25th Sept 2017 , this is the worst month of year for me, i went broke in many ways, by mistake ,by unlucky, no balancing, no control in bankroll, and also time schedule for the best condition. i will take it as my last chance.. of chasing my hope , dream , called goal before.by the following days or years i will post my life , no even poker. its like my daily review or life story of my new life. i will mentioned some of my past story if necessary anythings related.i wont mind to share anythings i learned,or any stupid i did, i will post here and whoever really follow my life story or poker stuff here , please dont mind my English. lol . Now. . my 1st step.70 to 700 dollar from poker star, after done the 1st step i will consider to move to other easier web site for cash ring game or taking a big shot on party poker.since like i run good in poker on that web or others.. but anyhow i like to start on poker star again. indeed ,15 policemen caught me to police station just because i was lost my mind and smash and break and kick and hand chopped the receptionist in the hotel and break those glass of their entrance.. over a year stress on debt paying and also my goal chasing but finally i went broke completely again on Sept... cant explain.. just never ever stay to the accodation next to Tomb... just realized that how important is feng shui .. those natural things is real!thats wasnt me who looks like a killer , might be the past me but shouldnt be happend like that again...anyway forget it. i will keep my life healthy and balance so i can punch and move nicely on the poker field. oh.. ofcourse i did need to pay for their repairing and so they hold my passport.. and i got some loan from outside then get back my passport also .. repair my metal and move to somewhere else and work harder than before to get reach my target. 30 years olds .. life.. fark me haha.

Good luck. I predict you will get bashed but just keep going.
Quick tip: Use proper spacing when you write your next post.

Quick tip: get a proper job, and play in ur spare time.
Earn enough to become pro? Don't hesitate. But first, get a job and get ur life back together!
GL though!

GL. Now that you're starting from zero again, just remember to take small steps toward your goal. Each day, ask yourself what you did to become better at poker. You will need to play a lot, yes. But make sure you post hands for feedback, study your stats, study your most common opponents, and keep posting regularly in this thread sharing what you have learned!

26th September 2017 (Day1Poker)

thanks for those guys who commend for me, and most touching me was your guys are giving me the true advised that from your heart i can feel that.i am really appreciated it. thanks you so much guys. Next for my first update is my first day of poker bankroll building day's life.

6:00am. i woke up and,all my mind get too excited about all the plan or how to organised my day again.this is must for the balancing life.and is kind of making your day being meaningful no matter run bad or good, always have a plan,no only plan a or b or c. you need to be very determination and also active enough and good enough to control yourself in every acitivities in your life.. okie.. lets make it simple.. just say control your day .. and lets be more simple just say control your hour. i might giving my best ingredient away to people who read or sharing in here.i really appreciated everything's that happen to my life before , bad or good , but a lot failures on me. just quickly mention about my final goal in my life is donated or build a age care center for old people who no one care or disable or homeless.. thats my own goal. i will name it by my grandmother name who always stay in my heart,she is just extremely kind, and too much people love her as she love and take cae so much people.... i dont mind to build in any country wherever need the most help. if i rich enough i will be doing more meaningful things.. fark those wasting time or meaningless activities.. could save so much people or help so much old peoples in the world..even just a 10 dollar or 100 dollar or 1000,beside of those small amounts, but 1 million is my first goal for the age care center.. i will put aside 5 to 10 percent of the achievements that whenever i achieved i will also show your guys how i use or help people or planing on the age care center next time. of course i need to build my own fortune first, not only for my self now, my mind set is ... i do fold my grandma, my family, i love old people, i cant see them working poorly on the road or some also doing a really hard work for surviving , indeed their family left them or they stupid son careless them.. okie.lets back to poker life. i realized i am a early bird, so i went to gym before everything, burn out my stress, get fresh from gym, i mean like joining a group fitness class. then after that i got a cup of coffee to make me get more execited although... i cant really be able to handle caffeine...so i did do a walking meditation after gym, u know jsut let your mind be more clear or cleaning those negative though be let it be extremely clear what not to do what have to complete today, and what is next or what is bad for next.thats simple right ? but hehe.always not that easy... talk is easy guys.. haha. do not tried it at home unless u are serious player.how serious ?ask your self. will you slap ur own face while u make a mistake ? will u think thats is actually jsut a bad run or actual mistake that u can admit? .. beautiful things around ourselves .. we have to solves ourself before we solve other peoples or other problems... otherwise,... seriously.. we gonna beat by Artificial intelligent very soon.... fark me... i never even completed my high school so dont mind if i wrote too much inform or leave the topic or somethings, please correct me if somethings really wrong. okie. basicly i did like around 4.5 hours works total work today i mean grinding sng. take it easy., but i did tried my best. has nothings to blame my own today i feel good. i did morning session and evening and night session before reply now and after evening yoga class.

