Nice update. Nice pics. Nice girls. Dont ever stop imo.

I can see from the pictures I like the personality.

you're the boss!!

I will respond to the above stuff when I have time. I have continued to be really busy with IRL + other projects and am also trying to grind a lot (have played 5/6 days so far this month for example). I will have an exciting announcement in the coming month or so about a new poker related project

Anyway, I need to run some spots before I head up to Playas de Tijuana to pick up Swe this afternoon so this will just be a hit n run post where I post some graphs.

In 1 sentence, July went great, and August absolutely sucks so far! In 1 more sentence, chests cannot bring me down

July




August





Since July 1






Hope everyone is well, gl on the tables and hopefully I'll have a chance to make a longer post at some point soon!

Obvious leak in your EV game.

Quit at 5001 Obv

that doomswitch though

Do u have a daily routine to grind poker ?
Do u have habits to grind poker ?

That EV is impressive.

It's not getting better! Ya'll are correct, so many errors made by me

Real update is going to have to wait, had another very busy day before/after poker today and Swe was with me from Monday early afternoon all the way until like 8pm last night; she never wants to leave

Will post a couple quick pics though








Last pic when she actually puts 20 mins into her look before going out, always been (inlove) with how pretty her face is (imo). Also what a life we have, starbucks and cigs . We spend a ton of time on my balcony right there chillin, talking about life etc, always super relaxing with her





And onto these poker graphs (anger)


Day



Month



Since Chests

zomg winning sesh. intention was to log in and quickly send pads a xfer and gg stars, but saw a 300 and 200 that was about to go off so I jump in and all of the sudden got decent 25bb traffic at up to 1ks for a while!

0 studying, yet again (yawn), time to go to bed and hopefully put up a nice grind tomorrow! gla

For anybody who wasn't sure previously, if you send me over $50, you'll probably run good in WCOOP...

#justsaying
##luckylucky

how much are you paying that girl?

Dat jealousy

Well that ev is beyond sick, what can u say about the development of your games wrt chest intro? Did games increase in rec/reg ratio? Did the liquidity suffer? To what degree at what stakes? I suppose the answer is "yes/yes/dunno", but prefer first hand info

Uhhh kind of depends. There has been time the games have been amazing, then times the games have been pretty gross. In general games have been better, but I've gone through some stretches of many 5reg / 0 fish games in the sats and we had 5 regs open sitting 500s/1ks a cpl weeks ago lulz

WCOOP season will be interesting because the HS turbos and 25bb (and sats for people other than me ) tend to be super gross, I really don't know what to expect this year!

Will respond to other stuff, including posts from a few updates ago, later....just wanted to quickly touch on this

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Super duper duper ill, Swe ended up getting me sick. Super withered, have had someone doing repairs in the house for the past 2 weeks too...all I wanted to do was sleep yesterday and ended up getting woken up by him at 8am. Today was already on the grind about 8am, actually played a 11 hour session while feeling like complete ****, proud of myself!

Already on meds, they seemingly aren't helping though, prob go to the doctor on Monday to get a strong prescription med. I used to get strep throat all the time when younger, so much so that they (parents+docs) were considering removing my tonsils, and I sware my throat never hurt as much any of those times as it has the last few days. Swallowing is unbearable, today I couldn't even talk really as it hurt so bad. At least the fever finally subsided after about 48 hours of running one, makes things like grinding a lot more tolerable.

Anyway, gonna run some spots and then go right to bed so I can get max sleep/rest to be ready for a big sunday grind after the 11 hour/1k+ game grind today. Gla on sundayfunday!



Day




Since chests

Awesome to see you are happy in the personal life...it'll help long term in the game...I would know...thats why I live in New Mexico now, with no women around...super happy you got a great gal in your life you can talk with about life and have a fun time. Happiness takes time, you seem to be on the right track...Starbucks and Cigs though? LEAKS!!!

