Alright I'm finally feeling motivated enough to update this.
I stopped playing zone entirely and things have been getting better.
I'm now back to playing MTT's + cash. I buy in directly to all 22's and 33's and high value 44's and 55's. Then I try to satty some bigger buyins if the sattys have good structures.
Couple of recent scores:
$55 12k
$22 10k
Bubbled a few FT's this past week for some decent cashes. Last night I bubbled the FT of the $55 12k, unfortunately.
Cash is finally starting to go somewhat well lately.
As far as life goals are concerned, I've fallen out of the habit of just about everything except for hitting the gym and eating healthy (although I've been going to chick-fil-a too often these past couple weeks).
I still eat at least 2 cans of mackerel per day for the Omega 3s and general benefits of small wild caught fish (what I would consider part of the final frontier of healthy, natural food).
I'm kind of upset about discontinuing my meditation habit. I was going 45 mins a day for a solid 40 days, and then family came to visit and it knocked me out of my daily routine and I haven't gotten back into it for a couple weeks now.
That being said, it comes down to a matter of time management. When I'm playing MTT's I play at least 8 hours a day, so between gym, sleep and poker my time is pretty much occupied, and I need a little bit of leisure time to throw in there.
I find the best thing I can do for myself and general well-being is getting as much sleep as I need. I've been going to bed around 12-12:30 and waking up naturally to no alarm clock around 9-9:30.
I used to feel guilty about sleeping 9 hours and would limit myself to 7, but it really makes a big difference for me as far as energy throughout the day and mental sharpness. I'm feeling quite good these days.
I'll throw up a cash graph tomorrow once I get my hands from yesterday downloaded.
Gonna start updating this probably daily again. IDK why but it's a lot more fun and motivating for me to update this thread when I'm playing MTT's as opposed to only cash.
As far as making 100k this year, I've made about 5k by this point. I haven't calculated it to an exact amount out of embarrassment tbh. Setting a lofty goal like that and being so far away is definitely a hit to the ego. January to early March really killed me, but I'm finally starting to get some momentum again.
Got some big MTT's coming up with this Bovada series wrapping up and WPN starting their huge series. Gonna be fun this next couple weeks. I've still got room to add more tables at the beginning of my sessions where not many MTT's have popped off yet and the cash games are pretty dead, so I'm putting money back on WPN again. Considering Carbon as well once I increase my roll a little bit more.
Just gonna play the game to the best of my ability and see where the year takes me
Oh, also... I've quit caffeine and diet soda for the past 30 days now. Have had 0 caffeine. Energy and mood is a lot more stable. I admit the high from a cup of coffee in the morning is something I miss, but eventually that high fades to nothing and you pay the price someway or another. It is a drug after all. Basically a weak form of cocaine that has somehow become socially acceptable to consume in high amounts for very extended periods of time ($$$$). I really think it has something to do with the increasing rate of depression and social anxiety in our society.
Kids drink the stuff without considering any consequence (not that they should.. it's the parents' fault). Caffeine interferes with sleep and less than optimal sleep on a developing brain sounds like a recipe for cognitive disorders.
Just my theory, though.
/rant
Last edited by Jakeeck; 04-10-2016 at 12:18 AM.