hands in 32 minutes. With WSOP payouts being ridiculously top heavy (after $100 jumps every spot at the FT and a $200 jump from 4th to 3rd, there would be a $900 jump from 3rd to 2nd and an additional $1200 jump for 2nd to 1st. Meaning the winner would be getting over 3 times as much as 3rd). One of the regs seemed to really be playing back at me despite the fact that I was hoping the other 2 players would tighten up since they both had about 25% of the chip in play while I had half. I was forced to fold quite a few times and chipped down to about 700K when the reg playing back at me a ton opened button to 48K at 24Kbb. I 3b the BB to 145K (he's very sticky and does not like r/f'ing) with AcJd. He snap calls and flop comes A32dd. I elect to check and he checks back. Turn is a 3 and I tell Tee Dubs I feel incredibly confident I am going to get 2 streets. I bet 123K into 310K and he snap calls. River is a king and I tell Tom that life isn't fair. I shove 350K into 555K and he calls and chops with A6.

I manage to chip back up over 1M and attempt to keep the pressure on but the one reg just isn't having it. It feels like he has thrown ICM to the wind and is focused solely on 1st place, which stops me from being able to take advantage of a really juicy spot. That being said, I've already gotten him to peel a big 3b with A6 (pretty clear shove or fold spot imo, he flopped one of the best flops he could hope for and would've gone broke quite often) and I feel like it's just a matter of time before he makes another mistake. Eventually I cooler him with 88 to his A8 bvb for 14bbs each but he flips the switch and flops an ace to double, leaving both of us around 700K and the 3rd stack at 450K. I chip back up over 1M again. The shorty gets A2 in vs the other reg's A8. I've folded 52 and get ready to go heads up but a 2 hits the flop anyway and on we go. I shove 12.5BBs with A2 from SB and BB finds A9 and doubles again. I'm now the shortest stack with 570K while the chip leader has 750K at 30Kbb.

I 3b shove 18bbs from BB w Ac9d vs the reg's open otb and he calls with AJdd. Board runs AQJsssQd3d and we chop. It was the exact sort of break I needed deep in an MTT that I just hadn't been getting all month. It was a pretty standard cooler but catching up from behind just feels so good in these spots, like I'm not completely snake-bitten. I once again chipped back up to 950K before SB ran K9o into BB's KK to get us heads up with very even stacks. I only lost 2 of the 12 hands heads up, and both of them were me folding button. Eventually I shoved his 600K in otb at 40K bb with JTo, he called with A7s and I flopped a jack for the win. What a massive relief it was to finally get that November monkey off my back. Time to gear up for a big Sunday.
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11-27-2016 , 06:22 PM
Nice post, and congrats on the recent victory. For the last few years I've purchased an Elite RIO subscription for a couple of months of the year and I've always found Obst to be my favorite video creator as well, in large part due to his relatively ego-less (or, paradoxically phrased otherwise, more self-aware) approach towards poker and in evaluating his own decision-making. I contemplated making the same Cyber Monday purchase but ultimately decided against it. That being said, I think it's +EV for anyone who plans on playing a significant amount of poker in the immediate future, especially online.
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11-29-2016 , 06:46 PM
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Nice post, and congrats on the recent victory. For the last few years I've purchased an Elite RIO subscription for a couple of months of the year and I've always found Obst to be my favorite video creator as well, in large part due to his relatively ego-less (or, paradoxically phrased otherwise, more self-aware) approach towards poker and in evaluating his own decision-making. I contemplated making the same Cyber Monday purchase but ultimately decided against it. That being said, I think it's +EV for anyone who plans on playing a significant amount of poker in the immediate future, especially online.
Thanks, and agreed. Has a very easy-going temperament, doesn't try to pretend his word is law or that he is 100% confident of every word coming out of his mouth, and he even has a sense of humor, which seems pretty rare for many top notch instructors.

Bad Sunday

It's time for me to start taking responsibility sometimes when things don't go well. I played like **** on Sunday! I was playing so bad and felt so out of it that I decided to finish the tourneys I had going and I shut the session down. I remember getting sucked out on in my 2nd to last tourney and feeling genuine relief. Lost just over $1000 over a few tourneys then went downstairs to watch the end of the football game.

Bad Sleep Schedule

A few things I think that contributed to this. First of all, on Saturday I told myself that I was not going to drink or stay up late since I think that has often been a reason I've felt groggy on a lot of Sundays and not had motivation to get the grind going. I was so amped after playing over 100 hands from 3 handed down to the win in the 10K that night that I just sort of fell into the pattern of hanging out with my roommates as long as I could. I had a couple glasses of wine but didn't get drunk, which was good, but I eventually fell asleep on the couch at 4, woke up and went upstairs at 5, and woke up again around noon. That's just a terrible sleep schedule that is going to get me completely out of rhythm for Sunday.

Bad Eating Habits

I also have not been eating well. In fact I've been eating terribly. I order out all the time, don't get 3 meals in a day, and convince myself that it's fine because I'm not hungry and I run sometimes. That really has to change. If I was working a normal 9-5 job and found myself feeling like I had no energy all the time, I think sleep and eating habits would be the first thing I'd think of. But for some reason with poker I convince myself it's something else; I need to study harder, I need to concentrate harder, I need to turn the music off, no wait, turn it back on to get out of my own head. If I'm tired and hungry I'm clearly not going to be thinking straight! I went to the grocery store yesterday and got some apples and bananas. A very tame start, I know, but it's better than not doing anything at all. If anyone reading this has tips on how to start eating healthier I'd really appreciate it. I'm a really picky eater but at this point I'll eat a whole plateful of stuff I don't like if it'll make me feel more alert during sessions and during the day in general.