Somewhat long post incoming where ya'll can find out a bit more about Salma/Swe

It doesn't disturb me. It's a job. I've talked about it before, everyone down here is poor as ****. This is one of the few ways to make real money and I can't blame these chicks to working in the club to build a better future for themselves and their family. Obv tons of girls are just ******ed and get caught in the job and become drug addicts or spend all their money partying, on fancy clothes, makeup, etc....but again, those aren't the girls I become friends with.

Also it's not like every girl I hangout with is a working girl, thats not even close to true haha. I do tend to post more pics with those chicks though as they are way sexier chicks on average and there are more fun stories involved etc. But just a few posts back I went into a bit of detail on that (screenshot: https://gyazo.com/e0bcc1402e466a45511f6ee815907261)

Also as I've touched on before, it is legitimately hard to find a 'normal' girl down here. You don't see groups of girls just hanging out at the mall or movies or in town or wherever else you can think of down here in Mexico like I used to in the US....they are with their family when they are younger and with their boyfriend/husband once older, usually with at least 1 kid as well . It's just not the same here as compared to the US/other places I've been.



First part I have no idea at all as it just depends girl to girl. Salma/Swe for example doesn't meet clients outside of work for really any reason whatsoever as she has a lot of trust issues after all that has happened to her in her past. I am on her side though, some of these girls that will go anywhere with anyone to make money are ****ing insane.

She has 1 client she has known for a long time, former US military officer that was overseas on tour multiple times etc. Like 6 years she has known him, and the most she'll do is meet him down in the restaurant right next door to HK club. Past that, she just has a few regs that will see her in the club when she's working.

But yea, each girl is different of course. There are prob some girls in HK that have worked there for 10+ years (and are ~ always in Tijuana working at the club) that have banged like 2000 guys, kind of crazy to think about but whatever lol. 2nd part of your post I agree with completely btw obv; that full sentence is great stuff



I don't give her money directly as she doesn't want it. I do know that she is up here to work and I respect that and want to help out in same way and honestly I feel really good when I help her out as she's a genuinely very good person and very special to me.

I didn't give her money on her last trip up when she was with me for a couple days with Rennatta because I was already planning on what I wanted to help her with on this trip (knowing she was coming in July/August and that school starts end of August). I paid for her son's school for the entire year and then some towards her sisters last year in University.

Even though it is Swe's sister, she and the other younger sibling both call Swe Ma/Mom. Their mother left when Swe was like 12 and she was more or less forced to take over the duties of cleaning the house, cooking for the entire family, taking care of her siblings, etc etc. So yea, is more like I paid for Swe's son's school and part of one of her 'daughters' school heh

It added up to not being a lot of money, like $1500 or something. Went to Coppell (bank) and we sent the money directly to the accounts for the school for them both



Thanks man, yea she is great and is truly one of my closest confidantes I've had in my life the past 4 years (known her 6). She is somewhat close to finishing all of her goals and at that point she will be able to quit working at the club. She has constructed a massive house for her entire family close to her salon where she does extensions/dye jobs/etc etc. Huge salon too with a big customer base, very successful business and is something she loves doing as well which is great.

I think in her mind, once she is done working, I will move down to San Luis Potosi and her and I can start a life together. That's what it seems like anyway, getting lots of hints where she knows we can't have a relationship right now (smart girl, it really doesn't work having a relationship when you work in a club), but wants one in the future when she is done working.

For example, she REALLY wants me to go down to San Luis Potosi for Christmas this year to meet all of her family. I have previously met her son when he was up here for the school year back in 2014/2015; but past that haven't done anything other than say hey on video chats to her younger sister and older brother.

I didn't really think much about it when she asked if I'd come for Christmas, was actually Shana, my friend and massage girl, who was like 'You realize this girl likes you a lot and wants more, right? The way she talked about you when I was massaging her made me think that, this Christmas invitation and some other things you've told me just confirm it. She knows it can't happen now, but she wants to at least have you start being part of her family'

Silly me, didn't notice. But yea, we'll see where it goes in the future. Right now I'm just happy that I have an awesome friend that I can always rely on; she was super strong for me when I was recovering from my addictions, and it's people like her I need in my life


Also, I only have coffee with her! I am not a coffee drinker at all, and have largely quit drinking soda. And also really only smoke with her and then occasionally with my mechanic; I don't let myself buy packs anymore so I only smoke socially.

