When i said i would LIKE to play mtts regularly?

If you understood that i would like to grind mtts from this you need a brain transplant

Okish boss, my bad. Brain transplant needed confirmed

THE RUN GOOD IS REAL

OP busto?

Or this happened again.

This might be the case

yeah busto

SCOOP is finished, updates?

I advise you to turn your obsession about myself into something more productive. I will do an update in the end of the month

Lol
If you think so, let it be.

May was a very weird month. The beginning of the scoop found me very tilted because the volume wasnt as expected. I hoped the games will run 24/7 which wasnt the case. I had 4-5 days where I was the only one sitting even in peak hours





After this frustrating start, we had a week when games were loading like crazy. Even though I should be very happy with my results and volume, I remained tilted because I got involved in some cruel real life situations. I kept grinding even though I was going mad every half hour. One night I had a verbal fight with a friend and I got tilted (AGAIN). I couldnt control myself and I slammed my hand on the table for a ridiculous reason

That was the moment I knew poker was affecting me more than it should. After I calmed down, I felt disgusted with myself and I decided to take some time off. Last time I grinded was around 15th May and I didnt even bother doing anything related to poker. I decided to take the off time and think what I should do, poker and lifewise



I thought about poker, personal stuff and fitness goals

Poker

I decided to give mtts a chance. I will keep playing my main format but I will mix 1-2 mtts each day. My goal is to understand if I like them. I will force myself to play 200 games which will be a good enough sample to observe if they can give me a rush similar to hypers. If I mix 1-2 mtts, I will need 3-4 months to get this sample which isnt bad because it will be a side game. I will not focus on studying them and I will keep the abi relatively low. I will aim to 30$-200$ mtts and not higher in the beginning

I dont have any plans to study them on this trial period because I dont want to invest time in a format that I may not like at all



Fitness

I dropped down to 87kg which is pretty solid for my height and I lost fat mainly. I had a four month contract with my personal trainer and I decided to not renew. If I have to be brutally honest I think he was overpriced. I was paying 80 euros per month to take advice about eating and training. I do think he helped me but I dont think the price reflects the knowledge I gained during this period

I stopped enjoying working out and having a ''healthy'' lifestyle. More important, this lifestyle wouldnt be sustainable in the long run. All I did was eating chicken and pasta, chicken and pasta. Fats were so low I couldnt afford to eat even protein cookies which I think are delicious and healthy. I had cravings before I sleep and I used to think about food a lot

I understood I had to change the way I approach transforming my physique. I searched around and I decided to give kinobody a shot. I dont know if this approach works but I dont have anything lose. I will start with aggressive fat loss and I will work my way through all programs

My goal is reaching 80kg and build my way up from there. It will be a fun ride and I cant wait to start this new journey(starting on 27th may 2017)



Personal stuff

I will not go into much detail. Two important things happened this month which hit me pretty hard. One I decided to take a personal loss of 17 000 € in order to maintain my mental stability



Second, I had a fack buddy for a long time. I am against keeping connections for so long but she was the best sex I ever had and one of the most fun girls I ever met. We have similar taste in series and movies and we both enjoy drinking and the occasional drugs. She told me she wanted more in the past because she loved me but I was firmly against a relationship because I dont like cheating



Time passed and I thought she was ok with our deal. For me, she was the sweet spot. I had a fun fack buddy and I could fack other girls. We stopped communicating for a week and I understood that I want her in my life. It comes with a big sacrifice from myself as I really enjoy being single but I should give this a shot

Movies

The first movie I will recommend is Miss Sloane



I literally fell in love with this persona. She has everything I want from a woman and I never found one like her. She is clever, ambitious, gorgeous and sarcastic/fun

The second movie I will recommend is King Arthur




I already watched this movie in the cinema (THREE TIMES). It has the best music and the best direction I have seen the last years (imo) The director did an amazing job mixing the music with the scenes, producing an intense/passionate feeling which was addictive. I was very impressed how he mixed an old era with modern (borderline trolling) humour

Poker recap May 2017

Volume is very bad which is normal because I stopped grinding on 15th of May. I might grind some mtts until the end of the month but not hypers, well possibly not even mtts as I still need some time off



Also I had some football bets open Newcastle to win the league 1.5k @2.5, Manchester united to win the league 4k @5, Manchester united to win europa league 500E @8, Juventus to win the league 1k @1.44, Real Madrid to win the league 1k @2.2 summing a nice profit. I am gonna bet another 500E-1k on Real Madrid to win CL now but I havent decided on the amount yet

Even though I should be super happy with my results, this month left with a bitter taste in my mouth. Zero happiness as the personal stuff I went through were too much to handle, even for myself, but I consider myself lucky because

If there is no ups and downs in life, it is the indication that your innings are over

Juventus is going to win the Champions League, trust me.

