Hi, I'll start at 2nl with 20€, and the main objective is getting to 50nl in 3 months from now. My bank managment will be 30 buy ins of the level, with 5 bi shots.

I never really tried hard and serious in poker, I just played with a ****ty bank managment and not studing at all, but if I want to do something real I'll have to do it right. And I'm going to.

I'll update soon.

Well played my first session today, up to 25, not bad I guess, I'll upload some graphs tomorrow, I m on the phone right now.

You know, I just want to feel that I m good at something. All my life I ve been a frustrated smart guy. Could have had good marks, but I was too lazy for that, could have gone to college, and I tried, but I was too lazy to study, I ve never been motivated in my whole life, I spent half of the time depressed, thinking how a waste of, maybe, intelligence, I was. Well I m not saying I m a genius, I m just saying that I could have done something much better than working at a ****ing supermarket. And maybe I get the chance to do it in the future, but right now I dont, and I dont know any way of doing some real money, because at my job, I earn 620€. Here in Spain, it could be worse, but still a ****ty salary.

Well Imma stop crying, I just wanted to share my **** with you. What I mean is, I d like to study something, but I dont have the money to do it, I want a better job, but I cant have it without studing or moving to another city, which I cant because I dont have enaugh money. I used to play poker a year ago (I m 20 now), and I was a winning player at 10nl, but ended up busto at 25nl because I m a fool. But I m not anymore, I changed, I m not a lazy, depressed and unmotivated dick, now I ll do things right, once and for all, I dont know how much time I ll need, but I will get better at poker, better enaugh to study what I want, or to make a living out of this.

PS: Thought about playing live when I have the bankroll, they play worse and I would win more than in my actual job, what do you think?


Well this is it, forget about the first message, I just didnt know what to say.

Sorry for my English, in Spain if you want to learn a language, you almost have to do it by yourself.

glgl you can do this!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UK3VugNJwEk

When I busted at 25nl, I was in a huge downswing, running more than 10 bi below EV. It s seems that downswing is not over yet, running pretty bad in general. But playing well, so happy with that. Here is my first graph, nothing special:

https://gyazo.com/e0dd7775f7e0726620e1a31afea8d622

Thanks man!! Hopefully I ll get it! Just gotta be pacient and work hard.

When I busted at 25nl, my mistake was not going back to 10nl, just kept playing 25 till it was too late. But the thing is, I was playing good, and now I m playing good too.

It´s just kinda sick, in the small number of hands I ve played in the last 2 or 3 days, I just won one flip, just one, if I go all in before the river, I loose, no matter what I got, when I got queens and they have AK, they win, when it s the opposite, they win too, if I got aces and go all in preflop, they win. It´s just 10k hands of coolers, badbeats and a really bad run.

I know it´s part of the game and all, but I´m scared of another 100k hands like this.

https://gyazo.com/91e21390f1a13163e65506a9e935592f

Bank at 16, thinking about trying sng or DONs or something like that.

Hey, been playing lately, no risk of being busto anymore, bank at 43, acceptable winrate. Downswing is out. Still playing 2nl and still motivated. Will upload some graphs when I get home.

See you.