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12-31-2013 , 12:59 PM
Hey guys,

I'm a 24 year old online pro on Pokerstars playing under the alias BenaBadBeat. I've played full time for around 4 years with relative success in both cash games and MTTs. At the start of 2013 i started off chasing SNE but unfortunately the high volume and hours took its toll and i had to quit at the end of January. I spent the next 5-6 months regrinding my losses. I spent a lot of time working on my game and since then my results have picked up a lot!

2013 graph and stake breakdown:





Sharkscope (not so subtle brag ):



I live in a grind house in london and over the time I've played poker i've met a lot of cool guys. Name drop time - Glanza, ishipKQ, vinivici, xela, D7, Mayo, Smb, MeleaB, coinflip, bigchiefds, R1aki, gutter, jrock, peter804, tonna, smitdude, sniper_arnie and c$shmoney and others.... All of these guys have helped me a great deal in one way or another and continue to do so.

The reason I'm doing this blog is for motivation and to track my own progress in all aspects of my life. Hopefully the updates are interesting to some!

Poker goals for 2014:

[ ] 400k vpps
[ ] 50k table profits
[ ] Play at least one big live event in another country
[ ] Keep updating this blog with HH and results
[ ] Keep working on my game off the tables
[ ] Be mixing in midstakes FR by the end of the year

Other than poker I'm taking a counselling and psychotherapy course which will ultimately lead to me being a qualified therapist in 2 years. I've just been accpeted into an agency volunteering for teenagers.

I'm also part of a 6 aside football team playing in goal on a weekly basis with the guys from my house. We've won the local league twice and are in the running for the new title! I'll keep the blog updated with regards to these amongst other aspects of my non poker life.

Here's to a great 2014 and good luck to you all!
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12-31-2013 , 01:18 PM
Good luck mate!
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12-31-2013 , 01:30 PM
best of luck champ!
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12-31-2013 , 02:04 PM
Good luck Ben! Will be following :-)
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01-01-2014 , 07:11 AM
Sick tourney bink bro, gl this year will be following
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01-01-2014 , 07:13 AM
gl, subbed!
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01-01-2014 , 08:23 AM
gl ben
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01-01-2014 , 08:42 AM
:O so many sickos making threads this year I got some stiff competition!! Have a great year mate
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01-01-2014 , 11:58 AM
innnnnnnn, gl.
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01-01-2014 , 02:01 PM
Thanks guys, and happy new year! pretty tired from last night so gunna fire up the first session of the year in a bit.
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01-01-2014 , 04:28 PM
best of luck dude
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01-01-2014 , 04:51 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by BenaBadBeat
I live in a grind house in london and over the time I've played poker i've met a lot of cool guys. Name drop time - Glanza, ishipKQ, vinivici, xela, D7, Mayo, Smb, MeleaB, coinflip, bigchiefds, R1aki, gutter, jrock, peter804, tonna, smitdude, sniper_arnie and c$shmoney and others....
have you met any really cool sit and go regs?
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01-01-2014 , 08:00 PM
haha yeh sorry mate. there are some really cool sng guys too ie bigstealer!
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01-01-2014 , 08:06 PM
So the first day of the year has gone pretty well. There were a ton of fish online too which was a bonus!

Results:



A couple of interesting and fun hands:

This was vs a tasty whale:

    Poker Stars, $1/$2, $0.40 ante No Limit Hold'em Cash, 3 Players
    Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite. View Hand #22013981

    BTN: $398.60 (199.3 bb)
    Hero (SB): $847.67 (423.8 bb)
    BB: $253.48 (126.7 bb)

    Preflop: Hero is SB with 7 9
    BTN raises to $6, Hero raises to $14, BB folds, BTN calls $8

    Flop: ($31.20) 2 9 2 (2 players)
    Hero bets $20, BTN raises to $40, Hero calls $20

    Turn: ($111.20) J (2 players)
    Hero checks, BTN bets $44, Hero calls $44

    River: ($199.20) J (2 players)
    Hero checks, BTN bets $118, Hero calls $118




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    Vs a different whale:

      Poker Stars, $1/$2, $0.40 ante No Limit Hold'em Cash, 5 Players
      Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite. View Hand #22014001

      SB: $203.33 (101.7 bb)
      BB: $200 (100 bb)
      MP: $221.06 (110.5 bb)
      Hero (CO): $619.06 (309.5 bb)
      BTN: $258.83 (129.4 bb)

      Preflop: Hero is CO with Q A
      MP raises to $20, Hero raises to $54, 3 folds, MP calls $34

      Flop: ($113) 6 A 2 (2 players)
      MP checks, Hero bets $38, MP raises to $76, Hero raises to $240, MP calls $90.66 and is all-in

      Turn: ($446.32) J (2 players, 1 is all-in)
      River: ($446.32) 9 (2 players, 1 is all-in)

      Spoiler:
      Results: $446.32 pot ($2.80 rake)
      Final Board: 6 A 2 J 9
      MP showed 4 Q and lost (-$221.06 net)
      Hero showed Q A and won $443.52 ($222.46 net)



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      vs a good winning reg:

        Poker Stars, $1/$2 No Limit Hold'em Cash, 9 Players
        Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite. View Hand #22014011

        CO: $399.20 (199.6 bb)
        Hero (BTN): $200 (100 bb)
        SB: $383.56 (191.8 bb)
        BB: $200 (100 bb)
        UTG+1: $411.72 (205.9 bb)
        UTG+2: $283.80 (141.9 bb)
        MP1: $301.89 (150.9 bb)
        MP2: $200 (100 bb)
        MP3: $399.52 (199.8 bb)

        Preflop: Hero is BTN with J T
        UTG+1 folds, UTG+2 raises to $6, 4 folds, Hero calls $6, 2 folds

        Flop: ($15) Q 8 6 (2 players)
        UTG+2 bets $10, Hero raises to $30, UTG+2 calls $20

        Turn: ($75) 7 (2 players)
        UTG+2 checks, Hero bets $42, UTG+2 calls $42

        River: ($159) T (2 players)
        UTG+2 checks, Hero bets $122 and is all-in, UTG+2 folds

        Spoiler:
        Results: $159 pot ($2.80 rake)
        Final Board: Q 8 6 7 T
        Hero mucked J T and won $156.20 ($78.20 net)
        UTG+2 mucked and lost (-$78 net)



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        Good luck guys
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        01-01-2014 , 09:07 PM
        Sick MTT graph

        GL in 2014
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        01-02-2014 , 08:35 AM
        IN

        gl son.

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        tonna
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        01-02-2014 , 09:02 AM
        iiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

        gl mate
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        01-02-2014 , 09:40 AM
        Big GLs mate, will be following this ofc
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        01-02-2014 , 01:35 PM
        What the flippity ****! you mention gutter and bigchief in your little bum circle but not me??? does the gay uk crew mean nothing to you?

        Until this is corrected you can burn in hell!
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        01-02-2014 , 02:37 PM
        tell me about it. and theres me thinking i totally changed his life
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        01-02-2014 , 04:38 PM
        jesus, i am very sorry to my other poker friends. i can only apologise for not adding the best of them! good luck to rik and ponty, you are my best friends.

        Other news, ran horrible today and lost around 500. glgl
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        01-02-2014 , 07:55 PM
        oooh best friends. well gay.
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        01-03-2014 , 07:39 AM
        Aye, please less h()mo itt
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        01-03-2014 , 08:05 AM
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        Aye, please less h()mo itt
        homophobe.
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        01-03-2014 , 08:15 AM
        GL, subbed!

        Lets have plenty of HH's please

        Stan
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