no mood was to post here because it became scary to play already and i dont know is there somebody reading. its frustrates me. i really feels scary when i catch some good hand or board.
today was the day with big plans but they are not worked. some 33s and two 55. in one 55 when i catch good A8s after a lot rounds to push and yes he had hand JJ. and in second when i have even TT and nobody had hand he just did this :
No Limit Holdem Tournament
PartyPoker8 Players
Hand Conversion Powered by
WeakTight Poker Hand History Converter
Stacks:
UTG (
96k) 27bb
UTG+1 (
51k) 14bb
MP1 Hero (
43k) 12bb
MP2 (
116k) 33bb
CO (
179k) 51bb
BTN (
54k) 15bb
SB (
177k) 51bb
BB (
207k) 59bb
Blinds: 1.8k/3.5k Ante 435
Pre-Flop: (
8.7k, 8 players)
Hero is MP1 10
10
2 folds,
Hero goes all-in 42k,
3 folds, SB calls 40k,
1 fold
Flop: 7
3
5
(
91k, 2 players), 1 all-in
Turn: 6
(
91k, 2), 1 all-in
River: 8
(
91k, 2), 1 all-in
Final Pot: 91k
SB shows
9
8
Hero shows
10
10
SB wins
91k (net +
49k)
Hero lost
43k
...
im so wanted to finish this year with some result but we have that we have.
sharkscope looks something like this. i feel like he puts my tickets wins like +$ wins :
and holdem manager dont tracking winings tickets as $ winings just only as - when i uses it and the grafh looks a bit more depressed but i think its transfer better the picture :
so i have played like for ~ +2500 EV$ and it is good for this time but couldnt realize it in $. and its frustrated. also i know where and how to improve my game and its good i just need to do it.
the bad thing except the hole situation that i have lost ~100 in cash in tilt after 2-3 insane sessions in mtts. i have looked this session and like ~80% my moves for stack were total 80\20 but they ****ed me. but it does not acquit me and i and i cannot afford such things. it was BIG mistake.
anyway i have some cash for next sessions and hope i will get mood soon too to crush all.
so guys with coming new year. be happy with yourself. be happy.