Would you mind PMing me where you play, or at least what state you are in? Just curious if you are in my area and if you are a reg in my games at all

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Being single for the first time in my adult life was a big change for me. I had always been able to moderate my usage of hard drugs and never really gotten into anything so heavily that I'd be using it everyday besides weed and alcohol. The time following the breakup was tough for me and I was lonely and depressed. I had gotten used to the companionship and I felt empty. Having freedom and more money than I'd ever had before, I was partying harder than ever. With my license being suspended I never had to worry about driving so I was getting obliterated all the time. Coke and beer were my main thing now but I would smoke good weed when I could get it.

Will was regularly going into the nearest major city to get drugs off the street because people avoided him like the plague where he lived. We'd get PCP sometimes and that's one of the few drugs that will completely take your mind off of whatever is bothering you. Your brain can't even function on a level to remember what you were stressed out about after you smoke it. I got to the point where I was smoking it more than weed and the combo of PCP, beer and coke was the best thing I'd ever experienced. If we could get women to smoke PCP with us I think we would always close. Probably a combination of the effects of the drug and the type of women that will smoke anything with guys they'd just met.

Me and Hector were hanging out a lot still. He knew a bunch of chicks around where I lived and he was one of the few people who was trying to get ****ed up like me. He knew a girl who was a total freak and would **** both of us. It started out with her letting us go one after the other but after we did that a few times she was asking for both of us to go at the same time. She'd suck one of our dicks while the other one hit it from the back and we prob did that a few times or so. I'd never done that before and it was weird as ****.

He knew this rich kid who would buy PCP and then smoke it with us. He invited us to a party at his house when his parents were gone and it was a bunch of high school kids drinking in his basement. Me and Hector get these two drunk Spanish chicks to come to the bathroom with us. We've got them stripped down to G strings, fingerbanging them while the kid who threw the party is knocking on the door telling us to unlock it. Eventually he used the key to get in and I cover the girl up and walk her to his bedroom across the hall and lock the door behind me. He starts banging on the door telling me to open it up. I started getting head right away but this guy was actually ruining it for me. I was ****ed up and just couldn't bust listening to this kids voice bitching through the door nonstop. So I gave up and went out to the party to drink. Me and Hector are coming to the conclusion that this party is lame and are contemplating where to go. I look over and see the girl who was in the bedroom with me making out with some guy on the floor. We are dying laughing and Hector keeps daring me to tell the guy what she was just doing. I eventually go over and tap the guy on the shoulder and said "that girl was just sucking my dick" he stands up and starts wiping his tongue off with his hands while running out of the room and we start rolling. We stuck around till one of those girls parents found out where she was and rang the doorbell, we were the first ones out of there.

How many hours of live cash are you at now? mind showing us the stats page on Poker journal? Perhaps even filtered by stake if possible. Also do you have an overall graph you wouldn't mind sharing? Would love to compare yours to mine and more detail is good!

646 cash game hours since I started the challenge, if you meant lifetime I'm not sure.



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Not going to do a lifetime graph here sorry

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Think I've identified a pattern I'm going to be able to avoid in the future so at least smth came out of today

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Can you share what the pattern is?

Since this downswing started most of my big losing days were when my sleep schedule was disrupted. I tilt much easier and the quality of my decision making goes way down. If I have to wake up early for some reason I'm going to get some rest or go to sleep before attempting to play a big cash game all night. Seems like common sense when I write this out but when I see a good game its easy for me to neglect this. Looking at my results these decisions have cost me a lot recently and prob a ton over the last few years.

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Nice rebound 👍

Ty

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Moar stories!

What game were you playing when you won that big session? 10/20?

Prob won't have time for a week or so. I'll try to get Smth up asap, been busy with IRL stuff and trying to get out of that downer.

I don't think I can post stuff like that in here for a few reasons, sorry. The most I've won in a 5/10 session was prob ~10k or maybe a little more.

lit. didn't read whole thread so i apologise if it was stated before but what's rake structure in these games and i'm presuming FR? Outside of US?

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