This is some sick bleeding. No one or two big pots lost, just constant internal bleeding, organ rupture of the worst kind. Those things add up. 9 Greens vs 21 reds.
So I created new Commandments. I already have
"Fold if your gut is telling you something"
"Think more deeply about every hand"
"Stop getting emotional. Fish get lucky sometimes."
"Take more time to extract value with monsters."
Some of them sort of go hand in hand.
New Commandments:
"Take your Hand off the Mouse whenever you are able."
Basically I'm going to try to train myself to take an extra 2 or 3 seconds between decisions and take my hand off my mouse.
"3.45 hour Sessions Shall be your maximum time per Session. Thou Shalt play 2 session a day if you are not working, One session a day if you are."
"Thou shalt not play any more than 6 tables at 25NL and 8 tables at 10NL."
And the one I've broken the most is:
"Stop getting emotional. Fish get Lucky sometimes."
Being in such an epic wreckage plays with your emotions no matter how desensitized you are to it.
GRIND IS REAL.