Been forcing the volume a bit, just been playing for the sake of playing. Told myself a million times I wouldn't do this, but then I do it anyways like a moron
not sure on exact totals but something like
155games
-40 overall
~600 downswing
yey, doin the happy dance
played like shi* and ran like shi*
those 2 seem to go hand and hand
I always find a positive in these situations.
I started Jordan Peterson's self authoring course.
Heard about it on theo von's podcast. Use the promo code theo to save a few bux.
This guy is brilliant. I don't understand alot of what he lectures on, because I have
the vocab of an 11 year old, but what I do just speaks volumes to me
He just has a way of speaking the truth in a very non egotisical way.
If you've never heard of the dude, I highly suggest you look him up. He's been on alot of podcasts, has his own youtube channel, etc.
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Found out I'm going to be off work early mid April and coincidentally enough there's going to be a WPT deepstacks series where my mom lives in Edmonton. So I'm hoping I can convince my wife to let me bring my kid and let me play the $1100 main event
Live poker is my jam, if i could, i'd play casino tourneys every single day. However the closest card room is like a 3.5 hour drive away. Probably a good thing despite my crazy live mtt roi, which I don't have accurate numbers on, because I wasn't the best at keeping track, but if i were to guess on my totals lifetime in live mtts under $600 buy ins is probably :
$38,000 to $42,000 profit on $15,000 to $17,000 worth of total buy ins
Biggest score was 15k in a venetian deepstack $350 buy in
250% roi is totally sustainable right?
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anways, my challenge is on hold for a few days at least, just gonna spend time with my family and work on myself in the mean time. Really digging this course. It really makes you look in the mirror and call yourself out on your bullshi* . Kind of like this thread
gl to my 48 lurkers
feel free to chime in, call me a fuc*face or something. feels like im talking to the wall here