Monday blody Monday
Finally the end of previous week. It was horrible, everything possible thing went wrong. First I was behind the schedule because of two days of and since they were really intensive I came back to tables and work tired. Then computer problems happens, solved them by buying SSD hard disc. Next thing was internet problems on Saturday. Called the the operator and he said that he cannot send the technician because it is weekend. I almost broke the table! Fortunately after two hours connection was good enough that i could played a few hours. For the top of everything I hit stop loss yesterday. We say in Slovenia that when the devil have kids it never have only one
But everything is good for something. I went to bed earlier and woke up fresh. Running in the chill morning air with my gf and autumn forest is the best thing that can happen in the morning so I am back completely fresh and motivated to take all fishes money!
Probably this is the end of the month report also. Lets look how the first month under the CFP and Gordon coaching went.
It think it is not so bad but I am not satisfied either. Especially last two weeks I run worse than a grandma. Fu… pisted off when will this shi…. end, every year I am 60-80 BI below EV!
When it came to improvement of my game, biggest improvement was made on the area how to approach the game an organisation. Now I see that been on your own has its benefits but also downside. Never considered myself as a lazy person but my biggest leak was good organisation and wasting time for bull****.
I tilt a lootttt less now. Actually it was only two times, one during this weekend cause everything went wrong and some other day. But Did not spew money because of it, I did just opneshoved AK
Think now coaching will go more in direction of improving our game ( we got more adapted in the system).