Bad Reactions During Session

I had one of those mini panic attacks during my session Sunday. It's not a real panic attack, I'm not struggling for air or anything, but I make a few bad plays in a row, then face a few spots where I doubt everything I'm thinking and have no idea how to proceed, and all of a sudden I'm doubting myself and my entire decision to become a poker player. This is not conducive to success on a Sunday! When I started feeling like that I realized I needed to take a few deep breaths, stop registering new tourneys, and try to salvage the ones I had going. At the time I thought I might even need to take Monday off to get the head clear, and I did end up doing that.

The Good

I did manage to keep a concept buried inside my head while everything was going on that I never used to be able to focus on when things were going wrong. Just because I'm playing bad and I feel bad does not mean I am a bad player and it doesn't mean it's time to throw in the towel. I used to think having an A game, B game, C game, etc was a ridiculous concept. I would think, "either you're good at poker or you aren't, and you know what you know, so how can you just be playing poorly and realize you're playing poorly and not fix it?" I'd think it for sure had to be variance, where you make a play that doesn't work out and assume you're playing bad since you had a bad result (even though you'd often have a good result and just ran into the top of the range this time or whatever). However, the more I play and reflect on my game, the more I understand the concept of playing on different levels from session to session. No matter how hard I tried to concentrate or make sure I was playing optimally, I was doubting my decisions and second guessing myself. I was playing my F game for sure. But recognizing that allows you to realize that if you play your A game next time, all will be fine. Playing your F game now doesn't mean you're F'ed for life.

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Nailed it


Super Tuesday

I woke up today with a purpose. I didn't hit all the mini goals I'd set but I hit a few. I wanted to eat breakfast before noon (did it). I wanted to play the 10:30 $30 MTT on WSOP and watch a run it once video while I one tabled it (did that too). I wanted to make sure I brushed my teeth and put my contacts in as soon as I woke up (I went a bit out of order with that, hopping on the computer, brushing teeth on break, putting contacts in mid-session, etc). These are all really little, simple things that will help me to get back to some sort of routine instead of just getting up when I want and doing whatever I feel like. I often just feel like laying around. I think most people do. But most people have to get up and go to work so they don't indulge in that completely unproductive behavior. I'll have to keep working to find my own schedule and rhythm that prevents me from just laying around, which often leads to me overthinking things and feeling bad in general.

I ended up winning the morning tourney for about $300 which was a nice start to the day. It ran til about 1:30 at which point I made myself some lunch and watched some on tonka's stream. I was hoping that eating breakfast and lunch and having a few glasses of water would lead to me feeling better but I still just felt drained so I laid down and watched some more Shameless. I think going on a run at that point would have been best but with the combination of it raining outside and feeling guilt about leaving the dog on his own I decided I'd get back to that tomorrow. I did at least run 2.6 miles on Saturday (and then won the 10K, used to always chalk that up to coincidence but the more it happens the more I wonder) but other than that I've been pretty much run free for the better part of 2 weeks. It's gonna be tough with the cold weather approaching but I did run 100 miles last December so it doesn't seem like I have any excuses.

Looking Back on the Blog

Speaking of last December, I read some of my posts from almost exactly one year ago. Quite a few of them expressed some doubt about what I was doing, which made me laugh since I still get those feelings sometimes. When I think about how it's gone in the last 12 months I feel a lot better about being anxious now. My post on November 30 last year expressed lots of anxiety. I'd go on to run 100 miles the next month and have a $20K month the month after that. I also ended up winning $27K on a live stream in the span between now and then. I'm hopeful that bigger and better things are on the horizon despite the nerves I sometimes feel.
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11-29-2016 , 06:59 PM
What are your thoughts on Doug Polk's recent video on winrates of cashgame vs MTT pros? Do you think MTT pros have less potential upside than others who play different formats?

His main points were than there's a limit of the amount of tournies above a certain limit that runs, and even with a ROI of 100% it's hard to make that much. Also the swings are insane (few years with low return for every year of 500%+ ROI)
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11-29-2016 , 07:09 PM
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What are your thoughts on Doug Polk's recent video on winrates of cashgame vs MTT pros? Do you think MTT pros have less potential upside than others who play different formats?

His main points were than there's a limit of the amount of tournies above a certain limit that runs, and even with a ROI of 100% it's hard to make that much. Also the swings are insane (few years with low return for every year of 500%+ ROI)
From what I could tell he was saying stuff like "the top MTT players can only make $1M per year and it might not even be that high." I'm not really looking to make 7 figures a year so if the ceiling is there I'm okay with it. He's also talking about the ROW market for sure so there are little discrepancies with NJ poker that he isn't accounting for, like the fact that the average player isn't as good here as the rest of the world. So I don't know, he's probably right but I'm not really all that concerned by anything he said.
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11-29-2016 , 07:36 PM
Cutting out simple carbs like bread and sugar is huge for energy levels, as is eating vegetables. That alone will give you a significant improvement.
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11-29-2016 , 09:03 PM
Hey!

