Hi there
So basically last couple weeks have been a shtshow given the grand announcement of getting back into a rhythm and sorting myself back out into a decent form work wise. I did have a trip to Poland for a wedding that turned into a pretty tilting affair which stuck with me for a good chunk of the first week and then missed this Sunday just now out of basically lack of motivation plus a medium hangover. Something that normally would have never seen me take the entire session off.
Sorry for the following ramblings I just gotta get this out of my system.
So that’s a rather long winded account of the last two weeks.
Cliffs are :
Little to no poker (despite feedback being immer enjoying it when I did play and playing well)
Too much Pokémon go
One and a half fails at letting loose in social situations
And all of this has finally caught up with my formerly optimistic and happy self to make me feel quite “meh” recently. The only thing that has gotten me above hibernation levels is advancing in a game that’s got nothing to do with me actually progressing in life, ignoring my job and that needs to change. But timing is a bthch and I fly home tomorrow and then when I get back I fly straight to Greece with the family of my gf so basically I have little to no time left to actively prepare for September which is pretty terrible considering the one constant thing in all of the few sessions I have played since my surgery has been my unwillingness to play a high abi bc I have had no faith in my skill or focus being where it was pre surgery despite my play proving the opposite.
So ya basically I m in somewhat of a meh spot where the upcoming travels make it hard to actively do sth to get out of said spot. I guess I ll try and do strat more actively while abroad and maybe crank up my physio work despite having to miss five sessions due to travel and try and just be active and try to make poker more of a priority again but it’s going to be tough the next few weeks and updates likely will be scarce because of that.
Again sorry for the lack of updates I just really needed to get rid of at least some of the bs in my head.
Nice summer people!