TLDR - scroll to bottom for cliffs
THE BACKGROUND
Hi everyone, I got into poker in about 2007(8)? Started out grinding FR NL10. Quickly gained a decent BR and was well rolled and grinding NL50 and soemtimes 100 through most of this period. Through profits and RB was able to maintain a good lifestyle through this period as a student. Never really pushed myself to higher stakes even though I should have. I was withdrawing regularly and spending everything I made anyway so would have been difficult at the time.
I stopped playing in 2009 due to some issues. I was becoming more and more obsessed with volume. I was spending my evenings multi tabling FR and was thinking about rakeback constantly. The time spent at the tables started to impact on my grades and my relationship with my gf of the time. I eventually made the call to quit the game. I wasn't progressing as I was withdrawing so often and wasn't spending time studying the game as I saw this as a waste as I could be grinding.
In the end it was a good decision. My grades picked back up, the girlfriend left me anyway a few months later but that was also for the best.
As of 2012 I've started to get back into poker. My reasons sfor this are multiple. I've moved into a house with an old grinder friend. The sickening thing is we were playing the same games in 2009. He's made the switch to PLO and plays as high as PLO1000. back in the day, we both agree that I was the better "poker mind" if you like between the two of us. However things change, he knows infitely more than me and every poker conversation I have with him is educational in one way or another.
Anyway, after moving into his place with him and another grinder I got back into poker. initially we had a prop to grind up from micros. Didn't work out but the other guys bought out of the bet anyway so I profited.
Since then I started grinding my old game FR NL50. I've been doing ok. Games don't seem any harder. I suspect that the majority of poker talent is attracted to 6max these days or PLO. I've also been slowly getting into some PLO. Just PLO10 and 25 at this point. Relatively breakeven so far but lol volume.
In my other life I'm a trained musician. Yes, that pretty much means I don't have a job
I work part-time tutoring piano or guitar and periodically pickup session work here and there. I sporadically do some pub acoustic-ballad sh*t on the side when I get really desperate for dough.
At the moment I'm pretty much free-wheeling. I'm also a qualified teacher and could get a full-time job as a teacher or music teacher pretty much with a snap of my fingers. I still haven't really decided if I want to do that yet. I've always had it as my fallback plan, but reality is it might be the best move for me.
THE PLAN
To spend the next few months makign whatever $ I can from music while grinding, this time with a view to moving up. I'm only going to withdraw RB at this point as my focus is on building a healthy BR and start taking some shots.
CLIFFS
ex- pokerplayer/musician/teacher/dreamer back at the tables for another round.