Getting punished hard @PLO. Somehow it feels weird not to be able to track and graph your hands. Even if I run below ev it is somehow assuring to know that. Without any info you only see the big red number when you are losing. I have a HEM2 license and hope they can provide the upgrade soon.

Will try to play some more sats for the Million online. Have already another 2 109$ tickets in my account and will try to get some more. Plan is to grind some more 22$ sats. Will use the 109$ and play to get in the daily 1050$ sat and all remaining 109$ ticket will be used up on sunday.

I do know that it is not really a good idea to go for a xx-bankroll buyin tournaments, but I know myself. Im not a grinder and wont be able to grind out longterm results. Going for the one-time baby

Made a big mistake yesterday was buying in into the 109$ sat with real money not the ticket I won. Hat the party software. When you register the 1 ticket button is grey vs the orange buyin with money. Of course lost to a random hand and not able to qualify for the next step. Another big hit to my bankroll
Im not playing poker today and still have the 2 tickets in my account. My own fault and so I will only get 2 chances to make it.

Tried everything to get into the damn event. If you look back how many money I wasted. But on the bright side I was running very good at the first step sats. Main problem I recognize is, that I wanted to play an event way out of my bankroll and in a short time frame. If I had more days free to grind sats I would have seen better results. Also if I had started way earier getting into T$ sats or something like that I would have been able to get a nice bankroll for such endeavours.
I think I will take a break from online for a week. Wanted to play more live MTTs and on friday there is a chance. I have time and there are two nice tournaments scheduled.

True to my word havnt played any online poker last week. This week I will try to rebuild my confidence. Additionaly will start to play only 2 tables and focus more.

Last week I played a small live MTT with around 45 players and 5 payed places. On the final table we luckily decided to pay the bubble boy and I made around 20€ profit. Looking back I dont find any hands I should have played much differently.
Im happy with my result because till the FT I played well and on the FT I was card dead until my stack dwindled down and I wasnt able to make any other plays.

Xmas time will be busy with friends and family but maybe I can squeeze in another live tournament. Maybe I will look for some big prize online MTTs to play like winter series on Stars.

My P&G threatwas silent the last couple of weeks.
Main reason: after the HEM2 update I was able to import my PLO hands and:
80 BI under EV
I knew that I was running bad and inbetween playing bad, but this result was too muchfor me. Was only playing like a rakeback whore and bonuses and RB are the only reason Im still afloat. So I stopped playing and enjoyed the xmas and the weeks following.

Started to open some tables the last week, but only played max half an hour per day. Regarding live tournaments I dont have time right now and sats for the next interesting events havnt started yet. Not sure how to go forward.

Hi there,

nothing much happening - playing just 2 tables for fun and implemented a stop rule of 2 BI. Either I lose them or win them and I stop playing.

Nearby poker room was closed and so live poker also isnt on the table. In a month there is a bigger event a town over and will try to scrape the money together. Also Im traveling a lot next couple months.

Overall no real goals or plans - keep playing just for fun.

Played the Million Anniversary
88 vs 88 --> lost against a flush
sums up my poker career - cashed for $411 but Im still very unhappy.

@PLO I keep up my pace of playing max half an hour per day and my bakroll isnt moving at all.