i ate everything i like today, no really healthy but feel satisfied,released stress oh yeah,enjoy the simple things.so we can find more happiness in the future. . okie .. back to poker frist session morning session after gym and breakfast from outside.. i doing 4 tabling 9sng mixed with 6 sng, 40 to 48 minutes for each time, so 4 tables in once time which have to take 40 to 48 minutes. morning and evening session result almost break even but unfortanetly still -3 dollar somethings.. and then i had a review about it all, 80 to 90 percent i lose to preflop all in, sample holding 88 lose to ak , A7 small blind 8 bb all in lose to A10 BB, 10Q lose to Q6 .. and qk lose to 10j .. also called by AQs to the shaver from small blind .. i lose to his 78o or somehitngs like that... i made 2 or 3 mistake for all day session.. oh, for the night session, i run like normal.. everythings correct... no bad beat really happend .. and just like normal i had better odd and i won on the night session. so total i turn the day around on the last 2 hour session at night. MY ROI is 28% and ITM is 45% total is 20 games. 4 games around 48 minutes. so yeah close to 5 hours lets say 4.5 hours. +20 dollar. my poker bakroll now is 90 dollars. so yea.. thatas my first day . gonna go to bed now and i have somethings very important to do tomorrow . will update tomorrow here again. good night guys

thank you copper mate. thanks for your words and concerned.i will get some cash for enough living for 2 months and also i have enough cash for just for very simple living... like 2k to 3k permonth as i still need to pay my debts from it . so i called only can live very simple and okie life.. but still not enough for everythings. also i went broke because i had soemthings like dont know how to managed my money in the corrct way for more than 15 years ... start from 15 years old... i quit school... and out with some wild poeples around..ya other part of stories.. any way.. thank you. i really deeply though about what u had advised and recalculated about the enough expensed i need for next following months for grinding and living.thank you again.

thanks for the those true advice from your heart , you are really kind poeple.. i appreciated it. i will take your words seriously.. and will learn from that what u hare with me. thank you so much. its touch my heart.

thank you coppez mate. thanks for your words and concerned.i will get some cash for enough living for 2 months and also i have enough cash for just for very simple living... like 2k to 3k permonth as i still need to pay my debts from it . so i called only can live very simple and okie life.. but still not enough for everythings. also i went broke because i had soemthings like dont know how to managed my money in the corrct way for more than 15 years ... start from 15 years old... i quit school... and out with some wild poeples around..ya other part of stories.. any way.. thank you. i really deeply though about what u had advised and recalculated about the enough expensed i need for next following months for grinding and living.thank you again.
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thanks for the encourage in the end. i know what u said its from your experiences , its true, so true always brutal ya.. hahhaha. i will be strong . thank you so much. but my gramma and spacing for writting.. hurr....i will try my best by reading some book since i will start to read more book and inread my skill and english. lol .. thank you anyway.. good luck to you too.fighting.

i using shakescope can some one please teach me how to upload my daily report on here please... so i dont need to type out by hand like that way.. also i can show your guys in image...

Hi,there . Just for quick updated my life for this 2 days,Yesterday,I was busy on setting up and cleaning and also planning somethings other side goals on my next 10 years...lol... Anyways...arrived in other city and will be here probably 1 week more or less. Today,I was meeting my relationship family and also hangout and did an hour long running or joking, went to cinema , watch a new jacks chan movie ,pretty nice thou, better than those movie I what watch this month ,however I will start grinding again tomorrow , may be from late evening will do another 4-5 hours session for tomorrow. Let's c what happened. Another reason is I need to make sure my internet have to be working probably from tomorrow on the nice speed. Cheers. Night guys. Have a lovely new day tomorrow.