+1

I love you man. I gave myself a day to let King Arthur sink in... wow I recommend it. If it were written as an old fashion book, I wouldn't. That book would have to have different fonts/colors for each sentence and sometime words to make the movie justice, for reasons that you pointed out. I guess I have to check out Miss Sloane now.

Sick final and sick goals. Congrats to Real. Your thoughts on Ramos acting?

Not much going on this month. I am focussed on off table studying mainly and partied/got drunk/eat junk food almost every day. It seems i like this destructive behaviour



I got up to 91kg from 87kg and it could be worse if i didnt play football at all. I didnt do a single workout in the gym for a month. I feel disgusted with the way i leave myself down every now and then.....but i will start working out again...tomorrow



I am extremely dissapointed that Cavs lost the finals, i didnt have a bet but i trully thought Lebron could carry them in a new championship. Durant and refs were way too good for a dissapointing Cavs team



I played some zoom omaha yesterday. I think omaha is the most fun to play format, after hypers, and i will consider it if 25bb become a ghost town. I grinded 602 hands while playing 66/41









That being said i do think i am terrible and i got tired quite fast. I hit second nuts twice but i didnt value bet at all. I dont understand how two tables of omaha can be more tedious than 6 tables of hypers

I am flying to Vegas in a few days. I am really excited as i will have more time to think what i really want in my life. I dont have any goals but i hope Vegas will give me time and insight on how i would like to proceed the following years

Finally landed in Vegas

American Airlines is the best airline i ever used. They served food and snacks every two hours which made the flight seem less than 11 hours. We ate pasta, ice cream, pizza, cake and other delicious candies like kit kat and crackers with cheese. The crew was very polite and funny. A guy asked if they have coke, the chinese steward responded we dont serve coke in this flight, the guy asked for a sprite then and the steward started laughing while saying ''oh this guy thinks we dont serve coke, of course we serve coke sir''



My first destination was in Philladelphia. I picked a black guy in customs thinking black guy = more polite / less questions. Well that didnt go well. He asked me a billion questions, he didnt believe me i am a student (i have to change my morning cream), when he asked me what job my friend is doing, i said i dont know exactly something with internet, he got irritated ''what if he is selling drugs?" to get a sarcastic ooook as response (thinking if he does sell drugs i hope i get some)



I asked whats the problem and he lead me to two cops to get more questions. I got the same sht questions and they searched all my luggage without asking permission. Then he saw some notes about aggressive fat loss in a notebook, he smiled and said he studied exercise and something else ''you are good to go"



Then we proceed for a routine x-ray inspection. A black guy said something to me but i just said i dont understand anything the way you speak. He sounded like a hick ''ofc you dont''. He turned me around and pointed the machine. It seems you hide something between your legs and you need to pull your pants up in order to search you. I was about to make a joke that i hide a big gun between my legs but i know how ridicoulously sensitive americans are and i passed. He searched me 3 times then he gave me the bomb inspection and i was good to go. Shocking



Even though i felt disgusted and it could ruin my first Vegas experience, i cant be mad when i am writing the update facing



I am very curious and eager about my first grinding session. At 1019 the heat is 39 degrees which is sick. Thankfully the rooms are cold and nice

GL in Vegas beltha

Thank you

What games will you be firing in Vegas, champ?

Select MTT's and cash I'm assuming?

Not a very good start in Vegas. A day that could easily be +10k finished -4k. In a sng that total prizepool was 8k i lost 6 allins in row as chipleader 4 handed to bust it



Last sng i had to wait 90 minutes to fill up which is shocking during WSOP series. I lost half of my stack in a bluff but i won several non showdown hands and a 6bb allin pot with my AK vs KK. My eyes were burning and i needed to sleep. Apparently isnt a very good idea to sleep 6 hours only, after a 20 hour flight but i couldnt put more hours in



In a hand, i mred utg 200 t100 and utg+2 3bet to 350. I asked if this was allowed because i was thinking he 3bet to 250 even though i could see and read the chips 350. Anyway, game down to 3 people. We discuss about a chop and the chipleader wants more cut. I was pretty sure he was an online mtt guy because he was playing super fast and he was throwing the chips in a really funny way. I asked his stars nickname and said 1_conor__b_1. I declined to give a better cut even though i had 6-7bbs only

He asked my nickname and i replied guess who am I. When i revealed my sn he just said ''oh fack''



Quite funny incident. It is always nice to put a face behind the screen. Not sure if i want to put that face though



I managed to build my stack from 6-7bbs to 13-14 and then busted shoving 44 into Conor's Queens

All in all it was a fun day and i really enjoyed grinding live sngs even though i was super tired

How is Vegas going?