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Originally Posted by tgiggity
so down ~60bi over the last 350k+ hands at the micros? But you're a winning player?
Closer to 55 EV adjusted over a 280k sample. Excluding the 50 in 4 days (I really don't even care to count those considering it was just 48 coolers strung together), that's 5 BI's under in about 250k. Now with some of the mental leaks I developed during this time, that most likely accounts for a small amount of EV loss, certainly. Getting KK vs AA ~20 times in 4 days, QQ vs AA a lot, AK vs AA alot, basically seeing AA every time I get my money in pre. But simply having coolers happen all day isn't the only negative variance you can experience. About 90k hands 2 tabling fast on Bodog during the peak of the virus, it seemed like 50% of the time I had anything that was a clear slam dunk value bet on the river I got snap raised or snap jammed on. Or if I didn't get raised the fish would show up with the tippy top of their calling range (like AK on22A78 vs my AQ riv value bet, etc - dozens of times this happened)
And running into sets literally every time I have OP.
Losing basically 100% of pots 350bb's to 500b's doesn't help. Such as 5betting AA, flop coming 67T and villain having 89s for a 400bb pot - Or 5betting AA vs a cold 4 bet and flop coming 963r and villain having 99 for 450bb pot - I could go on and on with these spots. I have probably 15 examples like this.
Losing sets and nut flushes etc all day every day.
Be lucky in the 700k hands you've grinded that you have not yet experienced what I experienced.
It's a good thing I have people in my life that have seen my couple hundred coolers and they are getting 10bb on their site and I'm breaking even and generally speaking, he posts hand histories to me more often seeking advice on how to play the hand better. We've been study friends for a couple years now.
But this has been discussed a lot. You don't believe me, that's fine.
I am really happy for you that you have not yet experienced it. When and if you do then you will know exactly what I'm talking about.
Since it's the first time I have experienced such a torrential downpour of soul crushing coolers strung together in daily sessions over weeks and months, it is giving me new insights and testing my resolve for sure.
But real champions shine when things get difficult.
Grind is real bitches.
Last edited by p0ker_n00b; 08-01-2020 at 10:41 AM.