Here's a good thread about posting pics to this forum. I created an Imgur account and then posted pics from there.

https://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/5...icture-453535/

Appreciated it. i try to update and post some data of from my shake scope for the latest reports .thank you.

Day 2 poker updates, we did managed to played only 22 sng,spent 4 hours, on it, and i think i spent too much time on other activities, but i feel still not too over, because i have to do some extra cash outside, the income will be just nice to support my living expense,i mean more than enough, but remember i need to pay my debt.so i have to work on both size. however, i also did went out and enjoy a little big in this city on the weekend but its totally in my control just a little big just little big over drink again i meant i got headache next morning.because of too much beers and i really enjoyed the latino band on the live band club.missed my columbian friend a lot. as i still not succeed i cant meet most of the best friend in my life here, future not too long, we will meet again and after i pay off everythings and became succeed. okie .. that was my weekend frid and sat sport day nad recovering from hangover day lol. oh also i did just an hour warm up poker on sat but seems like i cant really work my mind properly so i just give up to play,infact i went to bed ealry and take care my recovering. overall, i feel everythings doing pretty good so far. now, for the 22 sng today we done, the ROI is like 15% and 40% ITM, made some mistake at first may be 2 or 3 times. and got some nice bad beats on the second session which i payed better. so yea,, so far still aceeptable for my own result, total bankroll in my account is 106 dollar from 70 in Day2. i will stop today and aim for high valume tomorrow tring to reach 120 or 140 totol bankroll,and i will take some shots on wednesday. Ambitions shots , i am trying to reach my 700 goal in this week. as last time i did a serious challenge i was from 30 to 1000 in a week. so i hope i can break my own record this time as i have more confident this time and but less valume i guess.i will aim for hight profit , full focus on best condition and also less time if able to.. cant really spent too much time on the micro stake. i also came out with plan b. if i only got 350 not even 700 i will take risk to take on next level of buy in sng and crash it and then aim to exactly 1500. cause .. only 15 sng or 30 sng i will be more careful as more regular and pro work on those level. meanwhile i will bring up 100 buy ins on 15 or 30 sng at that time. should be aorund DAY14 poker, mean 2 or 2 and half week later. gonna hit to gym really hard tomorrow for 3 month body transformation get 6 pack from 88 kg right now, goal is 73-75kg, 5-8% fat in the end.now building the muscle first,end of the month will hope i can hook on 83 kg mean 5 kg lose every month. okie.. sweet dream ... zzzzzz....and feel good. better give me some lucid sex dream as i did had sex for really ****ing long time.. .. lol .. jez .. have too spent those useless energy tomorrow on weight training.

here for the quick updates, day 3 -30 but only for less than 3 hours , wasnt in good condition, day 4 thats was yesterday, i mixed up everythings mtt or some big shot buy in and didnt make up to win we lose the 70.. lol..4th days bust last day i was buy like few hundred dollars with the rest of the money meanwhile i had played ton of valumes and mid stake buy in range.. now the only things i can follow up my schedule is double up the buy in since like my outside earning now is doing good enough i can be able to put plan b on. next week start with 140 jump straight to the next level and we will play 7 sng only... no more stupid large field mtt or more than 15 dollar buy in range.. only below 7 sng until i got 700. cmon..my 700 first step.! i have to make 10k on online poker by step by step from than 70 ..but now we jump straight to double up bankroll to do for the next. lets do it.i was busy outside for some nice cash and doing my metal and physical training as well.i will need a fix schedule for the online poker.hmm.. gonna have to figured out.i guess i probably gonna do fix 4 hours daily for online poker grinding. yeap.. we will do it. i gonna aiming some more good nice cash outside for this following 3 days and then we will back to poker on Tuesday. have a good weekend guys. life always good when u find somethings to cover to balance.