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08-09-2018 , 08:06 PM

n0v0

stranger

Join Date: Aug 2018 Posts: 5

My greatest mental leak has always been fear of failure. What if I'm not good enough? What if the results I've been having are merely due to running good? What if I ruin my perfect looking graph or bb/100? What if, what if, what if...?

As soon as I start having any kind of success, I revert to being afraid. I procrastinate and become entirely unproductive. This is infuriatingly frustrating because I feel like I should have achieved so much more in life by now.

I cannot allow this fear to continue to control my life. Starting now and with poker, I will make it a point to overcome my fear and achieve more in every aspect of my life.

Information and Goals:

Game type: NLHE
Site: Global Poker, Ignition, PokerMaster (most of my volume)
Stakes: Varies but mostly 2/4/8 and 5/10/20 in CNY which is equivalent to roughly 150NL and 300NL in USD
Post results daily
Post inspirational quote daily
May post HHs if there's interest
May post IRL achievements in there's interest

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08-09-2018 , 08:11 PM

n0v0

stranger

Join Date: Aug 2018 Posts: 5

Play a session earlier today. Will have to review it in a bit and maybe post some HH and analysis.

"Everything you want is on the other side of fear." - Jack Canfield

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08-12-2018 , 09:43 AM

Krisssss

grinder

Join Date: Oct 2014 Posts: 569

I want send you PM but I cant.
I serch pokermaster players for make good discussion about this site.
If you are interest, can you type here your skype? ty

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08-13-2018 , 06:47 PM

n0v0

stranger

Join Date: Aug 2018 Posts: 5

Haven't played much in the last few days because I've been "studying." Honestly it's a bit of procrastination and fear taking over. I have been studying and working on my strategies but it's a poor excuse not to put in volume.

I don't really have a roll on Global Poker but I did play a short session last night at 10NL to test out a couple of things so I'll post a graph but nothing interesting. Will hopefully get some more play in the next few days.

"There is no disgrace in honest failure. There is disgrace in fearing to fail." - Henry Ford

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08-13-2018 , 06:51 PM

n0v0

stranger

Join Date: Aug 2018 Posts: 5

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Originally Posted by Krisssss

I want send you PM but I cant.
I serch pokermaster players for make good discussion about this site.
If you are interest, can you type here your skype? ty

Rather not give out my skype in public. What are the requirements to be able to send PMs? Or maybe you can provide your skype and I will message you.

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08-14-2018 , 08:30 PM

n0v0

stranger

Join Date: Aug 2018 Posts: 5

Played a short session this morning on Global Poker again. Just continuing to test out strategies and ranges at 10NL until I feel comfortable using them in my regular game. Would be nice to build a roll on Global Poker as well so expect more volume there as well as my regular PokerMaster games. Here's a graph of the session and will put in another one later.

A couple of things I plan on doing is doing a weekly update with total results and stats as well as a consolidation of quotes.

"The greatest mistake you can make in life is to continually be afraid you will make one." - Elbert Hubbard

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