Played a decent amount today I feel very good about my game atm still have a few hands that I will review tomorrow but its mostly close spots now that I have to start digging into, 200-600nl was nice got a great heater at the end gonna eat and then sleep play tomorrow some more

Play Poker, Have Fun, Crush and Study (6 hour 10 minutes playing) / 10 minute studying
Gym (1/10)
Read (30 minutes/26)
Meditate 10 minutes a day (1/1)
Affirmation 10 minutes a day (1/1)
Study 10 minutes a day minimal

http://imgur.com/a/P5nIW

Played like **** a small percentage of my session, don't know how much but I caught onto it and fixed it ran bad towards the end and just said **** it i'll stop for now but eh its ok, I tried and played my best. I'll play some more tomorrow think I'm done for today.. I might end up wanting to put in another session.. I noticed I normally quit because I'm hungry now, cause when I get in the groove I can understand why you can just knock out a lot of hours at once because it becomes entracing really.. its a feeling I can't describe its entering into the matrix of a totally different world and you just click, click, click thinking about what there doing wrong, and pushing your edges to the maximum to generate that income. I get a huge satisfaction when I play well actually... It's so much more fun then HUNL which kills my vibe because sometimes I want to play and I can't because people won't play me all the time. OFC I'm not the best there would be some that would play me but it's just how the game works.

I think I might start asking my cook for cold food that is easy to eat as well... any suggestions?

Play Poker, Have Fun, Crush and Study (13 hours and 9 minutes playing) / 20 minute studying
Gym (1/10)
Read (30 minutes/26)
Meditate 10 minutes a day (2/2)
Affirmation 10 minutes a day (2/2)
Study 10 minutes a day minimal

http://imgur.com/a/qWVJ4

Bleh I totally butchered two hands and I know which street I messed up in.. annoying that I played it so bad for both hands I got really annoyed that I just quit for the day. Also.. I started playing 1knl too, everyone keeps grimming me on every stake must be down a ton of buttons but im clicking too many buttons to protect myself from getting grimmed, whatever those idiots probably need the buttons more then I do. Anyway this month in the grand scheme of things are going well.. I am having some action problems and will need to expand sites only averaging 750 hands an hour where as before I was doing around 875 now I'ma get a massage with the homie. glgl

Play Poker, Have Fun, Crush and Study (18 hours and 6 minutes playing) / 45 minute studying
Gym (1/10)
Read (30 minutes/26)
Meditate 10 minutes a day (3/3)
Affirmation 10 minutes a day (3/3)
Study 10 minutes a day minimal

http://imgur.com/a/iQcwm

I felt so extremely tired today, I don't know didn't really feel like playing either. I felt totally sapped, just studied, went to the gym and read a bit. Got sent a pm that I thought was interesting on meditation and definitely think it could be that I'm just thinking too much about stuff that doesn't matter and sapping way too much energy. I really don't know it just cannot be normal that I sleep 8 hours or so and still feel tired throughout the whole day sometimes when I generally eat healthy, try to stick to a relatively healthy diet, work out etc. It just does not make any sense to me, it must be a lot of mental **** going on that I am not aware of. Anyway.. this cannot hurt me and I will start giving it a shot by meditating 30 minutes a day... I will try to find better tutorials and better ones to follow... maybe get that headspace app again.

There has been some positives lately though, my focus has been better even after playing after the gym or before if I do play. I don't entirely butcher or autopilot the whole session, and if I do autopilot I become aware of it relatively fast and fix it. So I'm happy about that in my game... If I could turn more into a machine, get into the state to play more often and effectively my potential would be amazing. I was reading some Tony Robbin's today and he said imagine you are a kid and able to have anything you wish.. so I set some pretty big goals one was for poker, and I started thinking what I had to do in order to attain that, it would really take a lot to do it within a year. I estimated around 174 hours of poker/month average stake of 800nl, and with a 8.5 bb winrate averaging 750 hands an hour. It sounds a bit intense to do that in order to make a million dollars within a year... I started pondering further and further though, and maybe it is possible. The likelihood of succeeding is slim, but I think there's certainly a chance I can do it. It would be pretty amazing and something special in the poker history if something like that was done that is for sure.. to grind mid-high stakes and make a million within 1 year. Now that is a cool ****ing dream... one that I will try to pursue. Please no judgment, mean comments etc as if I fail, change my mind or what not. It's just a thought, it is not perfect I am not perfect... I'm just exploring what I think on a day to day basis.

Anyway.. I'll start meditating 30 minutes a day today so resetting that now... we'll see what happens if I can become more proficient and live my life to more value. Then will split it to 2x 15 minutes a day.

Play Poker, Have Fun, Crush and Study (18 hours and 6 minutes playing) / 2 hours 45 minute studying
Gym (2/10)
Read (2/26)
Meditate 30 minutes a day (1/1)
Affirmation 10 minutes a day (3/3)
Study 10 minutes a day minimal

Brutal Day. I don't think I played my absolute best either.. got crushed in the 1k games. Idk. I felt like I was in this trance where I felt entitled to come back, anyway it was only a few buy ins that I lost. I recall one particular hand where I just really punted off 50 bb's that one agitated me a bit. I'm actually convinced my strategy was ok versus this particular player and I wasn't stacking him like I should have. Oh well, a bit annoying but... all in all I feel OK about my session. I think there were a few key hands where I wasn't happy but.. from what I remember most hands were ok.. I may have particular been to aggressive in some spots... not sure. I will do a big review tomorrow JUST to make sure that all was ok and it was a distribution tomorrow will take tomorrow off then go back and play sometime later.

