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01-25-2018 , 06:22 PM
I decided to play two tournaments in stars alongside with partypoker. I did an epic misclick because the hotkeys of all in and check is near on the mouse. Pretty much this hand sums up my experience in pokerstars. Just a casual flopped flush over flopped flush made in jokerstars


    Poker Stars, $100 Buy-in (60/120 blinds, 12 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 9 Players
    Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite. View Hand #37929542

    MP1: 21,136 (176.1 bb)
    MP2: 4,146 (34.6 bb)
    MP3: 9,251 (77.1 bb)
    CO: 1,229 (10.2 bb)
    BTN: 7,859 (65.5 bb)
    SB: 8,775 (73.1 bb)
    Hero (BB): 12,278 (102.3 bb)
    UTG+1: 9,130 (76.1 bb)
    UTG+2: 24,899 (207.5 bb)

    Preflop: Hero is BB with 7 2
    2 folds, MP1 raises to 300, MP2 folds, MP3 calls 300, CO calls 300, BTN calls 300, SB folds, Hero calls 180

    Flop: (1,668) 5 3 4 (5 players)
    Hero bets 11,966 and is all-in,



    2 folds, CO calls 917 and is all-in,



    BTN calls 7,547 and is all-in



    Results: 17,679 pot
    Final Board: 5 3 4 A 6
    MP1 mucked and lost (-312 net)
    MP3 mucked and lost (-312 net)
    CO showed 3 J and lost (-1,229 net)
    BTN showed A 6 and won 17,679 (9,820 net)
    Hero showed 7 2 and lost (-7,859 net)



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    Turn: (17,679) A (3 players, 3 are all-in)
    River: (17,679) 6 (3 players, 3 are all-in)

    Spoiler:
    Results: 17,679 pot
    Final Board: 5 3 4 A 6
    MP1 mucked and lost (-312 net)
    MP3 mucked and lost (-312 net)
    CO showed 3 J and lost (-1,229 net)
    BTN showed A 6 and won 17,679 (9,820 net)
    Hero showed 7 2 and lost (-7,859 net)
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    A couple hands later busted KK into Aqs. At that point I dont even want to open the site anymore. Pretty sure I will move main action in partypoker and 888 and chase only the series in stars

    I am trying to focus on the positive which is that from -1.87 I am up to +1 ev bb in just 11 days (even though i had some massive giveaways with 80bb+)

    abi 153$



    Ton of work to do but I think I will be where I want within two months if I keep the same pace of learning progress



    Last edited by belthazorrrrr; 01-25-2018 at 06:49 PM.
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    01-25-2018 , 07:06 PM
    Can you explain the evbb chip graph thing? What does it mean in terms of MTTs?

    Also pretty bad to move action from jokerstars just because you're running bad distro wise. It easily is the best software and has some of the best games.
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    01-25-2018 , 07:46 PM
    Pads posted a pretty decent bb/100 indicator, someone can find it and post. Something like from 5bb and up you should be a solid winner in the games you play (assuming icm skilled etc) 7-9bb one of the better regs in your games and 9bb+/100 move up for sure. It is really hard to know for sure though in mtts, with all the diff stacksizes and other factors in play and I doubt OP's bb/100 goals over what is gonna be 150k hands should be a deciding factor. GL
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    01-25-2018 , 09:48 PM
    Ev bb at different stack sizes matters a lot. It is much more important than overall ev bb winrate, but what ev bb really worth in the long run?

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    01-26-2018 , 03:37 AM
    I really enjoy these updates belt and the fact that u are going enginezzz full on @ this!

    Keep updating amigo. Crushaments not too far way!

