Hey man, you convinced me, now gl with your wife
On a serious tone, I have my heavy past with addictions as well and still play poker professionally. But how are you going to convince your wife that you will deliberately surround yourself by an atmosphere containing booze, drugs and house games without indulging in any.... And are you being sincere to yourself when you think you can... And if poker is what you really miss, why not start off online, where these said temptations have no place, and take it from there...