Day 65: -€318,23
All right, that's it, GG, I'm done with this ****.
It appears clear that right now I don't know how to play poker anymore, the downswing never ends.
A few more stacks and I'll have to move down to NL25 which, after 100K hands and more than €1K of profit at NL50 (at some point) it is definitely soul crushing.
Taking a break from playing, it might be a few days or it might be a couple of weeks, I'll try focusing on studying and regroup.
To be honest on the mental aspect I don't even think I've suffered too much while playing, most of the time I felt like playing at least my B game, it's just that I kept losing. It might be worthwhile to take a break anyway.