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03-20-2019 , 06:08 PM
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Originally Posted by reloadonsashagray
You have to stop reading the thread at some frequency
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03-20-2019 , 06:24 PM
fold pf
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03-20-2019 , 06:52 PM
haha that's the last time i post a hand where i use a pot size cbet

AP, i wouldn't defend A2o pre vs me so the hand is moot

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Played some more party today but went back to old ways and got ruined



Super gross spot vs rec

partypoker, Hold'em No Limit - $2/$5 - 5 players
Hand delivered by Upswing Poker

UTG: $500.00 (100 bb)
MP: $61.40 (12 bb)
CO: $1,165.25 (233 bb)
BU: $492.37 (98 bb)
SB (Hero): $578.51 (116 bb)
BB: $662.49 (132 bb)

Pre-Flop: ($7.50) Hero is SB with A Q
3 players fold, BTN raises to $12.50, Hero 3-bets to $47.50, 1 fold, BTN calls $35

Flop: ($100) 4 Q 8 (2 players)
Hero bets $50, BTN calls $50

Turn: ($200) A (2 players)
Hero bets $145, BTN calls $145

River: ($490) K (2 players)
Hero bets $336.01 (all-in), BTN calls $249.87 (all-in)

Total pot: $989.74 (Rake: $4)

Showdown:
SB (Hero) shows A Q (two pair, Aces and Queens)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 64%, Flop: 81%, Turn: 82%, River: 0%)

BU shows J T (a straight, Ten to Ace)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 36%, Flop: 19%, Turn: 18%, River: 100%)

BU wins $985.74

vs reg at 200z

PokerStars Zoom, Hold'em No Limit - $1/$2 - 6 players
Hand delivered by Upswing Poker

UTG: $228.55 (114 bb)
MP: $384.52 (192 bb)
CO: $200.00 (100 bb)
BU: $130.90 (65 bb)
SB (Hero): $217.57 (109 bb)
BB: $201.00 (101 bb)

Pre-Flop: ($3) Hero is SB with J J
3 players fold, BTN raises to $4, Hero 3-bets to $20, BB 4-bets to $44.20, 1 fold, Hero calls $24.20

Flop: ($92.40) J 7 K (2 players)
Hero checks, BB bets $23.31, Hero calls $23.31

Turn: ($139.02) 5 (2 players)
Hero checks, BB bets $133.49 (all-in), Hero calls $133.49

First River: ($406) 3 (2 players, 1 all-in)

Second River: ($406) T (2 players, 1 all-in)

Total pot: $406 (Rake: $2.75)

First Showdown: Board: J 7 K 5 3

BB shows 5 A (a pair of Fives)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 34%, Flop: 2%, Turn: 0%, River: 0%)

SB (Hero) shows J J (three of a kind, Jacks)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 66%, Flop: 98%, Turn: 100%, River: 100%)

SB (Hero) wins $201.62

Second Showdown: Board: J 7 K 5 T

BB shows 5 A (a pair of Fives)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 34%, Flop: 2%, Turn: 0%, River: 0%)

SB (Hero) shows J J (three of a kind, Jacks)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 66%, Flop: 98%, Turn: 100%, River: 100%)

SB (Hero) wins $201.63

Value towning the hell outta myself vs rec

PokerStars Zoom, Hold'em No Limit - $1/$2 - 6 players
Hand delivered by Upswing Poker

UTG: $204.75 (102 bb)
MP: $569.97 (285 bb)
CO: $200.00 (100 bb)
BU (Hero): $426.72 (213 bb)
SB: $200.00 (100 bb)
BB: $228.55 (114 bb)

Pre-Flop: ($3) Hero is BTN with 9 T
3 players fold, Hero raises to $4.10, SB 3-bets to $20, BB calls $18, Hero calls $15.90

Flop: ($60) 4 T Q (3 players)
SB checks, BB checks, Hero checks

Turn: ($60) 9 (3 players)
SB checks, BB checks, Hero bets $34.35, SB folds, BB calls $34.35

River: ($128.70) 2 (2 players)
BB checks, Hero bets $54, BB calls $54

Total pot: $236.70 (Rake: $2.75)

Showdown:
BU (Hero) shows 9 T (two pair, Tens and Nines)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 39%, Flop: 94%, Turn: 5%, River: 0%)

BB shows 9 9 (three of a kind, Nines)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 61%, Flop: 6%, Turn: 95%, River: 100%)

BB wins $233.95

Back at it tomorrow

glgl
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03-20-2019 , 07:02 PM
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Originally Posted by deathorglory0
fold pf
Quote:
Originally Posted by BenaBadBeat
AP, i wouldn't defend A2o pre vs me so the hand is moot
nailed it
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03-20-2019 , 07:33 PM
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Originally Posted by deathorglory0
fold pf
+1 to this, very hard to be +EV vs a good reg in there with that rake.
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03-21-2019 , 08:47 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by deathorglory0
nailed it
Quote:
Originally Posted by Rapidesh123
+1 to this, very hard to be +EV vs a good reg in there with that rake.
yep!

