November sum up
Sup,
didnt feel like updating the thread since nothing interesting has happened. November felt like one, long, ****ty month card distribution-wise and result-wise (as seen on graph below) but I cant help but feel good about the month.
I studied 31 hours on top of my playing hours and feel like its slowly showing in my game. Especially handling tilt. DonŽt get me wrong, I still got super frustrated after being knocked out of Mini Mega deep at 5th, AGAIN, but I got lot better in realizing what is going on at the moment and calming myself down. So got better my short-stacking game and postflop game. I had two small wins and one close call like I mentioned above. This was the second time within past 4 weeks where I FTŽed the Mini Mega deep and came close to bigger score :/ feels bad man.
One bad thing that happened and bothers me is that last couple of days I have felt very unmotivated, lazy and tired. Every time I have long night either at work or playing poker I tend to binge eat comfort food and ****ty sugars which sends me into a spiral of unproductive behavior. I cant quite help myself not have that. Its like a drug that I keep relapsing to. I am good for 95% of the month and then I just blast off. Anyway, here are my wins this month, dont have one for the Mini Mega Deep, as I was butt hurt from being out on what was playable short handed table.
Apart from that, I started tracking how I use my time and discovered that I waste a lot of time on meaningless tasks that have to be done but can be done more efficiently, thus leaving me more time for poker.
Gym grind is going super well:
December is the busies time of the year at work so I dont expect to get a lot of things done, unfortunately. I want to keep getting up early, study before work, play on on days off / half days off and keep working out every other day
See ya all at tables