I'm a 21 year old recently turned professional and I was wondering if you'd like to add me via skype/etc to potentially discuss future hands etc.

my skype is: imeugenelee
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12-02-2016 , 01:31 AM
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Cutting out simple carbs like bread and sugar is huge for energy levels, as is eating vegetables. That alone will give you a significant improvement.
Thanks, I'll definitely keep this in mind. It's not much but I've drank way less iced tea in the last few days than I usually do and I think I'm already starting to feel a little better because of it. Have also been eating the apples and bananas and despite that not sounding like much, it's probably huge for someone who just really has not been eating ANYTHING healthy the last few months.

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Hey!

I'm a 21 year old recently turned professional and I was wondering if you'd like to add me via skype/etc to potentially discuss future hands etc.

my skype is: imeugenelee
Hi! I don't use skype a ton anymore but if I'm on there I'll hit you up some day.
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12-02-2016 , 01:52 AM
November Results and December Goals to Come Tomorrow

Just finished up my session tonight and I'm feeling pretty excited about it. I'll sum it up later in this post but wanted to leave a bookmark here to remind me to sum up November and go over goals for the last month of 2016. The goals will be primarily volume based and also deal with making sure I watch enough content on RunItOnce and go over enough hands with my peers.

December 1 Results

The results were good! I was super pumped up after my last tourney ended about 10 minutes but the adrenaline has slowed down a little bit more than normal which is good; I want to continue working on not getting too high or too low. I went into today with one goal: to play a lot of tables at once and go off of my instincts. I think I've been trapped in my head the last few weeks and get way too hard on myself when things don't go my way. So today the goal to trust myself and go with what I thought was best, even if I felt afterwards that it might not have been optimal. I have a bad habit of comparing myself to the best in whatever it is I'm doing, and if I feel like I'm doing something that the best player in the world wouldn't do, I start doubting everything I'm doing. Today I was able to do that.

About an hour into the session I had 10 tables going and was so excited about just the way I felt while I was playing that I almost came here to post about it just so that if the results did come it wouldn't look like I was being RO. I was genuinely feeling great and wasn't doubting myself when I did something that didn't work. I didn't get upset when I got sucked out on and I just felt in control the whole session.

I ended up playing 17 tournaments with 5 re-entries for a total of 22 unique entries into MTTs today. I took 2nd of 61 early on in a $20 turbo for $222.04 on Stars. After building a pretty good stack in the Stars 10K I defended 87s in the BB, c/c'ed a bet on T9x, then c/shoved the J turn and ran into KQ. Quite the unfortunate runout but I stayed positive as I busted 20th of 130 for $119.34 (a pretty ridiculous mincash tbh). That left me with 2 tournaments but it was easy to remain optimistic since I was chip leader of the Thursday Thrill (NJ version is a $250 buy in where you start with $116.50 on your head) with 8 left and was in the middle of the pack of the Stars $100 Second Chance with 8 left and 8 paying.

Long story short, I won both MTTs. I had a hand in the 2nd chance where I shoved turn with KQ on a J948 board vs a fish I thought would fold a lot. Fish did not fold but instead I found myself bluffing in a huge pot with KQ high and getting called by worse, this time KT. The river was a queen and fish doubled up. It was pretty dumb but I decided not to let it effect me. About an hour later the fish has ran through the field and laddered me all the way 2nd where we began heads up with fish at a 4:1 or so lead. I doubled a couple times and managed to finish the fish off to win the tourney for $1491.75. It had an even 50 entries.

We got down to 3 handed in the Thrill with pretty even stacks and a very strange bounty situation. My bounty was around $600, player on my right was around $1000, and player on my left had the original $116.50! It was one of the easier 3 handed matches I've played. Guy on my right was not defending his BB nearly enough and it allowed me to open pretty much every button. Guy on my left didn't exploit this either. Occasionally he'd 3b but I think most of the time he just had a hand. After we all started around 400K I'd gone to 600K without any really big confrontations. A few times I'd c/r'ed guy on my left after defending my BB on a board that favored me and he'd just snap rip a ton of chips in (blinds were 3K/6K and average was 400K so the shoves were often pretty big). I tried to take the guy on my right out when he shoved 15bbs from sb with my A3s but he unfortunately had ATs and held. Eventually guy on my left busted guy on my right to get his bounty and now we both had about $600 on our heads going to heads up with even stacks. 2nd was $1300 and 1st was $2000, so we were playing for $700 + the additional $1200 to be won in bounties. So the difference between 1st and 2nd would be $1900!

We went back and forth a little bit early on, playing 7Kbb and being almost 80bbs deep. Eventually I defended T7o in the BB, c/c'ed 1/2 pot on Tc5s2h, c/c'ed 1/2 pot on 9h turn, and then c/tank called full pot on 6x river to beat Q7hh. The very next hand I open KhQh otb and villain disconnects. After about 90 seconds he reconnects and defends. I bet the Qs8s2c flop and he calls. I continue 35K into 65K on the 9d turn and he c/shoves for 315K total. I count 24 2 pair and set combos (assuming QQ/99/88/Q2 are not in his range) and decide JT just isn't shoving here. He has a lot of flush draw combos, a few pair+ combos, and just for good measure and the last thing I consider before calling, I think players like this c/shove some bad Qx hands here which they shouldn't be doing. I call and hold against Q5 to win the tournament. 47 entrants, $2025.95 for the win, $1716.53 for 6.5 KOs (chopped the first one with the same hand), for a total of $3742.48 for the win.