    Vamooo!!
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    01-31-2018 , 05:04 PM
    Yesterday it was the first time in a long time I felt really tilted. Last time I felt that way, I was in Vegas where dealer made a horrendous mistake. KK hand gave me a massive tilt and I needed 20-30 minutes before I start thinking clear again





      Party, $500 Buy-in (2,000/4,000 blinds, 500 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 5 Players
      Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite. View Hand #37930553

      MP: 168,202 (42.1 bb)
      BB: 491,812 (123 bb)
      Hero (BTN): 492,201 (123.1 bb)
      SB: 212,284 (53.1 bb)
      CO: 27,432 (6.9 bb)

      Preflop: Hero is BTN with K K



      MP raises to 8,700, CO folds, Hero raises to 24,360, 2 folds, MP calls 15,660



      Flop: (57,220) 3 A 7 (2 players)


      MP checks, Hero checks


      Turn: (57,220) K (2 players)
      MP checks, Hero bets 28,610, MP calls 28,610



      River: (114,440) J (2 players)
      MP checks, Hero bets 438,731 and is all-in, MP calls 114,732 and is all-in



      Results: 343,904 pot
      Final Board: 3 A 7 K J
      MP showed A 8 and won 343,904 (175,702 net)
      Hero showed K K and lost (-168,202 net)



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      Anyway. First month is over. Even though I had some brutal beats I managed to increase my winrate which is the most important at the moment. I started the thread with goal to reach 3bb until end of February and I am nearly there, end of January






      Unfortunately I still have unknown spots at 30-40-50bb which is where I am focussed at the moment and I keep bleeding bbs at 80bb+ mainly by stacking off very light preflop. Quite happy with abi 148$. I am planning drop lower stakes 55$ and add more 500$ which should boost my abi quite a bit. Pretty happy how fast I am learning new concepts at different blind levels but I do think I am quite unbalanced in my personal life. Not enough time to do things I like but I am planning to change this as fast as possible

      The last few days I am trying one meal a day and intermittent fasting all the other day which is pretty sick. I was sceptical in the beginning but after two days I am loving it. Inspiration was the video bellow



      I need to start working out asap but my schedule is very unstable. Moreover I am having second thoughts about partypoker because I read so many posts about low security standards which is the most important for myself

      February goal is to reach 3 ev bb total at same or higher abi as now

      Alexis to UTD <3 a good attacking midfielder and left back and UTD will be wordclass again. Personally not a fan of Lukaku but I think people are too harsh against him. While I am writing this UTD conceded a goal in 10 secs fml. I do like Lingard. The guy seems like an amazing person and extremely hard working but I think UTD needs a person behind Lukaku like Ozil or Dybala/Griezmann. I would love to watch Mesut playing for Mourinho again. One my favourite footballers

      Real Madrid is having the worst season of last 5 years so far. They are very unlucky this year. I dont remember when was the last time I watched a Real Madrid game and they didnt hit the post once or twice. Many many chances every game. Letting Morata leave without replacing him was a huge mistake aswell. They lost a bench player who is scoring frequently after 70th minute. Surely he isnt good enough for starting eleven but you have 12 points, at least, from the bench. Huge and costly mistake. They are trying to sign Icardi who will be astonishing in primera liga. I think 2.20 odds for Real Madrid to qualify against PSG is a betting opportunity and I may punt some money there

      GL all
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      01-31-2018 , 10:59 PM
      Pretty cool video, i might try few things, ty for posting.

      Other than really needing that Dybala/Ozyl/Griezmann behind, I really have serious doubts that Lukaku is world class striker. I mean he might end in Everton again how this season is going. I guess he struggles with high expectations as he was crushing first few games when everyone was sceptic but he probably set the bar too high for himself. I mean this is now very repetative form by him, he only strives when nobody cares. Side note about football is that I started caring less about it since contracts and transfers went bananas, it's kind of no fun to me, but i have some FPL sidebets so I gotta go with PL
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      02-01-2018 , 05:00 AM
      Lukaku is far from world class striker. He was a solid striker for Everton with great potential. Unfortunately the signs of laziness he showed in Everton remain the same. Mourinho's playing style doesnt help him either. I think it is the first time i am watching a Mourinho's team following this long ball playing style from the beginning of a game. I loved Mourinho because he used to create fast counter attacking teams which were playing really hard on defence

      It is quite easy to man mark Lukaku because he cant dribble and he isnt flexible either. He really needs a player who either will feed him really well like Ozil or he will open space for him to get more clear shooting opportunities like Dybala. Personally i hate when i watch a footballer walking around and not pressing properly. This is the reason i dont like Lukaku neither Martial (who can become a beast)
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      02-01-2018 , 08:12 AM
      Man Utd should have tried to sign Harry Kane. Lukaku is a exceptionally strong player but he just doesn't have the brain that a Kane, Suerez or Augero has.


