So, if dont want read everything, scroll down to the NSFW picture.

Whats up guys and grills! For a long time I've always wanted to create a blog, I read endless blogs and each time motivates me to open my own.

I do not want to say who I am, it's probably going to stop me from saying a few things, and the part I like most about blogging is when the OP says things from the bottom of the heart. I have a serious problem opening myself, maybe the blog will also help me in this.

You will end up finding out who I am sooner or later, since I play mtts, and I also want to post pictures of parties with other poker players / friends.

I'm 22 and I play poker as long as I remember, with 18 I started trying to take poker seriously, to study and make it my life. With 19 I dropped out of college, I must have won around 10 ~ 20k, I can not remember for sure, but that did not matter, poker is a lot more fun and I have tendencies to put myself into **** situations.

Since then, with the support of few special people, things happened and I was able to live only from poker. I'm not HS reg, I'm not good enough either. But I am surrounded by good players and I have willpower.

I feel like getting old, my family does not have much money, I even help them every month. After a year without winning, it sucks a lot.
So from 2 months ago I started to study at a great pace, I did not want to create the blog right at the beginning for fear of not continuing.


My goal is to win 150k in 2018, not much, I know. But it's the amount I earned in my best year (does not include live). If I do not win, I'm not sure what I'm going to do, but I'm going to be almost 24 years old and I will not have any money raised, everything I've won to date has been burned in live poker, partying and whores.

I do not intend to quit parties, I just want to be a better player and in fact make money.

There will be no final tables lobbys, just graphics and spewy hands, ofc.
I'm also going to do my best to tell degen life stories and post photos, because I just love it when someone posts them.

See you all soon!

Kind NSFW from some day (ooh, how i miss that day.. And the next two..
I really hope nobody I know IRL see this blog lol

Will try to post some funny stories soon.

Good luck amigo, I just degened my way up to $47k online

I've done well with bitcoin and part of me wants to throw some of that into my bankroll as well, and make a run at poker. My dream was always being an all around professional gambler funding a party lifestyle.

Unfortunately I'm way too degen and prone to tilt. Will read this often, if I see you doing it maybe I might smarten up.

I'm your age and have burnt most of my money on the same. Women, drugs, partying... gets expensive right quick. GL

Totally different "story" (and older mofo ) but subbed to see where this road take you!

Gl buddy!!

If you want to try, you should definitely give poker a shot. Life is to do what we want, do you really want to regret not having tried in ten years? If it does not work, it's not the end of the world.
Thanks for the posting!

Thanks for the sub, buddy! Hope we go to the top


So, I studied for 4hours on tuesday and take the rest of day off, ate the best pizza in town with my gf, take a beer. It was a decent day.
I woke up feeling pretty good yesterday, and got some pgc run good. I feel like I played really well, yesterday I finally got to see money coming from poker after a year. Feels amazing, it's amazing to think that 2 ~ 3 months ago I was destroyed and no pretense of winning, put my ****s together, study hard, grind hard. It was faster than I expected, I think it's the kind of thing that happens to those who work hard.

Also, my evbb is higher then ever, It's still very low, but it's more than double what I had during the year. Idea is to close with the year in 9+ ( 6atm)

Going to play today and sunday. I hope today is better than yesterday. See you in the tables!

yesterday graph

subbed, not a bad start