fearless! i like

You don't think the regs at $500s and $1ks have an edge on you? Admire the confidence, gl bro

+1

I never said that. He said it was clear that they all had an advantage on me but I dont see how that is clear :s

update?

Hey guys, Im alive!

A lot has happened since last update that will entertain you haha. University holidays just started so Ill try and update this soon.

Isuldur1 sat me a few days ago on FTP it was quite a shock when he popped up. As expected he couldnt win a hand vs me

In the J8 hand he had A3.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTS9NMk8iFg

Getting declined by isi for the rematch, WINNING!

Really looking forward to an update, hope you'll deliver soon, GLGL!

Ok guys update is here. Ill begin from the last graph I posted when I was playing 25/50 cap. Below is my cash graph for all time. You can see where I started playing 25/50 and then I ran horribly and lost a lot. The losses towards the end happened at a later date. That day it was from the 36k mark to 18k.



Losing such a big part of my bankroll due to running bad triggered the old me and I was in my old gambling degen state and sat 1k regs trying to win the money back asap. I remember at the time just wanting to get in all in in a flip and to just run good. I wasn't thinking about the actual game and trying to play poker so obviously it wasnt going to go well.



I then ended up sitting the 50/100 cap 6max tables and lost a further 6k. I had 10k left in my account. I wish it ended there but I ended up playing zero blackjack on betfair (zero edge so like flipping) and lost a further £10k ($16.5k) of my own money. After that I was done and the regreting/wtf just happened/depression feelings came. It was very hard to take and I was in a bad place although not as bad of a place as the first time I lost that much money After a few days and talking to some friends I was fine and a week later I started grinding my normal stakes again.

You guys probably think Im a mental fish but Im really not. Thats the only time thats happened in my poker career I think because results were going well I didn't think about variance and the fact that I was obviously not rolled for 25/50 and losing such a big part of my roll set me off. But when I grind regularly my mental game is very good I don't tilt etc. For example a few weeks back this bad stretch happened over 3 days and of course it sucked but it didn't change the way I played and I had no desire to win it back straight away etc.



Of course iv learnt from what happened so I can prevent it from happening again.

Now the positive part. My graph since I started grinding again (since 10/10/13).




35% of these game are vs regs. Plus about 12k in rakeback not shown.

Sweeet Jesus...Teach me?

For a price

Such a boss, great results, mind-blowing if I consider the % games vs regs and avg buy-in

Glad you recovered from the bad run, and really looking forward to how you'll do in the future, gl.

ufffffffffff,

nice graph sman

That graph makes my mouth water and my heart beat fast

Very impressive. GL op

BTW why is OP banned?

he mentioned his first acc got hacked. He came back though with another one, you can notice there's a "." difference in names.

HERO!

did OP mentioned how long it took for him to go from the 10$ to the 115 ?

i already read this thread once but didn't remember about that :x


btw: MOOOAAARRRR updates! :>

Any updates?

Been ages.

such a ridiculous comeup what ever happened to you?

+1

+1 thread and story..

Did he died?

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