Hello hello,



He re is a bear from his winter hole.

We have a really true winter here in Slovenia so I don’t do anything else than grind, sleep and eat :-) Well I took and half hour walk usually during the day, to get away from comp for some time.

Results are so so, I run into insane amount suck outs and collers, still I am wining something but not as much as I would like. Now I see that with a lot of volume and and good play you can make some serious money (at least for me) at nl 200.



BYe

So another week is over. :twisted:

Despite playing a lot results are not great, actually far from that.

What is the reason?

As in most cases: BAD run and TILT

So since I would not like to be and 3K month winner for the rest of my life I need to change something. I already started to wrote mental diary, which should help me to get into the right tracks.

Second one is that I will wrote every day here how much money I spew/ should not lost. I play around 25 days or even more per month, so 1-2 BI per day….



Well count it by yourself :twisted:

Today I have free time, to fill with batteries, but cant wait tomorrow to came back!

Update:



It was funny how I hit two stop losses just after I started to really improve my mental game and try not to spew anything away. Looks like poker gods are always testing you :-)

Never the less I had a better day yesterday, so I won it back at least something, which is good for my confidence. This also gave me motivation for more work on my game.



Bye

End of the interesting week.

I think this week I improved a lot my game during bad run, I am really happy about that. Results re kind a funny; I either win more than 1K or loose 500-700. Strange, but I think it shows that my game is too much card depended. So I checked hands during DS but did not found so many mistakes, yes I could loose 2-3 BI less but nothing dramatically.



For future again work on my game, try to reduce the unnecessary loses to zeo, play my A game also during DS …



Bye

Continue the same LOL, 3 days wining 2,5K, now in two days down 1,2K…..

Really have to figure out why I have so huge swings and try to reduce them as much as I can…

Ok so the end of the week.

Owearll it was semi OK, I think I won like 1K, bt still faaaaaaaaaarr from being satisfied, actually I am quite disapointed.

Tilt has became really anoying lately. It is interesting how I did not tilt for like 3-4 months on the begining of CFP, since I had enough problems with playing the way as Gordon told me. Now when this has became semi-rutine, tilt is back again.

As always I try to imporve my game and search for mistakes. So I noticed that 8 tabling could be the reason why I do too many mistakes. 95 % of the time it is not a problem playing 8 tables but problem accours when you have on 3-4 tables on the same time very dificult spot, then I made mistakes. So if i LOse 100 BB there for no reason this means like a few hours of grinnd in general and this is why my results ant the end of the month are not as good as they should be.



So from now on only 6 tables…

OK so lets make a monthly report:

I am very disaponted how did this month go or better to say-did not go. I lost around 4K on the tables, so thank good for RB and bonuses, otherwise it would be horrible. The worst thing is that I even run 2K above EV…. And I really did everything to play my best, everything that I learned here, but this has been the worst month so far.

Have nothing to say, we ll see if things will get better in future, otherwise I will have to go wash the dish.

Anyway, new month, new chance. I am doing my best, always try to improve.

Besides the tables I helped to renew the kitchen at my parents home. I had to remove the old cooker and man was a lot of work with it. So this way I spend my wanna be free day. But for reward, today we already have a new one and it is very beautifull. And it also feells really great, that you made something phsically besides being infront of computer for whole day.

Run good, bye.

Ok, first week in the month:

I am slightly loosing, but only 2-3 BI, so considering the previous weeks this could be considered as a progress :roll:

Today is sunday, so hope for more fishes, since I am fresh today.

Bye

Last two days after stop loss went good, despite had an higer than usuall number off collers on Sunday I still manage to do some decent profit. Yesterday I run hot, but was quite tired since I play on Sunday till 5 am.

Despite it is only two days and cold easy be hot run, I hope that this show improvement in my game:

I don't see too many people posting in your thread, but just so you know, I'm subbed

Week has gone semi good.
TY green line warrior.

Yeah I could do the blog more interesting, this would help for sure!


I did not hit any stop loss, which is quite nice, but still run quite porly most of the time.

On the improvement site I think I find another leak where I am loosing money: pots between 10-30 BB. I think I loose too many of them and this has a huge impact on winrtae, so have to focus more on them.

BYe

Well, to be nonest, things dont go well right now.

Looks like the more I try to improve, the more results stay at the same ****.

Have no idea what is going on, cause I really thought that I fixed all the mistakes that I know, but it just looks like that my game has became just a mess.

Weekly update!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N9Ar...ature=youtu.be

Yeah I see where I made a mistake!

Anyway, new week new start. Try to preform better.

Besides poker the thing that I adore a lot is spring. I love all seasons, but even more than that I love changes. After winter the best thing is to go out and do some work on fresh air, it really is the best thing for your mind and soul!

Run good!

Last 3 days were really tough so I took a free day yesterday. It was nice sunny day and I spend it working outside.

Regarding my game I feel very good. I am comfortable at the tables and only a few best NL 200 regs is making me troubles. I am not saying that I am good, still there are a ton of spots that need to improve, but I am def improving. Soon then it will be the end of the month so I will post a brief review of it.

Bye.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GV_Z...ature=youtu.be

Hi everyone,

Start of the month has been the worst since I started here in CFP. If I thought that I cant run any worse last week this time it has proven me otherwise. I had a 4 straight loosing days, which I don’t remember when it happened last time. When I review hands I noticed a few mistakes, but nothing dramatically wrong. There is just nothing you can do when people always have the nuts, you dont hit any draw and they hit eachone. Good thing is that I did not change my game during this ****, I still play aggressive and try to bluff in good spots, but as said there is nothing you can do if people always have the nuts.

So **** this downswing, I will took a free day away from computer, to spend time with things that really matter in life.

Today I will finally se my GF after 5 months!!!!!!!! And the whole family will be together today, so I am looking forward to it!

Wish you all a really good day!

I have finally improved one of my mental leaks, playing with fear/low self confidence. If you play like this your decisions are not optimal and we are all streaming towards making the best decisions possible.

I think I played decent this month, still made a few mistakes but not much. Also I don’t care about results as much anymore.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uGE8...ature=youtu.be

Month has started with BE for 15 K hands. I know that I m not doing well, it is not just bad run, so go back to work.

This week I played a lot, results are BE. Def better than loosing, but we are here to win so lets go back at the tables.

HELLO after a long time!!!!!!!!!

Man this month was very crazy! Gordon told me that I have to play 100 000 K hands in May, so there was really not much time for anything else. Besides this I was not doing great in any part of my life and I hate crying on forums, I rather sty quiet and fix my own ****.

So there was really a ton of work for poker and my personal life. It was very bad 22 nd May I was down 3,5K at the tables, tired and depressed. But then upswing came; I relied that I am gonna make 100 000 K hands so I started to play less tables and more focused and results get better every day. I the end I end up wining at the tables + RB it make it more than 4000 EUR month.



In the end all the hard work pays off!

Hello guys;

Have to wrote smth here otherwise you will think that I am dead

Month is really good, I did not felt soo good at the tables for…. well I dont know how long. Def fisrt time after 4-5 months I am actually up at the tables which is ofc great. Before I was loosing at the tables and use RB and bonuses to recover loses. Now I really feell taht I have an edge over whole nl 100 population, jet the best nl 200 regs are still much better than me. But I know than a lot of them is playing all the way up to nl 1K, so I am basically playing with NL 1K regs

I am constantly working on my game and here I would like to to thank you Iron, who has helped me a lot. He is truly insane, full time job, family and he still grinds more than all of us!!!! Thank you a lot man!

So at this point I am up at the tables around 2K and all together this months shows 3755 EUR of profit.

Bye