Not gonna lie, my last few posts nail my mindset at the time pretty well. I was becoming more and more frustrated every day, could you tell? lol. I had a nice +$5K day a couple days after my last post and that got my spirits up and kept me going, but by the end of June I hadn't had another winning day, I had burned through that $5K and back into eating my BR up, K a day. I was thinking about quitting every single day all through June. Mid-April-May sucked, but June was a different beast altogether, just a soul crushing disaster.
I took Sun July 1st off, considered taking the week off (if not more). Then I decided to give it one last shot until the all star break. Two weeks, if it went poorly I'd save the last of what I was willing to lose of what I once called my bankroll for one last shot at football.
Mon turned things around a bit:
I've been chasing that MFing Rally all year. Finally! I wasn't really all over everything (as you can see by my few other cashes) just hit that magic outlier.
Tue felt like it could have been my year maker after looking at box's. I nailed my themes like never before. Ton of lu's up the money, but alas, no big outlier:
Still, I'll take it!
Wed dropped $750, but with a lot of cashes. This would have qualified as one of my better days in June. at least by cashing %
Thur wasn't a monster, +$1350. Mostly due to my vip freeroll cash, decent day on DK too (where I play a tiny amount, like $50-$200 a day)
Fri I had a big party to go to. I considered taking the day off and going early, but decided I could work, take a quick shower, and be there by 7 (CST) Made my lineups, went to party. The boxscores looked really good, really, really good. I kinda snickered at the idea I may have won the Rally again this week:
Boom! I can't believe it. I think I've mentioned trying for that $50K day that will lock in a decent year. Well this wasn't that but it was a $50K week and I'll take it! But wuz it?
I wasn't the least bit interested in playing the 4pm slate today, until I looked at the ****ty 4 game 7pm slate. So ok, I'll get up a little early and pull a "double" why not?
BIZ
OOM!!
I knew I won this mother ****er before I even checked results.
After Mon and Tue I was feeling pretty, pretty, pretty damned good. Making plans and allocating funds and whatnot. Now, I'm kinda reeling. This hasn't sunk in. I think this has probably been a life changing event, but I haven't thought it through enough to know
Oh what a difference a week makes...