Cheers guys,

i run a blog at another community page for poker in german and in english as well. But things developed different, so i stopped blogging for a while. Now i want to come back fresh and more clear in my mind about what i want to do with me my life and my women from brasil.

Cliffs:
played poker for a couple of years, sometimes active, mostly inactive, but in the inactive months i kinda earned the most (Last year September 1.5k € start with 200€) used most of the money for long distance bus, train and flight tickets, i love to be alway on the way to another new direction. When live stands still i feel somehow i loose time. I went to Dublin this year in the end of februar, and i am still here. I was born in germany 1991, and left the country last year with my girlfriend. I met her in June last year and due to an incident with the dutch immigration office, she had to leave europe asap

This kinda disturped my natural environment a lot, and it distracted me from beeing focused. I moved around 2 weeks ago into a nice big house, pics incoming and i share this house with about 30 people from all over the world for 200 euro per month. I earn money with advertising this house to new potential tenants, and get 50 euro provision for each new tenant. We have space for around 60 people here, so still easy money to earn. I just advertise on facebook.

I am in a skype call with my gf now, so i will definetly just summarise our next weeks and months.

July
- receive money of my Job done in June (Brand Sales Executive) for 1 month
- start grinding (play, discussions, theory)
- Start to not register randomly, check the structures more, especially Cubes
- advertise at least 10 people [5] so far
- offer companies and small private businesses to advertise for them
- visit Bray
- get back my rubics cube and start solving in less than 60 seconds
my actual record is something around 53 seconds.

August
- grow Bankroll up to 1k (MTT only)
- Sample of 800
- work with some coaches together to setup the right mindset
- join or open a Skype
- visit another part of Ireland

September
- grow Bankroll up to 2k (MTT only)
- Sample of 900
- start playing more sattelites for bigger Tournaments
- visit another part of Ireland

October
- grow Bankroll up to 3.5k
- Sample of 1000
- Visit another part of Ireland

November
- grow Bankroll up to 5k
- Sample of 1200
- move to Portugal
- meet my Girlfriend in Dublin before or in Portugal then.

Have sex about 4 times on average per day. (Supetar was 5 times sex per day which was quite awesome, i am not talking about cum 5 times in one hour, i mean seperated sex sessions randomly choosen at the day, dependend on the hornyness of us two.)

December
- hold Bankroll at 5k
- Sample 400
- Visit Iceland with my Girlfriend

And now good night

who is interested in my last poker years - check my nickname: firefly91
I have overall 4k euro donated at SnGs
Bubbled 2 times in the SuperTuesday Sattilite, while i was playing them totally underrolled.

I am up in MTTs 2k, therefore i decided to play mainly MTTs until December.

"Have sex about 4 times on average per day. (Supetar was 5 times sex per day which was quite awesome, i am not talking about cum 5 times in one hour, i mean seperated sex sessions randomly choosen at the day, dependend on the hornyness of us two.)"

cmon bro, need to work on ur sexgame.

It needs to be one and done. Dont slowplay. Just shove it all in in the first orbit. Girls need to know their place, and it has to be after one time.

You know what im saying.

<3

Best of luck

Gl

Ehehehe, my gf is reading here too, and she told me she was laughing about what you said me also..

Well my friend it is up to you, how often you can give it to a women. If you can just give it one time, and then stop, she will never be in the "i feel ****ed" mood. If she is in this mood, you should maybe not stop after you cuming your first time, and tell me you are finished. It is definetly a weak spot, man have to work on. ****ing a women, then leave and tell the friends you nailed her is nothing compared to a relationship with a women which you can **** all over again at the same day.

Right now, i am about to collecting more and more money, private, friends, family, landlord etc, to get a coach interested in a coaching + $ Investments with some starting capital.

The reason i will start like this is quite simple. I work at my performance peak when i "feel some pressure". I do not know if everyone can understand this type of thought, as it is usually quite the opposite. Nevertheless some people work under pressure better.

I like to involve my family, to get something like "social pressure" and the landlord as well, as i talk to my property manager almost every day. So i can keep him updated with how things are. One thing i was kinda lacking in the past, it was about consistentcy, and dedication to theory. I figured out how to be more successful in poker and startet to first, invest more time into playing, even though i still changed the formats several times between 6 max 9 max, 18 men 45 men 90s 180s. And there i see my first big step forward now, as i will not play the formats i was constantly loosing in the past, no matter what i did, what i learned etc, it just did not work out for me, so SnGs are finished. I still hold some profits at the 180s between $0,50 / $2,50 / 8 which should be not more than 1k on a small sample.
I figured out, while asking myself where do i enjoy playing poker the most, compared to small table sngs, 45 mens 180s and bigger tournaments, and it was always the possibility to make a final table after a deeprun. So just this simple fact made me think about changing my focus finally. MTTS and 180s with 8 to 10 tables, not more especially not in the beginning. I want to keep the balance between staying focused and not playing to less tables.

So far i run a couple of final tables at different micro stake buy ins.

Bigger $8,80 7th place finish
TKO $1,35 2nd place and 20th
$2 MTT 1st
Sattelites especially for SM, but for Smaller Tournaments as well
As i know about the variance in sattelites, i want to play them when my bankroll is quite decent.

This thread will not be about how high my BR is now or how high it is later, i want to work productive on theory including a lot of handdiscussions including some aspects of crucial content.

Some RL pictures will follow, as i am mainly travelling, just stop for a couple of months at places i like. I started last year in the end of july with about 1.400€ in cash, went through a couple of countries, starting out in Germany (country i was forced to be born) and went through Poland - Swiss - Italy - Croatia (Isle of Brac, Split, Zagreb) - Serbien (Belgrad) - Netherlands (Amsterdam) - Germany (Berlin + hometown visiting my grandfather) - Ireland (Dublin - Galway), now i am still in Dublin.

I am already in contact with a couple of potential coaches, as i need to check who would be interested in a longterm work partnership. If you have anyone in Mind looking for money and experienced in Small - Mid Stakes MTTs, let me know!

Short update,

finished some job applications the last 2 weeks, still have no bank account here and still have to receive about 800 euro from my former employer..

now some good news, the application with pokerstars went through, i had tests and assesstments and made it until the telefphone interview where usually you set up for start working and talk about salary. I know from the ad, salary is between 25 and 30k which is about 520 to 625€ per week, in Ireland they pay weekly, i wonder if stars pays weekly as well.

So at least some good money coming on a regular bases, without any college degree so far.

I did content as well as analysed hands with one of my first mentors, have to recheck if i am allowed to put his name on the line.

Cheers
faier