yeah avg. field size for me is somewhere in the realm of 350 runners, so there is far less variance than if I grinded strictly majors on stars, etc.
anyway, yeah, definitely need to reformat my mind's response to these things. i used to tilt money off when i'd get frustrated, which i've eliminated completely from my game--now I think that when a bad stretch gets particularly bad those old feelings rise up in a "oh, woe is me!" form. realistically just need to stop complaining. i want to be in my absolute strongest form strategically and mentally (though they're one in the same) come GSPO3 to maximize expected return
on that note, i can't decide what i want to do as far as how much of/what tournaments of the GSPO3 high buyin series i want to play. options would be to play <100% of it, play 100% of it (around 82 tournaments, $10000 total buyins), or play 100% and sell action for some of it
i played all of GSPO2 (roughly the same figures) on a total (life+poker) bankroll of $16000, when I was still a student and didn't need the money for anything--ended somewhat well for me, but obviously might not have. i guess i'll grind the "contender" series out and see if i bink anything decent (in which case i'll likely go full salvo with the high stakes ones not selling anything)
there's a long time before it starts at least
(the graph and finishes on the first page are outdated, but mods have stopped editing in recent finishes for me...at some point in the near future i'll have to post the updated material on a later page)