---------------- Busto days are Over -------------
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HIWY...nqDR0m-yjof1rS
Finally Im paying (again) all my debts !!!!
Portugal wins 3x0, kinda pissed because I bet only $1k, but I was so close to paying all debts... didn't want risky that.
After paying $10,5k, I have $4,6k roll + $1k bet placed @1.83 in a Saturday football game. I could wait until day 10 that was the dead line payment $10,5k, but I hate having debts, wanted end this chapter as soon as possible... I could keep $15k roll and make some bets during world cup, but the major goal was pay all debts !!!!! My new major goal is NEVER having to ask for loans again... it sucks. Nobody who send me money/loans read this blog, its 100% annonymous, I mean, it really sucks.
If my $1k bet fails and I run bad at my 1st poker session during weekend, I will man up and play 0.10/0.25 or 0.25/0.50. I do NOT want go broke and being in debt again !!
My overall plan is focus maximum at poker and slowly build a big bankroll . On side, sure keep betting, but not 30, 50% of my bankroll in one game. I might do it during world cup, but just because its world cup !
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recap of this last chapter of my gambling journey:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5BJXwNeKsQ
- Was doing great, then lost $37k in 1 week.
- 1 week break/relax
- Re-started with $22k debt, almost busto liferoll and $10k roll (loan from friend) I paid all debts in 3 weeks, which was a lot faster than I planned ! In this 3 weeks I won around $23k... not sure exatcly because cashouts, spent money daily etc, sporbets, casino.
Right now I have enough in the bank for 8 weeks and $5,6k roll, and all debts paid ! ($4,6k roll and $1k bet placed to Saturday). off course still poor, but with huge future in my front !
- initial plan was only play poker until pay debts... but its me , so there was many many gambling days ! Not tracking gambling Sports Casino results, from what I remember, the highest I won in a game was $5,6k, the biggest I lost in a game was $3k. There were 2 or 3 days that I gamble too big and could be total busto with more and more debts... I was lucky , very lukcy in key moments in the last 3 weeks.
- At poker since day 14 may to June I played 88hours, 74,6k hands at 0.5/1 1/2 with 6bb and 11evbb. I got positive AIEV in ALL sessions in this period ! 14 sessions, not a single negative AIEV. This is ''coincidence'' and a bit easier to happens when you play long sessions, but its also because I was trying hard to play the best possible, sometimes I couldn't, but for most of time I played very solid.
I rate my skill level during last 3 weeks at 6.5/10 and mental at 6/10. That said, now Im motivated, I believe I can play at 8/10 skill level and 10/10 mental game.
I like to write when Im losing big, when Im desperate, suffering, then I like writing... if im felling good, I don't want write much. if Im never back again, it means Im doing good.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rUrYN4cnGs
You think Im a loser, but Im the original assassin.
GG!