      Glad to see you're making progress with your poker transition though op. I'm sure you'll get there with your work ethic.
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      02-01-2018 , 09:13 PM
      The strikers you mentioned are not only highly intelligent but they are extremely hard working. I dont remember any time watching Aguero/Kane/Suarez/Costa and thought ''oh they are so lazy'' These guys are beasts. I doubt Kane would join another english team. Definitely going to join Real Madrid. I doubt ManUtd wanted to spend that much money last year. They passed on Morata because Real Madrid were asking 90m. They chose an Everton striker instead of a striker with 3 Champions league finals, Primera liga and Serie A for 15m difference . They need at least 150m to buy Kane and i doubt they wanted to spend that much money last year. Neymar to PSG broke that 100m barrier and now the teams are going bananas. Leicester asking 100m for Mahrez now wtf
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      02-01-2018 , 09:19 PM


      Horrible horrible start of the month. I am getting destroyed in stars. I feel like I am losing every single hand which is disgusting. The difference in winrate between pokerstars and partypoker is huge. On Pokerstars I am –2.74 and in Partypoker +9.28ev bb which is really worrying. Pokerstars has average ability factor 76 from the tournaments i play while party poker 82ish

      It can be variance but i cant blame variance. It can be small sample but every sample is a sample

      Seems like I am bleeding money at 80bb+ and I decided to load only at 80bb- as my plan to study these stack sizes is near end of February

      80bb+



      80bb-



      Total pokerstars:



      Total PP:



      The graph difference is really huge. I do feel I am having extremely bad card distro in stars and some loose preflop plays at 80bb+ created this atrocity. I might focus the next days only in stars because my ego cant accept that I represent this graph. I will focus on sizes that I am currently studying. I do feel it is pointless to load 120bbs when I barely study any spot on these stack sizes

      I feel like I did a huge step back today which is quite dissapointing

      All sites



      Some stars hands from today. Again not sure what is going on













        Poker Stars, $100 Buy-in (40/80 blinds, 8 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 9 Players
        Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite. View Hand #37930603

        CO: 12,544 (156.8 bb)
        BTN: 10,034 (125.4 bb)
        SB: 8,516 (106.5 bb)
        BB: 9,774 (122.2 bb)
        UTG+1: 9,903 (123.8 bb)
        UTG+2: 7,400 (92.5 bb)
        MP1: 8,872 (110.9 bb)
        MP2: 11,298 (141.2 bb)
        Hero (MP3): 9,632 (120.4 bb)

        Preflop: Hero is MP3 with 7 K
        4 folds, Hero raises to 160, 3 folds, BB calls 80

        Flop: (432) Q K 5 (2 players)
        BB checks, Hero bets 302, BB calls 302

        Turn: (1,036) 6 (2 players)
        BB checks, Hero checks

        River: (1,036) 8 (2 players)
        BB bets 1,180, Hero calls 1,180

        Results: 3,396 pot
        Final Board: Q K 5 6 8
        BB showed 7 4 and won 3,396 (1,746 net)
        Hero mucked 7 K and lost (-1,650 net)



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          Poker Stars, $100 Buy-in (150/300 blinds, 30 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 9 Players
          Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite. View Hand #37930600

          MP2: 16,871 (56.2 bb)
          MP3: 15,444 (51.5 bb)
          CO: 23,526 (78.4 bb)
          BTN: 19,875 (66.3 bb)
          SB: 9,280 (30.9 bb)
          BB: 10,480 (34.9 bb)
          UTG+1: 35,924 (119.7 bb)
          UTG+2: 9,880 (32.9 bb)
          Hero (MP1): 5,328 (17.8 bb)