Hope all is well my friend


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That got quite lengthy going into those replies so will probably cut this a bit shorter. Tis okay though, I hadn't been sharing much of my personal life for some time now, in terms of actual thoughts/feelings/etc, and mostly just posted some pics of hot girls I banged . Hopefully I don't regret writing it later

Largely feeling better, was still kind of sick yesterday and didn't get started nor play as late as I intended, but still got in a quality session. Running pretty **** still, oh well

Before getting into the graphs, was with my truck last night and took a quick video when I warmed up it. Hopefully next week it will be done, been a huge pain trying to find someone that can reprogram the computer so that we can install the Juice with Attitude program onto it. Been babysitting my buddy's Excursion with the same 7.3 engine and god damn, it sucks compared to my truck. He's put no money under the hood and it's just boring as **** to drive. The difference is absolutely amazing between his truck and mine

Couple revs on my truck last night, turbo sounds so clean, 18sec to 22sec is
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0By...i1UcGJTSXNFRWc

Both babies
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0By...0tyUnBVNl9nRnM





Anywayyyy, so on to poker graphs. I wish I had my entire year in 1 DB but I do not. I am thinking I've crossed +$200,000 in Pre RB EV for the year. In May alone, I was +50k (http://imgur.com/93pxg5k), this graph for July/Aug is +60k, I won EV in June and I also had a big TCOOP. So would assume Jan-Apr + June I can find +90k in EV

Def a huge amount under EV again, I guess at least I've run well in the lower stakes where I have a massive % of my winnings . #GottaThinkPositive

But yea, here is Sunday graph and then below is since chests













Planning to grind a big session tomorrow and then Wed/Thurs I will be with Swe on her off day. Will drop her off at her and Rennatta's apartment prob like 7pm on Thurs so she can get ready to go to work, and sadly that will be the last I see her in person until likely October!

Gla on the tablessss

Do u play the same tables that the RB era ?
Do u have a routine/strong habits?

green line looks like the loch ness monster mate

oh and GHP shes tidy 🏻*♂️

Can I get a YTD graph and a pic of the next Ollie's pizza you eat?

Thanks

Nice ass. You are the man, the myth, the legend

longest post i've ever seen from someone who quit poker blogging

Feels like im reading a soap opera (in a good way) haha fun to read the story you shared hopefully it works out in the end if that's what you want !

1 more long Salma post incoming, prob the last one on the subject and I'll prob not answer many questions/comments on the topic!

Uhh mostly the same table count yea, just a slightly lower abi. Not sure if i have a 'strong' routine/habits, but I play a similarish sched each week, basically trying to hit tues/thurs/sun and then 1 more day per week. But have missed either Tues or Thurs 1x a week now for a while. COOPs I go super hard

Off the tables, meh, not really, kind of just do w/e the *** I want. Seems to work for me



Funnily enough, I have some random pics of Ollies on my phone from a few months back, so I'll post those along with YTD graph below


She has a beautiful body and that ass is super nice for how skinny she is. She's started a heavier lower body/leg workout routine last week, excited to see some results


Haha, funny guy .

And yea, I mean I have long, extravagant details about most of the girls featured in my blogs, I just shied away from sharing for quite some time.

You guys still only get the tip of the iceberg anyway, which is why it's always hilarious when there are random people judging when they don't even know what the **** actually is going on.

Ya'll will get a few more Salma details in this post


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Had a great ~24-30 hours with Salma, very sad as it's the last time I will see her in person until October unless I take her to the airport on Monday. It's okay though, we'll still chat nearly daily and video call etc.

