���� your great mate are you on the spectrum ?

Did i strike a nerve? Youve been playing poker a decade, still play microstakes and earn less than minimum wage thai slaves, but yeah blitzerian is a weak little ***** according ot you?

I do not give a single **** about blitzerian, he's not my idol. He's your type of person but the way you are talking about him tells me that you'd actually love being a normal, employed, person that could get decent quality girls instead of trying to befriend the lowest rung of thai hookers. It's just easier to fake being happy about this horrible lifestyle as attaining a normal life is 100% impossible for you.

Soon enough you'll be in makeup on the stake and you'll go completely nuts as getting out of the hole at 100nl is a lot harder than at 25nl, especially when half the profits don't go to you.

remember, you eat rice and eggs everyday while earning less than min wage in a poor country, you are a total failure. Stop trying to **** on real people and work on yourself instead of living in denial.

I’m your definition of a normal person with a good job, a wife that’s out of my league, two amazing children and all the material possessions I could want. I also have the bills to go with it. My children are my life and because of them I wouldn’t change a thing, but qualitatively I’m not sure my life is any better than when I was a teen travelling Thailand. Life was swell and the only thing wrong with my simple life was other people telling me that there was something wrong with my life, that I should be this or that. I remember being in OP’s position and having similar dreams to him, but because I cared too much about what my critics were saying I never went through with them.

Trust yourself OP. I’m not sure why you feel the need to brag - that’s sorta lame. But pursue your dreams regardless of what others say. I’d suggest perhaps doing a degree (Open University, English language?) so that you can teach English wherever you are if results get rough. And a so called ‘normal’ life will always be available to you if you ever want it. But apart from having children with the feeling of motivation, lifelong commitment, love, responsibility, etc that comes with them, the grass isn’t necessarily as green as these other dudes are suggesting.

You werent in the same situation as OP, you were young and traveling and not totally broke with no way out

OP is a 30yo man eating rice and eggs on a 200$ income a month for more hours of work than most factory slaves in thailand. He is not traveling or doing anything. He's basically an underfed slave to his poker site.

No one wants a normal life. The dream is to work for yourself and travel/enjoy whatever you want but playing poker 12-16hrs a day to just feed yourself is definitely not a dream. Which is basically what everyone gets in thailand unless they are poker players. less successful poker players grind to survive and do nothing but survive on the low-rung hookers for entertainment. It's a sad way to live.

I assumed OP was early twenties, but age is objectively irrelevant. Your perspective is very subjective. Totally normal, but subjective. On an personal (experiential) level, OP may be supremely content, lucid and totally healthy (I hope that diet includes plenty of fruit and veg). If so, then there is no need whatsoever to compare his situation with anybody else’s - it shouldn’t even enter his mind.

I’m not saying that OP is any of these things, especially considering the need to brag about non-brag-worthy things, but it is certainly possible to be so despite having the bare minimum in the way of material essentials. It’s possible to sit in the sun, in the beauty of nature, with no thought (fear, anxiety) whatsoever of past and future. You don’t need much to do that, just a sun and a chair.

You're wrong. The dream is to sit anonymously behind your keyboard 12+ hours a day defaming people and criticizing other peoples' life choices.

Meale, I am having an existential crisis from previously banned 42 post max trolls that have nothing better to do than lick my ass crack and act like they hate the taste of my sh*t.

Please post your email addresses so I can ship you money through paypal for giving me free motivation.

+1000

The guy obviously has some issues, but no need to **** all over him.

My Grandmother used to have this ragged old dog. ****in dog had no hair, if you touch it, it was slimy. It would piss and **** on the floor every night and my bedroom had a kitchen between it that connected to a bathroom. The lightswitch was at the OTHER end of the kitchen near the bathroom. So for years and years as a child, I stepped in dogshit and dog piss many a time because the ****in dog also had problems keeping it's **** and piss inside it.

So here you had a hairless, slimy to the touch mut that pisses and shits on the kitchen floor. The little hairless slimy mut added no value to my life in any way. I definitely kicked it a few times growing up. Yeah, I kicked the ****in mut a few times. What else was I supposed to do when I was 12 years old and stepped in dog piss for the 10th time? It was a perfectly puntable size too, about the size of a small watermelon. A bit bigger than a housecat. Damn thing wouldn't shut the **** up at night either, would just yelp and yelp and yelp for hours.

Moral of the story is all you naysayers are like the hairless, slimy piss and **** infested raggedy old dog. Living a life of pointless existence, hated by everyone around you except perhaps your grandmother who is too old or senile to understand what a dumpster of garbage you turned out to be.

But to be honest, having little digital pets that follow my life story and spend their time replying gives me a little smile. You guys literally have nothing better to do in your life then to follow me and give me attention. It's kind of endearing, really. And if I look back I kind of see how that hairless and slimy mut was endearing to my aging and mentally deteriorating grandmother.

You sound like a real treat.

His last post is great. He admits that hes white trash from a trailer park. He admits that he beats small animals and he admits that he's very hurt by the remarks about him being less than a man because he can't even feed himself.

when people online tell you that you spend all your time focusing on them when in fact its about 3mins in a day, thats when you know they are mad af and that you are spot on.


OP: not everyone has to grind 16hrs a day to eat rice, some of us have too much free time.

This is a+ writing

In b4 allegations of OP cheating/colluding

“1 year Visa, from AMERICA”

How to pick up girls in Thailand. Mention Visa and America.

Didnt think we could see a more sad prick than Meale but thinking you’re living the life when on a 200$/month budget and eating rice and sand every day is beyond insane.

How do you even write these things thinking any of these are brags?

Could also sit 12+ hours a day behind your keyboard looking for people to scam and writing more made up bullshit stories.

Hey why is your thread closed again?

It's official. Let's celebrate all my digital pets that like to live their life through me.

Nobody lives their life through you. You’re living on less money than the Thai people do. It’s sad.

30 year old AMERICAN living of rice and eggs in Thailand. Imagine being such a failure you’re living below the poverty line in Thailand as a ****ing American.

Best part of this all. Even someone like you can have people looking up to him. Lol.

OP, genuine question: why didn’t you save up more money for living expenses before going over there? I mean, assuming you can earn $2k a month in America, it wouldn’t have taken long?

Lol I like how I am included when all I said is you seem like a real treat after talking about how you kick a helpless dog because it adds no value to your life. What a self centered egotistical prick.

You think your grandma would be proud of the way you turned out? Or because she’s old and senile she doesn’t add value to your life so you don’t even care?

I live my life vigorously through OP. My life in my big modern house in the mountains close to the beach brings me no joy so i sit here imagining myself in a cheap room, sitting on a cinder block and eating eggs and rice with no veggies.

I will report OP to the mods for exposing my sad existence of affluence and complete nutritional value.


But honestly i will ask my wife if i can go test this pickup line.

"hello kind hooker, do you want to hear about my current visa today?"

Gl op. Interesting blog am pulling for you.

What a c**t. Unsubbed.

OP sounds like a psychopath. GL in Thailand though

You do entertain me it’s like a car crash I know I shouldn’t be looking but I have a gander anyway

How’s the poker going matey