Been a little while since the last update. Been playing as high as $100s on occasion. Here's the graph:
Challenge Bankroll: $2,534.52
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I've been quiet because my partner and I had to put down one of our dogs last week. Flick was our black pug and we rescued him when we moved to Austin in 2015. He was found hiding beneath a parked car somewhere in San Antonio. He had mange and was terrified of human men for a while. When he first came to us he would cower anytime I leaned in to pick him up or give him attention. It seemed painfully obvious he was abused by a male human earlier in his life.
His loving and sweet nature led him to fully trust me very quickly (he trusted Steph instantly) and we were inseparable. All of our domestic traveling we would take by car so we could take the dogs. We drove to WSOP several years, Palm Springs, The Grand Canyon, Florida, Colorado...all with the dogs.
He was by our side consistently for 6 years.
Despite his aging body (his age was unknown but the vet est. him to be 15-17 this year) he managed quite well until the very end. The decline happened so fast. Two weeks ago he was able to take short walks and was eating and drinking just fine. Last week, he no longer wanted to walk on his own or get out of bed. He then declined his first meal for the first time ever in his life with us. He was never a loud barking dog but last week began vocalizing and crying out from his dog bed. The weight of his condition crushed us. Selfishly I wanted to try anything to keep him around for more time but ultimately knew what we had to do. We loved him too much. We could not let him suffer. Saying goodbye to him was the hardest thing I've ever done.
Even though we've been emotionally obliterated this last week in his absence, we've tried to remember we did the right thing. We've focused on our other pug to help keep her active and engaged and try the best we can to keep her above depression. Each day gets incrementally less painful but there is a massive void in our hearts and our home. Today was the first day I was able to go through some old photos. I never understood the pain of loss quite like I feel like I do now. I heard a quote that the pain of grief is the price we pay for love. That resonates entirely with me now.
Rest in peace, Flick.