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Really strong bounce back from yesterday



Enjoyable vs tiiiight rec

PokerStars Zoom, Hold'em No Limit - $1/$2 - 6 players
Hand delivered by Upswing Poker

UTG: $577.74 (289 bb)
MP: $409.27 (205 bb)
CO: $344.81 (172 bb)
BU (Hero): $246.70 (123 bb)
SB: $202.00 (101 bb)
BB: $405.65 (203 bb)

Pre-Flop: ($3) Hero is BTN with A T
2 players fold, CO raises to $4, Hero 3-bets to $15, 2 players fold, CO 4-bets to $36.75, Hero calls $21.75

Flop: ($76.50) 2 A 8 (2 players)
CO checks, Hero checks

Turn: ($76.50) 4 (2 players)
CO checks, Hero bets $34.35, CO calls $34.35

River: ($145.20) 2 (2 players)
CO checks, Hero bets $175.60 (all-in), CO calls $175.60

Total pot: $496.40 (Rake: $2.75)

Showdown:
BU (Hero) shows A T (two pair, Aces and Twos)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 32%, Flop: 91%, Turn: 95%, River: 100%)

CO shows Q Q (two pair, Queens and Twos)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 68%, Flop: 9%, Turn: 5%, River: 0%)

BU (Hero) wins $493.65

set the tarp

partypoker, Hold'em No Limit - $2/$5 - 5 players
Hand delivered by Upswing Poker

BU (Hero): $1,404.50 (281 bb)
SB: $581.38 (116 bb)
BB: $530.00 (106 bb)

Pre-Flop: ($7.50) Hero is BTN with A 2
Hero raises to $10, SB 3-bets to $55, 1 fold, Hero calls $45

Flop: ($115) T 4 K (2 players)
SB checks, Hero checks

Turn: ($115) Q (2 players)
SB bets $57.50, Hero calls $57.50

River: ($230) 3 (2 players)
SB bets $468.88 (all-in), Hero calls $468.88

Total pot: $1,167.76 (Rake: $2)

Showdown:
SB shows 7 8 (high card, King)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 46%, Flop: 15%, Turn: 9%, River: 0%)

BU (Hero) shows A 2 (a flush, Ace high)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 54%, Flop: 85%, Turn: 91%, River: 100%)

BU (Hero) wins $1,165.76

This one vs rec hurt a lot haha

partypoker, Hold'em No Limit - $2/$5 - 5 players
Hand delivered by Upswing Poker

UTG: $500.00 (100 bb)
CO: $847.48 (169 bb)
BU: $492.50 (99 bb)
SB: $741.15 (148 bb)
BB (Hero): $655.76 (131 bb)

Pre-Flop: ($7.50) Hero is BB with A 8
3 players fold, SB raises to $15, Hero calls $10

Flop: ($30) A 2 4 (2 players)
SB bets $30, Hero calls $30

Turn: ($90) Q (2 players)
SB bets $90, Hero calls $90

River: ($270) Q (2 players)
SB bets $135, Hero calls $135

Total pot: $540 (Rake: $3)

Showdown:
SB shows 9 A (two pair, Aces and Queens - higher kicker)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 70%, Flop: 82%, Turn: 86%, River: 100%)

BB (Hero) shows A 8 (two pair, Aces and Queens)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 30%, Flop: 18%, Turn: 14%, River: 0%)

SB wins $537

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As some of you prob saw in gazzy's thread, the prop bet is finally happening! It's gunna start at midday on Tuesday (was meant to be monday but i didn't realise i had plans).

THE BET: Last man standing or down 20bi
THE WAGER: $650 each $150 each goes to charity. ALL DONATIONS WILL GO TO OUR DESIGNATED CHARITES
TERMS OF PROP:
- 4 tables 100nl zoom on stars
- 10 min break every 4 hours
- Water and food only, no caffeine etc
- We'll both stream the entire bet

Hoping to get maaany donations/side bets.

I'm going to be splitting my half of dono's between Great Ormond Street Hospital and Centre70 (the placement i volunteered at during the last 3 years of my training.