So that was my session. I was pleased with how I played and handled myself. $1455.80 in buy ins, $5575.61 on returns for a $4119.81 profit on the first day of the month. Feels really good to start off that way! Tomorrow I'm coaching in the afternoon and then going to see a movie with my roommates at night (Allied, should be good). Saturday I plan on putting in a session and most importantly want to get a good night's sleep for a chance so that I feel fresh for Sunday. For now it's time to try to get a good night's sleep to start getting myself back on track with being healthy.
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12-02-2016 , 05:09 AM
Awesome man, great work!
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12-03-2016 , 05:15 PM
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Awesome man, great work!
Thanks!
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12-03-2016 , 05:30 PM
November Results

I think November may have been the most breakeven month I've had in the last 2 years...definitely the closest to even I had since I turned professional. Overall I think I ran really well leading up to final tables and then ran quite poorly at those final tables. It doesn't take much; I probably only lost 10 flips in total at the big final tables but those really can define a month. At any rate, no use in focusing on that, here are the results from last month:

Buy Ins: $16,820---Cashes: $17,445---MTT/SNG profit: $625
MTTs played: 154---Re-entries: 52---SNGs (mainly spins): 58

I guess re-entries are basically the same thing as just firing another tourney so the best way to look at this is probably just as 206 MTTs played. I should probably separate out the SNGs in the buy in columns but if we assume it was about $580 in buy ins since they were mostly spins, that leads to $16,240 over 206 MTTs for an average buy in of $79.

With some small bonuses and cash game profit I was up a little over $900 on the month.

December Goals

--I want to put an average of $1000/day in buy ins over an average of 5 days per week throughout the month which would come out to just over $20,000 in buy ins. I'm going to round down on that with Christmas taking some time and leave the buy in goal at $20,000. I don't think I worked as hard as I could have last month, although I definitely did better than I did in previous months, so I should be able to achieve this as long as I stay focused on the right things.

--250 MTTs (including re-entries). Goes hand in hand with the above goal since it appears my average buy in is around $80.

--Actively watch 15 RunItOnce videos. This number is low but the key word is "actively"--it doesn't count if I have it on in the background. After watching a Galfond video on exploitatively raising flops I immediately through it into my game early in the Thursday Thrill and ended up winning the tournament. Variance certainly was a huge factor but having that tool in my arsenal made me feel more comfortable and gave me a new way to try to accumulate chips instead of just sitting and waiting for the easy spots.

--Run 50 miles. Last year the goal was run 100 miles. I did it, felt tired through a lot of that month, and then made $20K the next month. I think there is a small but significant correlation there. I know I'm nowhere near as motivated right now as I was this time last year to run so I'm going to put a more realistic goal up there and just keep it at 50 miles.

--Eat healthier and sleep better. This one won't really be able to be measured as well as the above goals but it's still important and I'll be able to tell to some extent at the end of the month if I did this properly.
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12-03-2016 , 05:52 PM
Crush your goals this month! I'm getting back in running myself, it is tough to get back in the groove but once you get some momentum it's easy, feels great.
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12-03-2016 , 06:21 PM
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Crush your goals this month! I'm getting back in running myself, it is tough to get back in the groove but once you get some momentum it's easy, feels great.
For sure! I was talking to my roommate yesterday who ran cross country with me in college and just started getting back into running also. We've discussed potentially doing a half marathon in February. I knew he'd been doing a few 4 miles runs lately. I ask him, "How much did you run today?" He tells me 7 miles! I react shocked and impressed and he says, "Well I did 13 on Sunday." Son of a bitch already did a half marathon just a few weeks after we entertained the idea of doing an official one. Needless to say he should be some good motivation for me. Unfortunately he gets back from work after 7:00 most days which is when I need to start playing so it's going to be rare that we get to run together but he should definitely be a little spark for me to realize I need to get going with it all.
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12-04-2016 , 01:57 AM
A Successful Session

Focused on volume today and found I wasn't getting frustrated when things weren't going my way; it just meant I'd be able to re-enter or put another game up on the screen in order to up the buy ins on the day. I normally get stressed the higher above $1000 the buy ins on the day go, but today I just felt like I was working toward a goal.

I started to get overwhelmed at one point, similar to how I got last Sunday, but was able to take a few deep breaths and calm down. On break I went downstairs and made myself a sandwich, and it was amazing how just getting some food in my stomach made me feel so much better.

From a results standpoint, the end of the day was a huge letdown. I ran really good in the $100 2nd chance all the way up to 4 handed and the stacks were something like 200K for 1st, 125K for 2nd, 100K for 3rd, and me at 50K with blinds at 2K/4K. I doubled with the worst hand vs the chip leader (A5s>A9o maybe?) and then we battled for a while with all 3 shorter stacks trying to outlast each other. Eventually I fall a little behind and 3b shove 85K or so in the SB at 5Kbb vs chip leader button's open. My QTo beats his A9o and all of a sudden we're virtually tied. He opens CO next hand, I 3b KK, he shoves AKo and flops an ace to knock me out. With $500 to 4th and $1600 to 1st and that pot representing over 60% of the chips in play, it was a bit of a bummer. I still had a bunch of potential left though with the $50 turbo final table going where I was 7/7 and ITM with $750 up top and the big one, the $100 WSOP MTT that started all the way back at 5PM where I was in the middle of the pack with 7 left and $2900 up top.

