Weekly Update
Since my last update, I've been pretty down about my poker game, I had a stretch over Christmas and early January where I haven't been happy with my performance in game, I've made a ton of moves where if I look over my hand history, I'm like "damn what are you doing here bro", anyway here is what my chip graph is looking like now, it's clear to see it's gone downhill recently:
My results have been pretty bad too, here's my results since I came back to MTT
I really ruined myself over christmas, drinking and having too much fun haha, shot taking satties to high stakes winter series while I was just pretty mashed up, I really wish I just got my head down and went hard over Christmas...One thing for sure though, I've really been studying hard and I've learnt a lot, I'm improving a lot and improving everyday, I'm just not showing it at the damn tables and it's really been adding a lot of stress and dropping my confidence at the same time.
So you know, I always got that backup plan and my new plan is to get back to cash games, grind myself back into the green at 25z, if I can show some good results then I'll be pretty damn aggro with moving up, I'll take some 5 buy in shots at 50z and stay there until I've built up a nice little bankroll. When I'm back in the green, I'll be a lot happier to shot take some Sunday MTT or whatever.
I'm gonna get in the lab over the next few days, I'm gonna go pretty damn hard and then when I've got my confidence back, we're gonna go for this cash grind, it's gonna be a long one for sure, grinding it up from 25z aint easy but it's gonna add a lot of consistency that I'm not finding with MTT. I think this will also improve the blog, it's a lot tougher than I thought to update this regularly when you're going through the bad times haha but yeah I'm gonna get it done, I think you'll enjoy my fully aggro cash game hands, it'll be easier to find hands and I can start updating this blog in a better way
My goals for 2019:
My main goal is to build up a bankroll and a liferoll, I had big hopes for this MTT grind and it's been a slow one so far, that's cool though, we're still here, still in the game and we'll grind it up.
My second goal is to get a bitb contract, I'm not sure how easy this will be to get an MTT contract while mainly playing cash games but we'll see how it goes, this was originally my primary goal but you know, when your main path is blocked off, you gotta take a new path to achieve your goals, my main goal in poker has always been to move up in stakes and get to the top so I gotta go about that the best way I can and for me right now, that's grinding my liferoll back up.
My third goal is to get a grindhouse with another poker player and just go hard with the studying, improve everyday at a sick rate.
My fourth goal is to keep this damn blog updated and stop being lazy, stop being a ***** and have the confidence to keep this thing moving, update this thing you know, let's keep it moving!
Thanks for reading, I'm not sure when I'll be in the cash game streets but, I'll post in here after my first session.