So,

In honor of the New Year, I have decided to start A blog to track my progress and help with accountability.

I grind MTTs and Omaha SNGS on Ignition.

Target for 2019

10,000 Tournaments.

$25,000 Profit.

Here are the rules for the Year

1) No Blackjack, live or Online.
2) No Sportbetting vs Bookie, with friends is fine
3) No Online Cash, MTT/SNG only.
4) Record All results Here.

Starting Bankroll $501.70.
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Inauspicious beginning to the challenge.

79 Games +$30..

played like a spazz snap busted every MTT, was lucky to win a HU PL0 sng match for the smallest win.

79 Games
+$30

slow crawl grind continues....
63 Games +$38

Playing Okay when things are going well but like such an emotional fish when they aren't... busted A10<<K5 for all the chips 4 handed in $22 Knockout and insta fell to pieces and busted playable stacks in other 2 Tourneys... no real Hand Histories.. just blind potting 10843rainbow in plo8 until i can bust and write this update....

I think the process of doing this is what is important. See it out for the full year, even if the results are mediocre.. So what..

Even if it never amounts to anything Just take pride in this, try to make every update as good as possible. I may never be Tgiggity or some other sicko... But play as good as you can from now on.

That is my commitment to this Blog. I will play every game as well as I can. no rage, no entitlement, no excuses.... **** happens in MTT, horrible things will happen to KK on Bubbles, accept that and play every stack the entire year with respect... I am not good enough to be rage punting anything.

142 Games
+$68

another quick nothing update... 6 Games +$32...

felt the rage simmering but didn't give in like I generally do...

148 Games
+$100

This is a really good post, I enjoy the openness. Sometimes it helps me to break down my goals into days and it helps me focus, especially when I am putting up small numbers at the time.

To reach your goal and if you played every day you are talking about $68 dollars a day. Hopefully that makes the 30 and 40 dollar days seem better.

Thanks Man,

appreciate the support. The key is to just avoid the blowout sessions and never give into the rage by playing house games or betting the NBA slate... as long as I stick to tourneys/08 SNGS and fight every hand I will get there, but if I give in I will not....

another quick morning session... 3 Games +$47... won a $50 HU plo8 match and got a second in 2 6 max PLO8 SNGS...

at work now but will try to get some decent volume in tonight and update...

onwards and upwards .

151 Games
$147 Total Profit

another ****ty update 20 Games- $107

Just not playing well at all, Looking for any excuse to go off, Cant win a flip in a Tournament or fade a flush draw at any time, if I get them all in with a big freeroll its an autochop if they have any scoop outs it is guaranteed to hit..

shaking with rage and every part of me wants to dump the Roll in Blackjack. But that will not get me anywhere. Book Loss. Let rage drive me to play better next time but for now Bad Game terribly played by our floundering hero.

171 Games
$40 Total Profit

interesting, i play plo cash, what is the diff. b/w plo cash and plo sng? why not play cash?

This thread is over.

Busted the roll..... cannot win an all in... went on monkey tilt and just cannot ****ing win a hand...

If I have a set the flush comes. If they have a set and I have a flush the board pairs...

took a shot at PLO cash and KKQJ no good on K109DD vs A843DDD for $400 pot..

lost 8 $10 HU sngs in a row just losing every all in

I have never experienced a run like I am on right now. I have never imagined it is possible to run like this..

played MTT and lost with AA vs KK and QQ for 6x starting stack and two bounties...

just playing and running so absurdly bad..

I cant believe how i can run like this...

My father is visiting town and bringing out all this rage and hatred and loathing... I want to stab him and then ****ing snap...

I dont have anything close to the mental toughness required to play this game.

I takee one beat and I am instantly muttering horrible things under my breath and hitting my forehead...

Poker has taken the best out of me and given me nothing in return and now I just cannot ****ing beat it and I just want to ****ing die....

GG thread GG Poker.