          Preflop: Hero is MP1 with Q Q
          2 folds, Hero raises to 600, MP2 folds, MP3 calls 600, 3 folds, BB calls 300

          Flop: (2,220) Q 2 5 (3 players)
          BB checks, Hero checks, MP3 checks

          Turn: (2,220) A (3 players)
          BB checks, Hero bets 1,554, MP3 folds, BB calls 1,554

          River: (5,328) 8 (2 players)
          BB checks, Hero bets 3,144 and is all-in, BB calls 3,144

          Results: 11,616 pot
          Final Board: Q 2 5 A 8
          BB showed K 4 and won 11,616 (6,288 net)
          Hero showed Q Q and lost (-5,328 net)



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            Poker Stars, $45 Buy-in (400/800 blinds, 100 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 9 Players
            Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite. View Hand #37930601

            MP2: 38,390 (48 bb)
            MP3: 4,132 (5.2 bb)
            CO: 14,588 (18.2 bb)
            BTN: 11,031 (13.8 bb)
            SB: 31,081 (38.9 bb)
            BB: 26,953 (33.7 bb)
            UTG+1: 16,747 (20.9 bb)
            Hero (UTG+2): 32,818 (41 bb)
            MP1: 55,837 (69.8 bb)

            Preflop: Hero is UTG+2 with K K
            UTG+1 folds, Hero raises to 1,600, 5 folds, SB calls 1,200, BB calls 800

            Flop: (5,700) 4 4 3 (3 players)
            SB checks, BB checks, Hero bets 1,881, SB folds, BB raises to 5,287, Hero calls 3,406

            Turn: (16,274) A (2 players)
            BB checks, Hero bets 5,370, BB raises to 19,966 and is all-in, Hero calls 14,596

            River: (56,206) 5 (2 players, 1 is all-in)

            Results: 56,206 pot
            Final Board: 4 4 3 A 5
            BB showed 5 4 and won 56,206 (29,253 net)
            Hero showed K K and lost (-26,953 net)



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            No mood to gif. Gotta study sleep repeat


            Last edited by belthazorrrrr; 02-01-2018 at 09:25 PM.
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            02-01-2018 , 09:27 PM
            i would say that KK is check turn 100%
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            02-01-2018 , 09:41 PM
            +1
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            02-01-2018 , 09:42 PM
            Also wouldn't be checking turn with K7
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            02-01-2018 , 10:20 PM
            Quote:
            Originally Posted by meale
            Also wouldn't be checking turn with K7
            You are leaking then



            Edit: even using tighter range, pio checks

            Quote:
            Originally Posted by nomalice
            i would say that KK is check turn 100%
            I am using two software for multiway. I will let you know what i think when i analyse the spot

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            02-01-2018 , 10:52 PM
            Leaking errrrrrrwhere.
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            02-01-2018 , 11:41 PM
            Quote:
            Originally Posted by nomalice
            i would say that KK is check turn 100%
            KK

            soft 1: betting turn 100% small size (i dont trust this one and barely use it just to have a second opinion)
            soft 2: betting turn small size 40% checking 60%

            K with no c is a check though
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            02-02-2018 , 02:24 AM
            Hey mate 2 quick questions.
            What versions of pio u have ?
            Do u have std hours of study w pio / week ?
            Thx
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            02-02-2018 , 04:26 AM
            Hey amigo, just to share my opinion.

            K7: check OTT seems pretty standard to me and cant fold river obv as well, despite the fact that villain's sizing looks growse.

            KK: I cant say tha i am 100% comfortable with paired boards yet and thats one more reason for me to Cback OTT with KKc. I mean hes polaring and Ac completes many flop C-raises isnt it? (I guess he does it with 4x, gutshots/openenders (although maybe less often due to paired board), fd's right?)

            Anyway just my thoughts.