The final table of the $100 was very weak and I think I made the mistake of waiting a bit too long to try to capitalize on it, folding in some spots where I think bluffs would have worked because I justified that I was running the table over hard enough pre to justify simply waiting for better spots. Eventually we are 5 handed and the button 3x's off of a 14bb stack. He's running 29/9 over a decent sample and I swear to God I almost folded ATo in the SB. He'd also only opened button 1 of 9 times but I decided I just had to stick it in, he HAS to be stealing here SOME amount of the time. While that might have been true, it wasn't this time as he called with QQ and knocked me to 11BBs. I folded for a few orbits after finding no spots before eventually shoving KJ for 7BBs over a CO open of a reg who opens 33% of COs. He had me dominated with AJ and I was out in 5th for $800

Luckily I somehow spun the $50 turbo up and won it for that $750 so the day will be a winning one. I'm currently 5/5 in a little $15 PKO turbo so as soon as that's done I'll write down results on the day, but the main thing to focus on is the $1494 in buy ins. That is what my goal needs to be each day; to actually do what my job would entail I should be doing! (Just got 88 in vs 77 in the turbo and got the A7586 runout ) Too often I use the cop out that "I don't feel good" or "I'm not playing my best so it'd be irresponsible to continue." As Tee Dubs said that night we talked about something like this, that excuse is bull****, and it wouldn't fly at any normal job. You do your job whether you want to or not and that's it. I shouldn't need some boss to oversee what I'm doing it for me to get my ass in gear and actually do it.

I'm hoping to start tomorrow off with a run (along with going to the bank to deposit December's rent--we'll have officially paid off the entire year when that goes through!). I think I might watch a RIO video either before or after the 1PM football games and then start my session after that. Regardless of results, the goal is to play volume and to not get upset over ANYTHING that happens. I haven't had a good Sunday session in way too long and after a really hot start to December it would be great to keep that momentum going on the biggest day of the week.

Saturday's Results

14 MTTs, 7 re-entries for 21 MTTs total, $1493.90 in buy ins, $2197.77 in returns for a profit of $703.87. The profit/loss is probably unimportant and I shouldn't even list it here but at any rate, the focus is on $1500 in buy ins and 20 MTTs. That's a solid day no matter how it turns out.

P.S. Busted 5th in the turbo PKO anyway, AA<99 for a lot. Getting all the runbad out for the MTTs that matter tomorrow
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12-04-2016 , 02:48 AM
Saturday's Marked Hands

Hand 1

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Poker Stars)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Saturday, December 03, 07:27:53 ET 2016
Table 995278061 3 (Real Money)
Seat 2 is the button
Seat 1: Player1 ( 12306 ) - VPIP: 16, PFR: 3, 3B: 0, AF: 1.0, Hands: 38
Seat 2: Player2 ( 8238 ) - VPIP: 25, PFR: 19, 3B: 7, AF: 3.0, Hands: 1546
Seat 3: Player3 ( 10183 ) - VPIP: 21, PFR: 14, 3B: 6, AF: 2.6, Hands: 2571
Seat 4: Player4 ( 10833 ) - VPIP: 20, PFR: 12, 3B: 4, AF: 2.0, Hands: 2252
Seat 5: Player5 ( 10120 ) - VPIP: 23, PFR: 15, 3B: 7, AF: 2.6, Hands: 2078
Seat 6: Hero ( 9945 ) - VPIP: 27, PFR: 19, 3B: 8, AF: 2.1, Hands: 87910
Seat 7: Player7 ( 10260 ) - VPIP: 20, PFR: 4, 3B: 3, AF: 1.0, Hands: 256
Seat 9: Player9 ( 11415 ) - VPIP: 48, PFR: 21, 3B: 5, AF: 2.0, Hands: 408
Player3 posts small blind [40].
Player4 posts big blind [80].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ Th Ts ]
Player5 folds
Hero raises [240]
Player7 folds
Player9 calls [240]
Player1 folds
Player2 folds
Player3 raises [760]
Player4 folds
Hero calls [560]
Player9 calls [560]
** Dealing Flop ** [ Qh, Tc, 8h ]
Player3 checks
Hero bets [1234]
Player9 calls [1234]
Player3 calls [1234]
** Dealing Turn ** [ 9h ]
Player3 checks
Hero checks
Player9 bets [3120]
Player3 calls [3120]
Hero ???

SB is a solid reg, HJ is a spaz running 48/21 over 400 hands. I often am just oi and stick the money in here with a set and a straight flush draw (this hand is not as strong as I'm making it sound ) but I'm just not sure what SB can ever really c/c flop and c/c turn with that I beat? It seemed like a strange spot.

