Hello again,

Last month i made a thread focusing on husng and pokersavvy points. But had a big 20BI downswing in husng and later switched to NL4 6max and also had 15bi under EV down and the only option left for me was to move to stars and play fullring.
On 4th June i deposit last 130$ and started to play NL2, had 4 good days and now i'm shooting at NL5.
It's not my first time playing fullring, i did a lot last year where i was stacked and coached but i was bad at tilting and after one bad day i would rage, swear etc. and not play my A+ game after one bad day, it's silly i know...
Why i'm opening another thread ? i really want to have a place where i can write down my good and bad days so that everytime i will feel that poker isn't for me i could come here and re-read my older posts and see that it's only natural to have ups and downs and that poker isn't about luck

NL2,NL5 and a little ZOOM(last 4 days):



Gonna play alot this year, first i thought when i'll have BR for 2k$ i could move to noiq poker and play hu cash but when i calculated that the most profitable choice would be playing fullring for the whole year. i played 35k hands in 4 days i know it's not much because there are people who are playing 100k hands per week and for me it's too much, so my main goal will be to play 300k hands per month, not much but it will be enough for me.

What i want to do until september:

June: beat NL2,NL5 and NL10
July: Play NL25 for 150-200k hands and see if it's possible to get 3bb/100, if yes, than i will move to NL50 and grind there for 300k or more hands and try to get the same 3bb/100 winrate, if it's will be not possible i will take coaching.
August: will play NL50 but if my bankroll will allow i will take shoots at NL100.

too crazy or i'm too ambition, but i want to have big goals, at least if i will not archieve it i will have great time getting to my goal.(dunno if i wrote right)

So:

200$ - NL5, move down when i'll have 150$
400$- NL10, move down when i'll have 300$
1000$ - NL25, move down when i'll have 700$
2500$ - NL50, move down when i'll have 1500$
5000$... - NL100, move down when i'll have 2500$

that's how i want to play and hope that i will not loose my roll by playing like this.

i hope that this thread will be worth your time

BR:203.40

GL at the tables.

brm looks very good, a bit on the conservative side, though.
keep it like that, if you feel good with a it, and you shouldnt ever go broke.

good luck

thanks, yeah i know it's a little conservative to play with 40bi, so that everytime i open 20-24 tables i'm playing with 50% BR. But i'm willing to move down anytime so yeah i hope that i'm not gonna go broke . It's more like 10bi shoot at next limit. Ah your avatar is from a movie Revolver ? One of the favorite movies gl to you too

8th June:

Made mistakes, didn't played right and that's why i'm only up 20$. There were some spots where i played too pasive and was afraid to show agression by thinking that my hand is not good and giving ops to catch they 2-3 outers on river but ehh, i really didn't know how to play in those spots. First i need to find out how to post HH in here so i can show and ask oppinion about my play.

BR: 225.97

nittish op, already played with him more than 700 hands, flop agf was 4.5 and dunno, i think i will never fold a hand here even if i only have 31% to win vs set, it's a clear allin

Another nittish op. fold to 3bet 75%, dunno maybe it's a bad idea to 3bet with KJs ?

This is the hand of the day. I made big mistake by checking turn, i was afraid that he could have bigger kicker, but he didn't fold to any 3bet in 350 hands so i needet to bet or even go allin in turn and forget about him. stats are 17/14

9+10 June:

Yesterday didn't had much time to play because i needed to help out in the house and wanted to watch Germany vs Portugal game, so i only played 1h and was up 1$. Today i played 4h hours only, and if i would to play another hour i would brake my computer... My biggest losing hands today at NL5 were AA,KK,QQ, couldn't win when i was 70%, 80% ahead etc. I'm starting to feel that it was only a begginer luck to win first 4 days and i start to loose hope in NL5. Dunno right now i loose where i should win and the rest i leave in the rake, i'm grateful that i can move down to NL2 at least there i can win few bucks...

Hands in both days: 7025
Profit: 17.54$

BR: 242.54$

UPDATE!!!

That's it, i'm not gonna whine about my losses, not gonna move down through limits, so instead i'm will just play 100k hands every weak whole June. So 100k this week in NL2 and see how much i can win, next week gonna play 100k hands in NL5 and if i'll have healty roll to move to NL10 i'm gonna play last week in June in NL10. I already said that i'm not gonna play that much, but i started to re-think everything and found out that this is the best way.Gonna grind whole month so that later i will have no regrets. I know it will be hard, but i'll try not to give up and move to NL25 next month.

100000 hands challenge in NL2(fullring):

Hands: 13246/100000

Total profit:



I will update for every 15k hands, so next update will be when i'll have 30k hands.

GL!

!!!UPDATE!!!

100000 hands challenge in NL2(fullring):

Hands: 31056/100000




Somehow i'm starting to get use to playing more than 10k hands everyday. About game, i need to control my tilting because i already game away few BI and it hurts also for the graph... Everything else is +- ok. Gonna watch football today so i'll continiue later. GL

gl man whats your SN?

smarnijss

!!!UPDATE!!!

100000 hands challenge in NL2(fullring):

Hands: 35047/100000

didn't played much yesterday and today i started to play only an hour ago. I didn't play much because i wanted to found out the cause of my tilting problem. And i finally understud why i started to tilt after few bad beats and why i couldn't play relaxed this whole time. The problem was that i was like an idiot calculating how much i could win if i play xxx amount of hands how big my profit would be when i'll will finish playing 100k hands etc. but when i finaly found out the cause of this big leak, today i felt relaxed didn't care if i lose or win, didn't click refresh button in HEM after every dollar i loose and it feels great. So that's why i like poker, it's not about winning or loosing it's about finding out your leaks, and by finding out your leaks/problems you start to play better you start to see everything in different light and ofcourse the winnings also are bigger, so that's why i'll not whine, will try to not tilt after loosing few hands and concentrate on every hand i play and not be money oriented but game oriented. phewww...

sorry for the long post, i just wanted to share these feelings, so after Italy and Croatia game i will continiue poker and later i will write whole update.

GL

!!!UPDATE!!!

100000 hands challenge in NL2(fullring):

Hands: 40040/100000

Total profit:



I'm happy with my game now, no tilting, folding when i know i'm beat etc. so next 3 days i will grind a lot and hope i will have nice winrate at the end. Ok im off to play Diablo 3.

GL

!!!UPDATE!!!

Ok here's the update for this week! i didn't finish my challenge this week because this week was the worst week this year, first of all i had 3 BE days, i fought with tilt but somehow i feel that this week also helped me to realize many mistakes which of course is good because this whole week i will play in NL5.

Hands: 59610/100000!finished!

This week graph in NL2:



this month overall graph in NL2:



this month graph:



Not great but i'm happy the way it is. Next update will be at the end of the week, why so late? because when i will play at NL5, i'll try not to concentrate on money but on game, so i will try not to look how much i won not in HEM or PS so whole week gonna just play,play,play and see the results only on Sunday when i will finish next challenge

so next challege is 100000 hands in NL5.

GL