            Glgl February!
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            02-02-2018 , 10:29 AM
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            Originally Posted by Grammen1985
            Hey mate 2 quick questions.
            What versions of pio u have ?
            Do u have std hours of study w pio / week ?
            Thx
            I spent around 4 hours studying when i wake up. Take 2 hours break to hang out with gf. Then loading and if i bust everything i study again until 0600. I am planning to hit the gym soon, my study time will decrease eventually. I am using pio for 90% of my calcs and some other stuff so i spent most of the day there

            I am having the preflop version

            Quote:
            Originally Posted by Scarecrow_
            Hey amigo, just to share my opinion.

            K7: check OTT seems pretty standard to me and cant fold river obv as well, despite the fact that villain's sizing looks growse.

            KK: I cant say tha i am 100% comfortable with paired boards yet and thats one more reason for me to Cback OTT with KKc. I mean hes polaring and Ac completes many flop C-raises isnt it? (I guess he does it with 4x, gutshots/openenders (although maybe less often due to paired board), fd's right?)

            Anyway just my thoughts.

            Glgl February!
            Until i have pop reads on how they are playing on multiway pots i cant really deviate from what the two softwares are suggesting. I am trying to build a solid fundamental game and then start exploiting. thank you
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            02-03-2018 , 04:51 PM
            Another toxic day. I am not sure if i am tilted or mentally drained. Tomorrow i will grind and take Monday off as i feel disgusted with my experience so far



              Party, $100 Buy-in (450/900 blinds, 110 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 8 Players
              Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite. View Hand #37930799

              UTG+2: 75,036 (83.4 bb)
              BB: 49,890 (55.4 bb)
              MP3: 23,863 (26.5 bb)
              CO: 126,439 (140.5 bb)
              BTN: 125,940 (139.9 bb)
              SB: 65,874 (73.2 bb)
              Hero (MP2): 39,712 (44.1 bb)
              MP1: 75,415 (83.8 bb)

              Preflop: Hero is MP2 with 8 Q
              2 folds, Hero raises to 1,800, MP3 folds, CO calls 1,800, 3 folds

              Flop: (5,830) 4 T 8 (2 players)
              Hero checks, CO checks

              Turn: (5,830) 8 (2 players)
              Hero bets 2,915, CO calls 2,915

              River: (11,660) 9 (2 players)
              Hero bets 5,830, CO raises to 11,660, Hero calls 5,830

              Results: 34,980 pot
              Final Board: 4 T 8 8 9
              CO showed 4 4 and won 34,980 (18,495 net)
              Hero mucked 8 Q and lost (-16,485 net)



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                Poker Stars, $45 Buy-in (150/300 blinds, 40 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 9 Players
                Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite. View Hand #37930800

                UTG+2: 26,848 (89.5 bb)
                MP1: 7,637 (25.5 bb)
                MP2: 7,315 (24.4 bb)
                MP3: 7,450 (24.8 bb)
                CO: 13,467 (44.9 bb)
                BTN: 17,071 (56.9 bb)
                SB: 25,789 (86 bb)
                Hero (BB): 8,078 (26.9 bb)
                UTG+1: 11,909 (39.7 bb)

                Preflop: Hero is BB with A A
                UTG+1 folds, UTG+2 raises to 666, 6 folds, Hero calls 366

                Flop: (1,842) 2 K 7 (2 players)
                Hero checks, UTG+2 checks

                Turn: (1,842) 7 (2 players)
                Hero checks, UTG+2 bets 900, Hero calls 900

                River: (3,642) 3 (2 players)
                Hero checks, UTG+2 bets 2,100, Hero calls 2,100

                Results: 7,842 pot
                Final Board: 2 K 7 7 3
                UTG+2 showed 2 2 and won 7,842 (4,136 net)
                Hero mucked A A and lost (-3,706 net)



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                  Poker Stars, $200 Buy-in (80/160 blinds, 16 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 8 Players
                  Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite. View Hand #37930801

                  MP3: 18,278 (114.2 bb)
                  CO: 5,612 (35.1 bb)
                  BTN: 16,483 (103 bb)
                  SB: 5,501 (34.4 bb)
                  Hero (BB): 7,884 (49.3 bb)
                  UTG+2: 17,112 (107 bb)
                  MP1: 3,050 (19.1 bb)
                  MP2: 27,087 (169.3 bb)

