6/14 Wednesday

It's 3:15am and I haven't sleep yet, I was reading a book call "3 body", it won the 2015 Hugo Award for Best Novel, which is the highest award in the world for science fiction. The author has tremendous knowledge of physics and astronomy, it's so fun to read his book and it also stunned me how much I don't know about the universe.

I start thinking about my own life, I am already 30 something years old but achieve nothing in life, I just waste so much time on stupid stuff like video games in my 20s and gambling in my 30s, I want to better on something that has skill in it, like poker, but I am just too lazy also has no patience to grind.

I want to try something new, I want to leave my comfort zoom by trying the following start from tomorrow

1: try cold water body, I know it's good for my body but I just feel much comfort with hot water shower, I am gonna leave this comfort zoom and try to push myself a bit harder

2: try to add gym and exercise on daily basis, I already had yoga and meditation but I feel gym will give me more energy and mental strength

3: force myself to finish something that I plan before, I had so many plan but never finished any of them or few, gonna force myself harder on this

Will add more but currently will do above first


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7/13

Wow it's been a month I haven't update here, I am not dead or broke yet, instead I was doing pretty good uber wise or poker wise past couple week, just trade in my old car for a used Kia Sorento with top trim(leather seat, sun/moon roof etc), love this car and my uber customer love it too, got a lot of tips from it


Haven't keep up practice yoga or study poker the past couple weeks, I hate myself being so lazy, gotta change this, start from today I am gonna put more time on meditation and study poker and try to keep up on it


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7/18 Monday

Things finally turning my way past couple week, didn't drive much uber since I do good on poker, still driving the most profitable night of the week which is Saturday down the shore, still able to net 500+ by only driving for one days which is insane


Been playing and running very good at poker table past couple weeks, saved up some money for back up also my bankroll raised to around 2k. Still need to grind hard for a bigger roll in case downswing kicks in, tonight played some 1/2 in borgata, brought in 200, and got a chip porn


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Gl at the poker tables

haven't posted for a year, how's everyone doing!
actually from the beginning of 2018 i was able to control myself on the roulette gambling problem, well even every once a while i will drop couple hundreds still each month but everything is manageable now, and i starting winning at 1/2 game and manage not having a losing month since the beginning of 2018, i also figured out a very profitable way to do uber so my uber earning compare to last year up around 30% every month even i don't drive as much i used to, so everything seems going the right direction and i really appreciate and thankful
this week i got my first live tournament trophy and also got 2rd twice online combination of 10k week, which really boost my confident and also i have a bigger bankroll that i can more flexible on my playing schedule
i believe hard work+never give up is the most important thing in life and poker

Hurt my back two weeks ago so I couldn’t go driving Uber cus I can’t sit for long time. So I just grinding online tournaments at and home and got a nice thanksgiving present


And Black Friday brought myself a new monitor for grind



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I couldnt agree more ! . Keep going bro and good luck

Thx mate, been keep trying


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