Hey Rubrub,
Don't know your real name, but here goes whatever. You're probably sick of everybody trying to help you, but from what I can see following your blog last 6-8 months you're willing to work hard to get some cash equity see doorstash if that's what it's called, however your results are like pretty bad to so so so far.
I think you have to be honest with yourself so that you can change your approach to this game and your future. I would focus on increasing the amount of study time. Right now, you seem to be eager to play and make a lot of hours live, which is the worse possible approach to getting better.
I would suggest you keep a studying journal instead of all these useless result updates. Also buy HM2 to apply the studying you did to effectively group population tendencies and get a grip of the type of opponenet you're playing against and what they are doing wrong.
Maybe you can let tgigiggity or whatever his name is let you buy a monthly subscription to upswing poker or raise your edge cash game course. You need to get better to beat this game for more than just the $ 5-10/h you are scraping out of it now,
Also sitting on your ass for 8-10 hours per day and smoking is a no go combination, this will kill you faster than anything. Focus on healthy meals like salads or eating good breakfasts and try and exercise 2-3 times per week to counter poker's bad habits. Whenever you feel like smoking try and replace it with something creative/exercise focused. Also try and stop smoking together with someone else who you can call whenever you have a hard time quitting.
I'm a tournament player myself, but if you wanna see some great content about cash games. Look up Steffan Sontheimer on twich recording for the No limit Gaming channel. Just take a noteblock and write down what he does what looks interesting or what you would do differnetly and disscuss this with the RYE community or upswing poker community. Do this for like 1-2 hours every day and you will notice game improvement within 3-4 weeks. Discuss these new concepts that you learn with gtgiggity on skype call like 1 a week. If you really want it yoy can do it, but you will have to show how much you want it. I'll just link the twitch video, good luck and may hyour poker sklls and mental game increase. Also no time for spelling check life is too short (
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/384936986)
Right now you want it a little bit, so you will get little bit of results as well you know.
Also in a year time or two start saving proper money and try to follow mr money mustache online and what he preaches about investing money and saving.