We skype called with my parents last night and she (had no idea she was going to) invited my parents down to San Luis Potosi for Christmas as well. Was cute, in her best English (she does okay), she pleaded for my parents to come visit and meet her family and saying that she'd show them all the great spots....googling some of the sick nature spots close to her city etc on her phone and showing them to my parents, was funny .

We'll see if my parents come or not, but after getting permission from Salma to do so, the bomb I dropped on them today after she left may change their minds if they are leaning towards no. I will share the same thing with the thread. I have not been 100% genuine, she has been planning for some time now having a baby with me in ~1.5 years.

The idea is for us to be together, not necessarily married, but as 2 really close friends raising a baby together or something like that. She is sort of meh on the 'title' that is like 'boyfriend' 'girlfriend' etc, more wanting to do this with someone she has 100% trust in and knows is going to be a great influence on her, the baby, and her family. Someone that she loves to be with, someone that makes her laugh, someone she shares similar interests/thoughts/etc with.

As she has said, and I know all too well, there are so many husbands/wives in this world that are absolutely ****ing miserable and only together 'for the kids.' This is why she doesn't give a **** whether we're technically BF/GF, get married, etc, she just wants to do it with one of her best and closest friends, someone that she never fights with, someone that thinks like her, has interests similar to her, someone she unconditionally loves just for being them. She's a sharp girl, one of very few I would ever consider having a kid with down here in Mexico out of ALL the girls I've met and had relations with (a lot).

At the same time, she isn't trying to keep me back from having a relationship if I find a great girl. This was being planned/brought up while I was in a relationship with Lupita, so it's not like me being with some other girl has stopped this plan, or at least it being talked about. And she definitely is in favor of me having sex with whoever the hell I want to in the meantime while she is still working in the clubs. She can't have a relationship until she doesn't work at the club anymore, and she has to finish her house + her other property before she is done, so will be about 1-1.5 years. And she knows it isn't fair to say 'wait for me' like girls have done to me in the past (cough Lupita, cough)



Okay so yea, there's your guys glimpse into that. I figured if I broke the news to my parents, I could post a bit about it in the thread. But I really don't want to discuss the topic, this **** is between her and I and it's something that won't be happening for a while as we want to plan it all out perfectly and have it be the correct time for us both. Not the typical relationship or situation, I know, but **** being 'normal'. Why's 'normal' so good anyway? So many dysfunctional and crazy ass families out there in this world that that I'm happy to be possibly be giving this a go with one of my best friends and favorite people in this world


edit: Should mention I can be in the life as much or as little as I want to. Obv if I had a child, I'd be active in it's life and in theory, especially after a few relationships, in a relationship with her. I'm honestly pretty OI most chicks after the last couple go's, Salma is one of very few girls I would even consider having a relationship with these days.

But she wants a baby with me as she thinks my skin + hers + my face and my blue/green eyes etc are all going to blend very well for a beautiful baby. So there's 2 requirements here 1.Beautiful baby 2. With someone super special to her that is one of her closest friends/etc. And I'm the lucky winner


I deleted most of this post a few different times and then just said **** it and went with it
(can't wait to hear some of these ludicrous responses)





Okay, short post coming. Abarone has his pics coming below, first got some pics of Salma and I from last night . We went to this bomb sushi place that had Karaoke, great time. I did drink a few beers, I tend to not drink with her as she doesn't drink alcohol; as I've said before, in December she is 10 years sober of all drugs/alcohol (and wants to quit cigs once she finishes her goals, before having another baby). We were so hungry we forgot to take any pics of the sushi











Salma's roommate and my homey Rennatta, designed her own costume for the Carnival party at HK last night. Came out super sick, think she tied for best costume (2 winners), here's a quick, sexy instagram vid she took
https://www.instagram.com/p/BX5ZC4XFIEJ/
screencapture









YTD Graph: I'm ~100k under EV


Updated post chests EV





Ollies: omnom









Gla this weekend, gonna try to grind a fair bit

oh boy

Lol - pretty crazy situation, but can't blame ya for doing what makes you happy and you feel is the best.

GL