Thanks guys
January
Quite a weird one for me, some things to be proud of, some not so much.
Positives:
- Played tons
- Highest average stake ever
Negatives:
- Played some truly atrocious hands, huge EV errors
- Really unprofessional at times, didn't set up HUD correctly on any new site, didn't fix betsizing keys/ software errors
- Really not taking care of my body and stretching enough.
I think I have a bit of overwhelm sometimes with all the stuff I want to get done/ have to do and my default defence mechanism is just to play more hands, almost as a form of procrastination. It probably results in me playing too much and not keeping up enough with other stuff, whether it is bitB admin or stretching/ yoga. I'm good at doing what's easy, (sit and play, run), bad at doing what's hard (set up something new, stretch).
Plus 10k my side GG, minus many actual $$s GG and +3k tournaments, +1k bomb pots, -5k one untracked hand, so let's call it just short of 70k
EV$$ graph redacted.
A few more things I've been thinking about
:
1) Results:
For me now I'm going to only share my results here once a quarter. I used to think it was really important to share every month as I gotta prove to bitb students/ applicants that the strategies etc work, but honestly I still feel a bit of stress to 'have good months' and the arbitrary cut off point just isn't worth it when it's all one long grind.
I think it's great to reflect monthly, but just going to do it on more meaningful metrics, average stake, hands played, and progress against other goals.
2) Bomb Pots:
Jesus christ these are stressful .
For anyone who doesn't play ACR, they are 4x per hour, everyone antes 5bb and you go straight to the flop. So it's SPR 3, 6 guys in the pot, everyone 100% range.
I actually think I'm playing them way better than the pool and fish absolutely explode, last month I won many BB but only a v small amount of $$s because i got stacked twice at 5k, including an absolute classic set over set pile in top set on turn for no reason vs John.
The problem is they make the stake play WAY higher, so think for now I'm gonna remove 5k here.
3) GG Highstakes/ Highstakes:
I don't have my exact results in these GG games to hand, but I think it's something like +$100k $5k, -$110k 10k and 20k.
These games are actually both the exact same stake from my side, so it's actualyl gone kinda well for me, more by luck than anything else though. The line ups are basically exactly the same so I guess it's just variance, and my backer kind of has infinite but definitely not feeling great to have made him negative $ over 4 months in these games.
In general my results have followed a kind of definitive midstakes/ highstakes split
Midstakes + 30k or so GG 1k
Highstakes + the aforementioned GG which is + many BB, -10k$
I did wonder a bit whether it was worth it to keep pushing in these tougher games. It's so much harder to get action at 2k+ without access to bodog, and 2k is where you find some actual good players instead of a mix of banana midstakes regs or MDA bots, but I have to believe it's a bit of negative variance and just push to keep improving my gameplan.
I'm definitely going to keep putting myself in these spots for this quarter anyway and see what happens.
So goals for next month:
- 10x Yoga, actually a priority for me now, no point getting rich if my body just breaks down at 30.
- Less hands, 63k this month so let's aim for 40k and chill out a bit.
- Get outside every day?
Ad meloria everyone