I'm pretty nervous now haha

Will grind a half day tomorrow.

glgl
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03-21-2019 , 09:44 PM
ugh that a8 hand is my least fav spot to lose to a rec haha
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03-22-2019 , 12:53 AM
Gazzy is a trueborn warrior who aint going down without heart failure (very relevant emojis)
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03-22-2019 , 01:03 AM
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Originally Posted by spewmonk3y
Gazzy is a trueborn warrior who aint going down without heart failure (very relevant emojis)
Or apologizing to a 5'7 guy once he realized he was playing live poker with him, a trueborn warrior indeed.
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03-22-2019 , 03:13 AM
Lmao you gonna come into my stream and beg to be my friend then get butthurt when I reject you like last time?

So funny when trolls get angry.
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03-22-2019 , 03:25 AM
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Originally Posted by GazzyB123
Lmao you gonna come into my stream and beg to be my friend then get butthurt when I reject you like last time?

So funny when trolls get angry.
Na, the only one who got angry is you...banning me in your stream and thread and what I said is true good to see you said nothing about that. However we do share some similar music taste being the gaslight anthem other than that nothing.
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03-22-2019 , 03:28 AM
No anger here bud, just a lot of sympathy
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03-22-2019 , 03:42 AM
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Originally Posted by GazzyB123
Lmao you gonna come into my stream and beg to be my friend then get butthurt when I reject you like last time?

So funny when trolls get angry.
Stream Fwiend
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03-22-2019 , 06:08 AM
Jeez not sure who to root for here cos both serious grinders
Glgl


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03-22-2019 , 06:32 AM
So these 2/5 hands were allegedly played on party?
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03-22-2019 , 08:18 AM
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Originally Posted by BenaBadBeat
Monthly Results

Gunna get some photos in this post cus losing graphs ain't what we want

The boring bit, poker

We had another losing month in february (down 4k this month already lol). Felt like i improved a hell of a lot but that didn't stop me from losing 23 sessions in a row haha.

Graph



Stake Breakdown



I've now played 150k hands of the party promo (~25%). As much as it pains me to say, the games on party are without a doubt significantly tougher than stars games (shoutout to mirage ), so i'm unsure if/how i wanna proceed. Here are my overall party results now. The classic 60bi downerin 40k hands.



Anyway, enough of that stuff.

New house

It's been a blast so far living back in a grind house in East London. Our place is fkn sick, our grind setups are sweet and the location is next level. Here are some pics







Snowboarding

Spent the week in Tignes with some of the boys snowboarding, eating many pastas, drinking beers and playing the goat game, psych. Download if you haven't!





Other than than, I went to a wedding with my gf. Uptick???



That pretty much sums up Feb. On the tables it was meh, but off the tables it was pretty much the nuts. I'd definitely rather have it this way around, but it would be nice to have a balance of both haha.

As i said before, I need to think about how imma proceed with Party. I am breakeven which is obviously fine (and up like 13k in rb), but perhaps the stress isn't worth it, and playing 200z/reg tables (esp now with no scripts) could be better for my health.

If anyone has any advice then please shoot, even you lux <3

Take it easy and gl in March!
Holy **** your place is nutty Ben! The skiing trip looks unreal from the footage also, super jealous. Bad luck w/ Feb grind hope you are closing out March strong. Mind me asking what part of London it is roughly and what expenses are like? glgl man
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03-22-2019 , 08:25 AM


Just noticed something...how you gambling for thousands but don't got a monitor arm for your screen....an xbox cmon Ben.
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03-22-2019 , 08:25 AM
Good to see you've been getting better results lately. Btw why not ride the stars heat train and just hop into 500z instead of grinding the party regfest?
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03-22-2019 , 09:21 AM
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Originally Posted by max85
Jeez not sure who to root for here cos both serious grinders
Glgl


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**** Gazzy
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03-22-2019 , 11:06 AM
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Originally Posted by reloadonsashagray
we do share some similar music taste being the gaslight anthem other than that nothing.
not to derail, but the gaslight anthem/brian fallon is the nuts
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03-22-2019 , 01:01 PM
Do you guys think that a2o performs worse than 100bb/100?
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03-22-2019 , 01:09 PM
i rather defend 54o over a2o, but A2o should be +Ev vs a minopen

that being said I think I defend like 75% vs a minopen
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03-22-2019 , 02:14 PM
Depends vs who
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03-22-2019 , 02:27 PM
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Originally Posted by pokerarb
Depends vs who
I believe whenever people discuss strategy like that it's from a theoretical standpoint, not an exploitative one
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03-22-2019 , 02:40 PM
IIRC vs a 40% 2x open A2o is never mixing folds even in a higher rake environment than nl200.
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