Spoiler:
** Dealing Turn ** [ 9h ]
Player3 checks
Hero checks
Player9 bets [3120]
Player3 calls [3120]
Hero folds
** Dealing River ** [ 2s ]
Player3 checks
Player9 checks
Player3 shows [Ah, Ks ]
Player9 shows [8c, Ac ]
Player9 wins 12422 from main pot




Hand 2

I called him wit jack high

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Poker Stars)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Saturday, December 03, 07:34:17 ET 2016
Table 995278057 2 (Real Money)
Seat 4 is the button
Seat 1: Player1 ( 16027 ) - VPIP: 49, PFR: 10, 3B: 19, AF: 3.1, Hands: 59
Seat 2: Player2 ( 1070 ) - VPIP: 17, PFR: 0, 3B: 0, AF: 0.0, Hands: 36
Seat 4: Player4 ( 3659 ) - VPIP: 16, PFR: 12, 3B: 5, AF: 2.3, Hands: 1286
Seat 5: Hero ( 14894 ) - VPIP: 27, PFR: 19, 3B: 8, AF: 2.1, Hands: 87910
Seat 6: Player6 ( 13956 ) - VPIP: 4, PFR: 3, 3B: 2, AF: 1.0, Hands: 251
Seat 7: Player7 ( 18400 ) - VPIP: 29, PFR: 15, 3B: 0, AF: 0.0, Hands: 48
Seat 8: Player8 ( 14406 ) - VPIP: 21, PFR: 8, 3B: 0, AF: 2.0, Hands: 48
40 chip ante
Hero posts small blind [150].
Player6 posts big blind [300].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ 2s Js ]
Player7 folds
Player8 folds
Player1 folds
Player2 folds
Player4 folds
Hero calls [150]
Player6 checks
** Dealing Flop ** [ 6s, Ac, Qc ]
Hero checks
Player6 checks
** Dealing Turn ** [ Ad ]
Hero bets [440]
Player6 calls [440]
** Dealing River ** [ Qh ]
Hero checks
Player6 bets [850]
Hero calls [850]
Player6 shows [5c, 6h ]
Hero shows [2s, Js ]
Hero wins 3460 from main pot



Hand 3

Honestly feel like I played this hand terribly but not sure what I should do differently. The obvious answer is to just c-bet the flop but I feel like villain, who is a solid reg that I have tons of history with including playing a bunch vs him in live cash games in college, can just make my life hell being in position and I didn't want to bloat pot just to fold later. Feels like a train wreck and I can be so easily exploitable if I take this line at any decent frequency but I was clueless on this one.

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Pacific)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Saturday, December 03, 07:46:26 ET 2016
Table 907785 table 5 (Real Money)
Seat 5 is the button
Seat 2: Player2 ( 92951 ) - VPIP: 16, PFR: 11, 3B: 4, AF: 2.3, Hands: 353
Seat 3: Player3 ( 137231 ) - VPIP: 21, PFR: 15, 3B: 7, AF: 2.0, Hands: 1556
Seat 4: Player4 ( 48690 ) - VPIP: 22, PFR: 8, 3B: 3, AF: 1.7, Hands: 272
Seat 5: Player5 ( 30254 ) - VPIP: 32, PFR: 14, 3B: 5, AF: 2.7, Hands: 378
Seat 6: Player6 ( 92227 ) - VPIP: 16, PFR: 12, 3B: 6, AF: 2.5, Hands: 1207
Seat 7: Player7 ( 34060 ) - VPIP: 20, PFR: 12, 3B: 4, AF: 1.5, Hands: 5137
Seat 9: Hero ( 104824 ) - VPIP: 21, PFR: 16, 3B: 7, AF: 2.5, Hands: 215651
Seat 10: Player10 ( 28937 ) - VPIP: 18, PFR: 12, 3B: 5, AF: 2.8, Hands: 4903
300 chip ante
Player6 posts small blind [1500].
Player7 posts big blind [3000].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ Tc Ac ]
Hero raises [6000]
Player10 folds
Player2 folds
Player3 calls [6000]
Player4 folds
Player5 folds
Player6 folds
Player7 calls [3000]
** Dealing Flop ** [ 2s, 3s, As ]
Player7 checks
Hero checks
Player3 bets [9900]
Player7 folds
Hero calls [9900]
** Dealing Turn ** [ 4d ]
Hero checks
Player3 bets [27000]
Hero folds
Player3 wins 41700 from main pot
Player3 wins 27000



Hand 4

This hand was a bittttttt of an exploit lol. I had 7 hands against villain in database where he checked flop and faced a c-bet, and in 3 of them he c/r'ed, so I thought peeling a hand that had some decent turns when Tx is really his only value hand was reasonable here. When I turn a spade I just have to shove turn despite it basically being a minraise, and to be honest I felt relatively confident the fold was coming.

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Pacific)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Saturday, December 03, 10:27:04 ET 2016
Table 911600 table 10 (Real Money)
Seat 5 is the button
Seat 1: Player1 ( 12894 ) - VPIP: 16, PFR: 6, 3B: 3, AF: 2.3, Hands: 62
Seat 2: Player2 ( 37767 ) - VPIP: 19, PFR: 8, 3B: 6, AF: 5.6, Hands: 285
Seat 3: Player3 ( 70694 ) - VPIP: 18, PFR: 12, 3B: 5, AF: 3.1, Hands: 5249
Seat 4: Player4 ( 28717 ) - VPIP: 30, PFR: 11, 3B: 5, AF: 1.8, Hands: 2130
Seat 5: Hero ( 33327 ) - VPIP: 21, PFR: 16, 3B: 7, AF: 2.5, Hands: 215651
Seat 6: Player6 ( 49701 ) - VPIP: 18, PFR: 12, 3B: 5, AF: 2.8, Hands: 4903
Seat 9: Player9 ( 39062 ) - VPIP: 14, PFR: 10, 3B: 3, AF: 2.1, Hands: 1888
Seat 10: Player10 ( 61276 ) - VPIP: 16, PFR: 6, 3B: 3, AF: 2.3, Hands: 62
200 chip ante
Player6 posts small blind [800].
Player9 posts big blind [1600].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ As 8c ]
Player10 folds
Player1 folds
Player2 folds
Player3 folds
Player4 folds
Hero raises [3200]
Player6 folds
Player9 calls [1600]
** Dealing Flop ** [ 2s, Th, Ts ]
Player9 checks
Hero bets [3456]
Player9 raises [8999]
Hero calls [5543]
** Dealing Turn ** [ 6s ]
Player9 bets [9600]
Hero raises [20928]
Player9 folds
Hero wins 45998 from main pot
Hero wins 11328



