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Originally Posted by 6bet me
You guys constantly talk about how variance is a massive thing and I underestimate variance and it's so powerful, yet when I tell you about the variance that I'm going through, suddenly you want to argue that variance is just an excuse that losers make up and that poker is all skill and no luck.
Like you were literally just arguing before that winning players go on 20+ buyin downswings, now you're saying that me breaking even over 130hrs of play has nothing at all to do with variance and everyone to do with playing bad and poor decision making.
Whatever, if you don't believe me then fine. I'm confident that I wouldn't be in the situation I'm in right now if my short-term win rate over the past 6 weeks was equal to my long-term EV. I'm confident that the reason I've busted the majority of my bankroll is because of variance, rather than a lack of skill and an inability to beat the games. But if you want to delude yourselves into thinking that variance isn't a thing and that everything that happens to everyone is purely a result of the decisions that they make and nothing else, then fine.
I can't really be bothered arguing this anyway. I'm not in a good mood right now. Things aren't going well for me at the moment, and it feels like everyone just wants to kick me whilst I'm down.
I've experienced massive negative variance both live and online. Online I've had downswings last 6 weeks (about 200k hands) and at the time I was the #2 ranked player in my game on sharkscope. Live I've had one 10BI downswing despite a 10BB/hr winrate. Negative variance is real and we all know it, most of us having experienced far worse than you have.
The problem is you post hand after hand where you aren't getting sucked out or coolered so much as just making massively stupid decisions and playing beyond your bankroll. It isn't negative variance to take a huge chunk of your life roll and play 5/T. It's bad decision making. The one big winning session you had recently actually involved you repeatedly sucking out on others IIRC.
So given 9/10 of your hand histories are just played abominably, one can propose two possibilities and decide which is more likely.
1) 6BM has run extremely bad since starting this thread.
2) 6BM is a losing player who for some reason sees himself as a crusher.
The second scenario is just far more likely, particularly given your penchant for denial and delusion in all areas of life such as whether you have problems with alcohol, gambling, and financial planning. If nothing else it's extremely unlikely you're a big winner in these games. Perhaps you're a slight winner who's experienced some modest negative variance, but doubtful anything that would knock down a crusher.
People only want to kick you when you're down because despite your entitled and egotistical attitude, many seasoned pros have poured countless hours into giving you extremely good and specific feedback and advice, which you've consistently ignored. Do you think people enjoy trying to help you only to see you shrug off everything they say? Yeah there's a little schadenfreude in seeing you get what you deserve for thinking you have all the answers.
If I'm going to waste my time giving you advice you ignore and as predicted when you ignore the advice you fail, the only silver lining to the situation is maybe you'll learn some humility and next time you try going pro actually have a plan and value the input of others more experienced than you.
You'll probably see this post as just me kicking you when you're down, but I hope over time you can gain some perspective and look back at this thread and realize most people were just trying to help you. And for what it's worth, I do think you have the potential to be a professional poker player. You have the raw talent. You just lack everything else: the discipline, the humility, the patience, and the courage to confront your addiction problems. I hope one day you deal with these issues. Maybe then you'll have a shot.