Starting Stack $94.24
Final Stack $86.95
Playtime 2.5 hrs
-29bb/100
Today I lost. I played pretty well, but, sometimes, no matter how well you play, no matter how much better than your opponents you are, you will simply lose. That's Poker. I expect that the worst kind of losing streak I could have in these games would be about 20 buy-ins and today I lost 3.5. Strangely, this was still demoralising, not very demoralising, but a little. It's understanding theory that stops me from losing my head when the cards go against me. Once you understand all the factors involved in Poker, you are able to see when you got unlucky, or when you got lucky, and this stops tilt from effecting you nearly as much as it effects someone who doesn't understand how the game works. In my early years, I would never be quite sure whether I had gotten unlucky, or whether I made some kind of mistake. Insecurities would play on my mind and I would start trying to win every pot. I would make silly moves against hands that beat me. I would throw my chips away. But today, I just got unlucky, and so carried on.
I could have lost a lot more. In one hand, I 3bet my AA and was called by a player who was OOP. Usually in this spot I will make a killing. But sometimes... The flop came KQ2, I Cbet and he called. A voice in my head said "I bet this guy has KQ". The turn came a blank. I considered things as I always consider them: I considered his entire range and what he might do with the different hands he could be holding, and how much money I will make/lose against them when I take the different actions: If this guy does have KQ, and I bet the turn, I am giving him my whole stack. If he has only the Q, he will fold to my bet and I will make no more from him, but, if I check, I will look pretty weak, he will still check the river but I will put in one more bet and I think he might well call. If he has only the K, he will probably bet the river and I might decide to raise his bet and go for stacks after all. If he has something like TJ, or doesn't have anything, he will bluff the river and I will make more money from these hands too. On average a check looked like the best play and so I went for it. If a 2 comes, or if that blank card pairs, I will go for stacks for sure, but for now I decided to control the size of the pot. As it happened, the river came a blank and he bet. His bet was bigger than I thought one pair would bet, and so I decided not to raise it, and instead called. He showed KQ, and I lost only half a stack.
This is the same thought-process I always follow. I describe it accurately in my book. In short: I consider what he will do with his range in the future, and how much money I will make off that range in the future, depending on what move I make. I know that his actions are governed by his understanding of my strength which is why it is also important to pay close attention to not only his range, but also the range it looks like you hold.
Today was a bad day. I had a strong full-house and got beat by a better full-house on a board which had 4 flush cards on it! My big hands didn't pay off. And so I lost. Tomorrow will be better... I bloody hope it will be better anyway! It's about time someone silenced those GTO fools.
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Last edited by Yadoula8; 03-12-2018 at 08:27 PM.