It came to me after I dumped my 4k roll ten minutes before my statistics class about two weeks ago. Perhaps maybe the all time worst two hrs in my 25 years. The ringing in my ears over powered my teachers soft, monotone voice to the point that i might as well have not even been there. Class finally got out and I ran to my car like a crazy, sick degen not giving a **** about the people watching me run. I just wanted to get the hell of campus and to the bud sitting in my car. In moments like this im reminded how much i love weed.
I sat in my car for probably 20 minutes before i drove off. The second I pulled out i experienced a very unusual moment of clarity. Certain things just stood out. Good and bad things. Almost like the money was a blind fold that had suddenly been removed. idk. 4k isnt anything to cry too much over but it burnt deep. I've had two weeks of nothing but thinking and I'd like to believe i kinda can see a bigger picture than before.