Hand 5

Didn't think this guy was going to 3b the BB then triple barrel with a hand worse than a pair 10s so I elected to call turn rather than just sticking the money in. I think there were 12 left with 8 paying in the $100 MTT

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Poker Stars)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Saturday, December 03, 11:03:54 ET 2016
Table 995278064 5 (Real Money)
Seat 8 is the button
Seat 2: Player2 ( 44851 ) - VPIP: 39, PFR: 26, 3B: 8, AF: 1.6, Hands: 404
Seat 5: Player5 ( 30829 ) - VPIP: 23, PFR: 17, 3B: 9, AF: 2.9, Hands: 5181
Seat 6: Hero ( 69655 ) - VPIP: 27, PFR: 19, 3B: 8, AF: 2.1, Hands: 87910
Seat 7: Player7 ( 40560 ) - VPIP: 29, PFR: 22, 3B: 12, AF: 3.0, Hands: 532
Seat 8: Player8 ( 80090 ) - VPIP: 25, PFR: 19, 3B: 7, AF: 3.9, Hands: 514
Seat 9: Player9 ( 34585 ) - VPIP: 11, PFR: 9, 3B: 4, AF: 0.0, Hands: 184
175 chip ante
Player9 posts small blind [700].
Player2 posts big blind [1400].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ Js Ts ]
Player5 folds
Hero raises [2800]
Player7 folds
Player8 folds
Player9 folds
Player2 raises [6499]
Hero calls [5099]
** Dealing Flop ** [ 6c, 5s, Th ]
Player2 bets [4567]
Hero calls [4567]
** Dealing Turn ** [ 2s ]
Player2 bets [8765]
Hero calls [8765]
** Dealing River ** [ 2d ]
Player2 bets [23445]
Hero folds
Player2 wins 23445
Player2 wins 44212 from main pot



Hand 6

Maybe an orbit later vs same villain as above. Another strange spot that had a very similar feel to the last hand. Side note: This is the same tourney I discussed above that I finished 4th where I was a 70/30 away from almost locking up the win. I think if I play these 2 hands differently I could easily have busted before the money and not had a chance to win. Looking back, I think being disciplined in spots like these can be the difference between good sessions and great sessions, which add up massively over time. That being said, I could have simply been wrong in these spots too and cost myself money. So who can really say

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Poker Stars)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Saturday, December 03, 11:08:05 ET 2016
Table 995278064 5 (Real Money)
Seat 6 is the button
Seat 2: Player2 ( 70882 ) - VPIP: 39, PFR: 26, 3B: 8, AF: 1.6, Hands: 404
Seat 5: Player5 ( 28529 ) - VPIP: 23, PFR: 17, 3B: 9, AF: 2.9, Hands: 5181
Seat 6: Hero ( 43674 ) - VPIP: 27, PFR: 19, 3B: 8, AF: 2.1, Hands: 87910
Seat 7: Player7 ( 45010 ) - VPIP: 29, PFR: 22, 3B: 12, AF: 3.0, Hands: 532
Seat 8: Player8 ( 79340 ) - VPIP: 25, PFR: 19, 3B: 7, AF: 3.9, Hands: 514
Seat 9: Player9 ( 33135 ) - VPIP: 11, PFR: 9, 3B: 4, AF: 0.0, Hands: 184
200 chip ante
Player7 posts small blind [800].
Player8 posts big blind [1600].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ Jd Kh ]
Player9 folds
Player2 raises [3456]
Player5 folds
Hero calls [3456]
Player7 folds
Player8 calls [1856]
** Dealing Flop ** [ Kd, Qh, 6s ]
Player8 checks
Player2 bets [4567]
Hero calls [4567]
Player8 folds
** Dealing Turn ** [ Js ]
Player2 bets [6789]
Hero calls [6789]
** Dealing River ** [ Qd ]
Player2 bets [55870]
Hero folds
Player2 wins 55870
Player2 wins 35080 from main pot



Hand 7

I'm 10/22 at this point in the $30r $10K guarantee on WSOP. 20 pay with a mincash of $120 or so and a little under $3000 to 1st. I 3b shoved pretty big from the BB here to avoid any ICM disasters where 3b/calling might lead to him putting hands like 33 in there, which I just want to fold out now. But looking back, a flat might be way better to simply avoid busting. This might just be completely results oriented though. I'm not sure if shoving or flatting is better here with a top 10 stack on the bubble in a spot that is clearly a massively +EV chip shove but a pretty brutal spot to run into a bigger hand.

