The end of the blog: a failure
Didn't update the blog recently, took 4 off days previous week.
Played yesterday night and dropped 2.5k$ and I feld super tilted, the good thing is that I know I was and I left the game. Even 2.5k$ doesn't make my top 30 off losing days this year, I just feel frustrated in general. I had days were I went to Bellagio , saw a big waiting list and just went straight back home. I'm just so ****ing tired of waiting. If I learned one thing of this trip is that my level of patience is so bad, so much respect for all the live pro's.
I also think 2 months is just to long, I would have enjoyed it more if it was just one month.
So if I come back next year it would be just around the period when the main starts.
Bonus tilt:
My roomy his girlfriends familie is staying at the house, so my house is full of Mexicans now.
Not that I hate Mexicans ( I lived there 4 months before ) , but her brother and wife has a little baby that is crying all the time. Anyway I could be just bitching, but sleep is so important guys. Small things can just irritate you because you're just not well rested.
The good part:
I met a girl over here ( one of the reasons I took 4 off days last week) and were going to LA on Friday. Will be fun just relaxing, I'll post some pictures off LA later.
The Pro's and Cons of LIVE:
Pro's live poker:
-you can pick up live tells
-you can play for higher stakes than online , what is more excitement
-you can play longer sessions ( it's really hard to play 4 tables zoom 16hours)
-you get free food , think this the the biggest benefit
-its more glamorous , its alway cool to be in a nice casino. they are just beautiful over here.
-the field is softer and you should get higher hourly's ( maybe this one is not for me )
Cons live poker:
-Trafic , waiting lists. they are the worst. If you want to know you're real hourly you should start you're session when you're entering you're car. It also has a big tilting effect on me.
-Bad smelling people next to you. it sucks
-Mistakes off dealers , cost you time
-Counting pots , being stack aware off other players. I know its a small one
-Giving tells away
-A personal one, I have really trouble in staying focused. Online I'm just making decisions after decisions ( 900h/hour) and I'm in a sort of kinda flow. Not always, but deff more than live. Decisions are coming more naturally and in live you're like card death for hours and than you're in a difficult spot. Its like my mind doesn't work
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Recap goals:
Goals of the trip:
-Play WSOP Main
FAIL
-Rent an American Muscle Car drive to LA and get a workout in at “Golds Gym”
We will be at golds gym, but by plane. I post some picture afterwards
-Get some cool drone stuff
Still comming....I hope
-Eat the best sushi in town
Went to ROKU and YAMA, ROKU was the better one imo, but also the more expiensive. I'll get some sushi in LA to, I just love it
-Dominate cash games`.
FAIL, BIG BIG FAIL
End result: a shame
losing a ton with expenses.
Off course I still can put in some more sessions, but I don't have the right mindset atm.
I'm bored and demotivated, I'm just going to chill and relax for my last days.
End worth:
Sorry for my English guys
its not my first language and I'm bad in languages anyway.
I'm so fffffccccccckkkkknnnnng hungry to go back online
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Thanks for following!!!!!!
Pics and drone stuff are comming after.....