Dude,
Please listen to this advice. That hand that you posted was an abomination from the start and the fact you went into super hand reading mode was just cringe. At 2NL play simple, disciplined and tilt-free and you will easily win. Read/watch some material online and be committed to improve.
I have been playing for just under 2 years. Started with $10 and went bust 5 times. Last deposit I decided and was fully committed to start beating the games and said to myself I wasn't going to deposit any more after that.
I started playing the $0.25 45 man sngs, until I got to $30. Then played the $0.50 9 mans until I hit $60. Won the Big $1.10 for $450 which really got the bankroll going. Started playing 2NL --> 5NL --> 10NL and finally starting my second shot at 25NL with a bankroll at $850. Have withdrawn probably $350 over the course of that.
The bold disciplined decision I made was to grind 2NL with a $600 bankroll as I knew I had tilt issues and had no experience of cash games. I also played for fun and wanted to learn more about the game. I would watch twitch, youtube and read various strategy forums on here.
After a while, I started to learn the principles of why certain spots were 'standard'. I put a lot of hard work in and if I jumped into the big games straight away I know FOR SURE I would have been crushed and probably tilted my whole bankroll away.
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Originally Posted by OutlawLuck
So, I wasn't planning on playing last night, but I ended up squeezing in a 3 hour session before bed. More of the same. Up on 2 tables, down on 2 others, finishing the night basically break even. +$0.68 but I'll take it. I'll take winning 1/3 of a buy-in over losing several buy-ins (which is what I have been doing as of late.)
Honestly, forget about the results and monitor whether you think you are playing well. Experiment with things you see online and take a few calculated risks, not min-raising 99 IP on a K high board and then jamming the turn as well.
You won't profit while you are learning the game, face that. If you're in it for just the money then just stop as it clearly isn't working. If you want to get better, then listen to players who have been playing and WINNING for years and know what they are talking about.
Brokenstars honestly gave you a generous offer but you didn't seem that bothered about it. Coaching isn't cheap and you aren't going to be crushing overnight. Most poker players believe they should win in the long run but the truth is, most of them don't because they don't want to put the time in to improve or just blame it on run-bad. If you wanted to become a better player sooner, you would have had the motivation much sooner than being $50k down the hole.