***** Hand History for Game 1111111111 ***** (Pacific)
Tourney Hand NL Texas Hold'em - Saturday, December 03, 11:14:30 ET 2016
Table 911600 table 13 (Real Money)
Seat 1 is the button
Seat 1: Player1 ( 131540 ) - VPIP: 20, PFR: 13, 3B: 6, AF: 2.0, Hands: 1751
Seat 2: Player2 ( 40168 ) - VPIP: 23, PFR: 5, 3B: 4, AF: 0.4, Hands: 65
Seat 3: Hero ( 73143 ) - VPIP: 21, PFR: 16, 3B: 7, AF: 2.5, Hands: 215651
Seat 4: Player4 ( 24238 ) - VPIP: 21, PFR: 10, 3B: 3, AF: 1.4, Hands: 3353
Seat 6: Player6 ( 112567 ) - VPIP: 25, PFR: 4, 3B: 0, AF: 2.0, Hands: 24
Seat 7: Player7 ( 64064 ) - VPIP: 25, PFR: 14, 3B: 7, AF: 1.3, Hands: 1703
Seat 9: Player9 ( 31845 ) - VPIP: 19, PFR: 13, 3B: 3, AF: 3.0, Hands: 622
Seat 10: Player10 ( 122402 ) - VPIP: 20, PFR: 13, 3B: 6, AF: 2.0, Hands: 1751
300 chip ante
Player2 posts small blind [1500].
Hero posts big blind [3000].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to Hero [ Ad Js ]
Player4 folds
Player6 folds
Player7 folds
Player9 folds
Player10 folds
Player1 raises [6000]
Player2 folds
Hero raises [69843]
Player1 calls [66843]
** Dealing Flop ** [ Ks, 5h, Jc ]
** Dealing Turn ** [ Kc ]
** Dealing River ** [ 4d ]
Player1 shows [Kd, Ac ]
Hero shows [Ad, Js ]
Player1 wins 149586 from main pot
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12-05-2016 , 01:21 AM
Sunday Session

I have never been so unbelievably pumped up over a break even session.

Things started out pretty great today. I had over 60K in both the Party and Stars majors, both of which start with 10K SS. I had over 60K from 10K SS in a WSOP $100. I had over 40K from 10K in a Stars $100. I had the chip lead for a few hours in the Stars $500. And not only did I not finish any of these, I did not cash any of them. I bubbled the Party major after losing 3 flips, the last one coming 4 from the money. I bled down slowly in the Stars major before busting 8 from the money. I lost a massive 6 figure flip vs a very aggro reg that I had to get over 50BBs in pre against with AK at a point in the MTT where that was a ton of chips in the WSOP $100; he had JJ and held. I r/c'ed 98ss then c/r'ed 75% of my stack on KQ4ss flop; he called instead of shoving for some reason just for the Qs to roll off on turn only for me to see him show KK for the win. The only tourney I cashed before all these ended in a 3rd place finish when I got JT in vs AA on KJT4 for 2/3 the chips in play only for the river to be a queen.

And I didn't let any of this affect me! I didn't sit there and feel sorry for myself. I focused on volume and decisions, despite the fact that I continued to lose in big spot after big spot. I opened AQ in CO and got shoved on for 25bbs by button in the WSOP major only to lose to 76s. I then got my last 10bbs in with 66 and got called by 2 players. Board runs 4572T and they show AQ and T9!! And I just kept plugging. I got AK in vs 88 in the Party $109 for the board to run AJ68x, and 60 seconds later got AJ in vs 88 for the chip lead in the Stars $500 for the board to run QJ48x. It was sort of unbelievable but I kept grinding. I finally got my last 9BBs in in the $500 with 11 left and 5 paying ($1400 or so mincash) with A5, got a call, reshove, fold from original caller, and I did not have 3 outs (since he had one of the 3 AA combos available). It's so frustrating but I forced myself to forget it and move on since there is just so much equity to be lost if you lose focus even for just a few minutes. Side note: I won a $100 hyper satty (the only thing I cashed other than the MTT I got 3rd in) to the $500, which is why I played that despite it being outside my BR guidelines.

By the end of the session I only had the Party $109 and the Stars $100 2nd chance remaining. I promptly bubbled the Party MTT and was left 2/10 in the 2nd chance. I checked how much I was in for on the day: $2514, including the $500 I'd sattied into. I checked how much I'd cashed for: $950 (3rd in the $55 Warmup on Party for $450, and winning the $100 hyper satty to the $500). Meaning I was down $1564 on the day minus whatever I cashed for in my last MTT. 1st place in the 2nd chance? $1581.



I took the lead at the final table and more or less dominated it. What a great feeling: for Sunday to go completely the way you hoped it wouldn't, and the realization that you can hang in there through it all and play well in the last MTT, a tournament which, if won, just gets you back to breakeven. This was a big big day in terms of my mindset. When I'd often freak out and stop playing well, I stayed the course and did what a true professional should be doing every single Sunday. Really really happy with today. Also, I'm really starting to like the 2nd chance ...Won it Thursday, took off Friday, 4th on Saturday (after KK<AK for 65% of chips in play), won it today. All skill obv.

22 MTTs (14 entries and 8 re-entries), $2514 in buy ins, $2531.28 in returns, and a sweet sweet $17.28 of profit this Sunday.

Monday and Tuesday should be online business as usual and Wednesday it's off to Parx for 1A of the Big Stax 300. Let's get it.

Edit: Just deposited $30 on Stars using the CASHMEGA bonus promo code they're having where they give you cash if you deposit at least that amount.

LOL




Last edited by Redsoxnets5; 12-05-2016 at 01:44 AM.
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12-05-2016 , 02:26 AM
nice job dude. mental fortitude def one of the absolute most important factors to longevity in this game.
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