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Originally Posted by Ninja Gir
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My dream August month really got owned, I had ambitions of playing tons and tons of hours, making lots of money and just completely demolish everything, oh well.
I been studying trying new things trying to figure out whats going on. I may just be making to many errors trying and experimenting new things. I don't know nothing has been going right this month, its only been half the month and as everyday goes by my soul begins to get tortured and hurt a little bit more and more because I can't seem to win.
Tomorrow I will only play 200NL and 100NL (yes i'm really adding 100NL tables I haven't played 100NL in months). This sounds extremely insane/intense, but I will only be playing fishes tomorrow at the very micro stakes.
I think this excercise (self made) will teach me a lot.
1) when things are going bad I can completely drop any sort of "ego/hubris" i've had and be willing to just be playing way lower then my normal stakes
2) Normally I don't think i would ever be able to take 100NL seriously, but after continually getting owned I think I will be able to value every single decision as if its even the highest stakes.
Nothing is going right but the poker gods don't care, they will continue to own your soul in every way. So I have to make stake adjustments just temporarily and play the very worst so there's just no possible way I can lose. (while hopefully regrinding and turning this month around), I will slowly move up again as things start going right (they always will/should) and then play everyone again.
I haven't had a winning day in ages, basically anytime I won anything my ******* got ****ed twice as hard the very next day. So I am stoplossing today.