                  Preflop: Hero is BB with Q 5
                  4 folds, CO raises to 320, 2 folds, Hero calls 160

                  Flop: (848) 6 9 Q (2 players)
                  Hero checks, CO bets 388, Hero calls 388

                  Turn: (1,624) T (2 players)
                  Hero checks, CO bets 1,056, Hero calls 1,056

                  River: (3,736) 2 (2 players)
                  Hero checks, CO bets 1,468, Hero calls 1,468

                  Spoiler:
                  Results: 6,672 pot
                  Final Board: 6 9 Q T 2
                  CO showed J 8 and won 6,672 (3,424 net)
                  Hero mucked Q 5 and lost (-3,248 net)



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                  Hands were back to back to back. I cant wait to bust my last tournament and take the rest of the day off. I will do one more update tomorrow and then i will follow a weekly update/goal but i cant really think clear atm. Quite sad and i am having very dark thoughts. Definitely time to take a day completely off but cant skip Sunday unfortunately

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                  02-03-2018 , 08:06 PM
                  gl with goals man

                  what are your must read books ?
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                  02-04-2018 , 08:44 AM
                  Im surprised to see how much you are getting triggered to those bad runouts and bad beats. You are playing so high and you should alreeady know well poker variance out there. Some things you can change, some thinge you cant and its useless to let them affect you.
                  One excersise might help so before session try to imagine all the bad beats that can happen, try imagine all the people suck out on you in the worst manner. Prepare yourself mentally for the worst possible outcome and make your brain easier when they come as they will come.

                  Yes, you are mentally drained and tilted. Hope this makes some sense, wish you gl and all th best!

                  Last edited by Vai123; 02-04-2018 at 08:50 AM.
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                  02-04-2018 , 10:29 AM
                  Quote:
                  Originally Posted by Vai123
                  Im surprised to see how much you are getting triggered to those bad runouts and bad beats. You are playing so high and you should alreeady know well poker variance out there. Some things you can change, some thinge you cant and its useless to let them affect you.
                  Agree with this. Although it says a lot about your raw poker ability op that you can get tilted so easily and yet you're playing highstakes MTTs
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                  02-04-2018 , 10:57 AM
                  Quote:
                  Originally Posted by 7845
                  gl with goals man

                  what are your must read books ?
                  Thank you

                  The Science of Being Lucky: How to Engineer Good Fortune, Consistently Catch Lucky Breaks, and Live a Charmed Life by Peter Hollins

                  Think and grow rich by Napoleon Hill

                  I think both are must read. I have marked around 30 books i would like to read. Currently reading Achieve Anything In Just One Year: Be Inspired Daily to Live Your Dreams and Accomplish Your Goals by Jason Harvey which seems really promising


                  Quote:
                  Originally Posted by Vai123
                  Im surprised to see how much you are getting triggered to those bad runouts and bad beats. You are playing so high and you should alreeady know well poker variance out there. Some things you can change, some thinge you cant and its useless to let them affect you.
                  One excersise might help so before session try to imagine all the bad beats that can happen, try imagine all the people suck out on you in the worst manner. Prepare yourself mentally for the worst possible outcome and make your brain easier when they come as they will come.

                  Yes, you are mentally drained and tilted. Hope this makes some sense, wish you gl and all th best!
                  Posting hands is a way i use to release the tention which works. I am back grinding and studying everyday. I do feel tilted but rarely if ever has negative impact in my decisions

                  Thank you very much for the advice. I will give it a shot and i will let you know how i feel

                  Quote:
                  Originally Posted by hurtNCYDE
                  Agree with this. Although it says a lot about your raw poker ability op that you can get tilted so easily and yet you're playing highstakes MTTs
                  Lol dude. I made half mil playing high stakes sngs while running near 200k under ev. I am playing MTTs for one month without prior experience and i have 2.25ev bb/100 while running bellow ev



                  The stages i am currently studying are 0-60bb in which i have 4.4 ev bb



                  All these at 146$ abi. Apparently my tilt >>>> most people A game. I assume it does say a lot about my raw poker ability
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