I guess nothing worse then moving up to 1k and being down 7k on there :P haha funny I will go ahead and do my second half of my meditation, still find it sick how great value rakeback is... I am making almost 100euro/hour from rakeback haha still + 5k euros or so for the month.
http://imgur.com/a/P7wLS

Play Poker, Have Fun, Crush and Study (25hours and 32 minutes playing) / 2 hours 55 minute studying
Gym (2/10)
Read (3/26)
Meditate 30 minutes a day (2/2)
Affirmation 10 minutes a day (4/4)
Study 10 minutes a day minimal

I reviewed a bit yesterday for ~ hour, bounced back a little bit of strategy just to ensure my major key hands were ok and they were. I probably made like 1.2k in mistakes total, rest were due to run bad and would have played it the same way every time, so I'm ok with this. I will go ahead and play tomorrow, today I am having a BBQ so this is my double update. I will play 1kNL for 6 more buy ins then move down and grind it back up, and rinse and repeat if things go sour. I'm certain I am a pretty huge favorite in these line ups.. but we'll see.

Play Poker, Have Fun, Crush and Study (25hours and 32 minutes playing) / 3 hours 55 minute studying
Gym (2/10)
Read (3/26)
Meditate 30 minutes a day (3/3)
Affirmation 10 minutes a day (5/5)
Study 10 minutes a day minimal

well thats annoying, really felt like playing and almost no one wanted to play killed my mood haha, only 3 tables were running max games kept breaking... so strange to play 240 hands in 1 hour doing 6 max haha.. I might have to just play 200nl too... I don't mind I guess if I have to.. I guess I'll see.. still had two sites that needed to get approval (party and ipoker) so should add a fair amount of action that I was missing.

Play Poker, Have Fun, Crush and Study (26hours and 42 minutes playing) / 4 hours 5 minute studying
Gym (3/10)
Read (5/26)
Meditate 30 minutes a day (4/4) => since I wrote these down I mus do at home when i get back lol
Affirmation 10 minutes a day (6/6) => this one too
Study 10 minutes a day minimal

I was bumhunting for another 1 hour and 30 minutes today, I’m really not sure if I should count it, I feel like it’s almost like doing two tasks at once (reading and waiting for fishes can it really count as 3 hours of work in 1 hour and a half? so I didn’t count it ) lol I’m most likely going to slow down on poker for a while until I expand sites and get approved for a few sites. I’m still going to be bumhunting during this time and focus on reading. I just can’t get enough games going that I would like at the moment, once my sites get approved (should be within 1 or 2 days but you just never know…) then I will start playing much more again. I’m actually testing only to play 600nl and 1knl, I feel like my edge is pretty huge and this will generate the biggest hourly, I would like to do some serious action there so need a decent sample of playing in but will have to see as the days go on rather wait for that and focus on other stuff in my life instead of doing 200nl+. Although the hourly is very nice there too… I just really seriously value the idea of reading so much, I learn so many lessons and thoughts. One thing I took away that was quite profound for me from reading today was in a chapter where Tony state’s reading other peoples books gives them a frame of reference to live in there life, to understand there point of view, to feel them, to think like them for a small period of time which further creates future references in your life of how to think, how to act etc. That was just like wow to me and touched me because I resonated with that ideology at such a high rate.

On another note, I’m also not sure if I should be making continual updates on days I’m not really playing much… maybe I will start noting these things down and start doing daily updates only when I churn out 2k+ hands graphs

Play Poker, Have Fun, Crush and Study (28hours and 18 minutes playing) / 4 hours 5 minute studying
Gym (3/10)
Read (6 hour 30/26)
Meditate 30 minutes a day (5/5)
Affirmation 10 minutes a day (7/7)
Study 10 minutes a day minimal

Looks like I'm running bad at higher stakes and winning at lower stakes so far. But more or less now break even at 1knl. Still having some action problems, but slowly adding more sites.. maybe +7.2k or so for the month for now

Also now changing Meditation to 15 minutes a day, 30 minutes was too big of a jump and way out of my comfort concentration level at the moment.

Play Poker, Have Fun, Crush and Study (32 hours 42 minutes minutes playing) / 4 hours 15 minute studying
Gym (3/10)
Read (6 hour 30/26)
Meditate 15 minutes a day (6/6)
Affirmation 10 minutes a day (8/8)
Study 10 minutes a day minimal

http://imgur.com/a/oiJbb

sick day was +15k then dropped like 10 stacks total lol, anyway was fun now +11k or so for the month. On a side note.. I think I need to work on my HU game quite a bit.. lol seems funny but I'm winning more in 3handed matches+ instead of HU might be because I'm playing too much tables or just running really bad, likely running bad is my guess.

Play Poker, Have Fun, Crush and Study (39 hours 43 minutes minutes playing) / 4 hours 15 minute studying
Gym (4/10)
Read (6 hour 30/26)
Meditate 15 minutes a day (7/7)
Affirmation 10 minutes a day (9/9)
Study 10 minutes a day minimal

http://imgur.com/a/ixAHl

Are you playing 5/10 6 max now? How many sites do you play 6max on?

hey yes playing 5/10 6max, currently playing on 8 sites