Hello,

Im a 27 year austrian currently playing the great game of pot limit omaha.
I feel there is at least a small chance I could become the best plo6max player in the next few years.
Unfortunately I am very depressed due to some unlucky events which have happened which are amongst other things losing my gf and donking off at roundabout 30k at plo5k
I feel like I am somewhat mentally blocked to play good poker due to these circumstances so I am trying to do the followings things now:

-warm up everytime before I play a session
-cool down also, look at marked hands
-play not higher than 2k, and that only short(First of I am underrolled for this stake already and I feel like playing very high ****s with my dopamine receptors,
which leads to me playing awful/way to loose on lower stakes afterwards. This might have to do with heavy drug abuse in the past years, I am not sure tho)
-Dont play more than 2k hands, if I am done I am done for the day, noticed that I play awful when I play again after a long session. Might change this to something better if I get more oversight over myself.
-Report every 2k hands in this thread, dont just stop reporting when I report hefty losses

This thread is actually purely for me and to get an overview over myself and shall work as some control instance, although I would like to make this a legacy like OTB_redbaron did of course

Sorry for my awful english btw

If you figure out who I am please dont out me! I want to ride this thread anonymous for now on.

Gonna play 1k hands now and report back with a graph in this thread.

GL to me

https://gyazo.com/9be79039deace9fa72a37ee6c3342d22


while warm up is and cooldown seems really helpful it feels totally gay. but whatever it helped me realize some things so far:
-I should be always having cigarettes next to me so I dont have to run around while playing lol
-should take a break first 15mins in I think, I play very bad in the first 30mins(graph doesnt deflect that really)
-I play to lose pre
-spazzed out once in this 1k hands which cost me a lot. goal is next time to not spazz out all lol

edit: I want to post the image of the graph directly into the thread, but it doesnt seem to work with gyazoo, do I need imageshack or smth like that?