another ho hum session.

12 Games +$47

Kind of being a chicken and scared to put in a long session and ruin this rush so just nibbling around the edges. Busted first few sngs and then played MTT only.. had a chance in $33 plo8ament,floated to 12th and then jammed aq86 from the small blind for 8BB and running into button's limped aces... so gg for $80

while this was going on got 3rd in $11 limit o8 MTT. for $82 had chance 3 handed but tried be a bit heroic and was GG.

599 Games
Total Profit$4037

another kind of tilting session, 23 games +$17.

came back steamed from work and was instastuck $100, battled back and won a $26 plo8 sng and a few HU so locked up small win, had chance make it decent result with nightly plo8 turbo. was 2/11 w 9 paying and limped 10823 then got it all in on qj98turn and was dead t the K1096... if I am gonna be an animal might as well pot pre...

oh well, not a disaster just hitting another rut... only thing to do is play my way out of it.

622 Games
$4054 Total Profit

and another quick session
7 games +$11, 4 sngs where I won one plo8 and then 3 turbo NLHE MTT.. pretty annoying bec. ran great early and then terrible late so could only manage two min cashes.

def not bringing A game right now but the line is moving and not losing so dry those eyes and play better

629 Games
$4065 Total Profit

and one final nickel and dime session for the night.

26 Games +$29. had a few chances but couldn't win some big NLHE hands.
Got all the chips in $11 nlhe MTT but then they hit a few gutterballs vs.our hero and it was GG.

Learning to trust the process and not sweat the variance.. still in a rut playing far from the A game.. tough to grind after 10 hours behind the desk... still making sweatshop wages in a night grinding is miles ahead of blowing your paycheck in Blackjack, so book the baby win and be ready to close out a few tourneys tomorrow.

655 Games
4094 Total Profit

pretty meh session

36 Games -$83.

another day grinding when i shouldn' have. played C game, bricked all 15 MTT that I played.

Just close the machine till Saturday and register for every plo8 MTT available and hit the new peak. Take the loss like a man and stay far away from the button.

691 Games
$4011 Total Profit

Subbed Gl op from another LA rat racer

too tired to elaborate but

-$158 in another 11 games, played $50 plo8 turbo tired and tilted and went 0/2 giving away both games.. can't just click pot and run over $50 games have to credibly rep hands.

pretty ****ing disgusted that I went back knowing how tired and tilted I was still just a flesh wound but goddamn

no more poker till Saturday then play nothing but 08

regroup and wash away being so undisciplined today but goddmn mother****er want to click Blackjack so bad but can't do that. I have to see this jouney through bumpy roads and allll.

no one ever said this would be easy.

702 Games
$3853 Total Profit

TY Natamus... rat race sucks would much rather do this but not strong enough yet...

and just a quick little session,

3 Games +$28.50, played 3 HU plo8 matches and won them all.
nice to get on right track. new peak tomorrow but no more tonight.

705 Games
$3881 Total Profit

couldn't sleep so put up a bul**** session instead.

16 games minus $215. i also requested anther cashout so minus another $50 in fees.
tired bored, made mistake of bragging about results to non poker firend and evil eye is caching up with me, consumed with blind rage but pointless bustig accout HU plo8 sngs and every plo8 MT n board will be played by me tomorrow and i'll hit a new peak but losing edge and consumed with mother****ing rage but no Blackjack

721 Games
$3656total profit.

not good but this is crossroads moment. choose being a bitch ****ing victim or chose chasing this back and getting the money the choice is mine.

They did their best to break me today
88 games -$77.

woke up in a good mood and the deck just would not cooperate.

played all the o8 MTT and about 77 SNGs.

bubbled in impossible spots, would come into HU w 4-1 chip lead and they would win every all in. Impossibly blinded with rage right now. could still have been up if I was mentally stronger but I was a mental midget and I was punished for it.

809 Games
$3579 Total Profit

and quick little bounce back..

2 games +$52.80, won a $20+1 HU plo8 and a $13 plo8 sng in last two games I will play tonight. proved I am capable off volume now it would be nice to profit for a big session. Just want to be at back at peak by the end of this adventure, proving something to myself at least, if I ran as bad as I did this afternoon in the sick days it would be hello Blackajck and GG bankroll. now just a break even week and rage but not busted.

811 Games
3631 Total Profit

came back drunk from bar
10 games- $21.... getting to finish line but not the way I like it

821 games
$3610 Total Profit

another quick pointless session
19 Games +$15

playing D+ game, can't cash in an MTT or get a first in a SNG.

this whole thing is def getting to be an ordeal and I will be happy when it is over.

840 Games
$3625 Total Profit

24 games -$168.

not sure wtf I am doing right now.
Playing very impatient all weekend and in hurry to get this over.
also been partying a bit too much and that floating in my system isn't helping the decision making.

Proud that I haven't run to any of my destructive places while I play terrible, lose the money much slower in poker than the old places. Ran and played about as bad as humanly possible all weekend and I am only stuck $500 or so.. that is about six clicks when I am in Blackjack Frenzy.

I will close out the challenge by Tuesday or Wednesday of this week playing 08 only. and then I will break until September 1 and I will try a new 1000 games challenge where I will be substance free(weed Included), all month.

Will be interesting to see if I play better substance free.

Hopefully I develop more mental toughness with the next 1000 game set. This is a learning process, and I am learning a lot here, easy to play well when you are sun running, when deck is not cooperating the pros reign it in and the amateurs fall to pieces and give away their money. these past 300 games exposes my flaws as a player.

864 Games
$3457 Total Profit

and quick postscript.

1 game +$56.90, was finishing up the $15 turbo deepstack and busted 13th.

pretty disgusting one AJ>> AK for what would have been a top 3 stack. Just so frustrated not being able to hold there, just bided my time the whole tourney and if I hold there I have a good chance to get to the new peak. ugly J98 flop instead and I am still stuck and absolutely livid.

No one ever said this would be mother****ing easy, but the deck is not doing me any favors right now.

865 Games
$3516 Total Profit

and quick two game set +$1
busted $11 MTT and got second in a sng, second was disgusting bec. had him outchipped 8300-700 to start the match and he promptly scoooped 4 all ins w worst hand and it was GG.

Got buddy at work who is winning every MTT on Bovada. any every poker player knows the rage you feel when players you consider your peers are winning while you struggle.

just keep my head down and stay away from Blackjack icon and this thing will turn around.

867 Games
$3517

The meltdown continues 10 games -$217.

Honestly I am not sure what the **** is the matter with me. Playing on q mission to go broke and it is working..

877 Games
$3300 Total Profit

and quick crawlback session
5 HU plo8 matches, went 2-0 $20 games and 2-1 in $10 games

so 5 games +$46.50, figure if I am gonna be on deranged tilt and play every hand might as well play the hu sngs where I am a little bit less mark because of it.

882 Games
$3346 Total Profit

and another crawl back hu plo8 session

11 games +$82.

like Sharon Stone in Casino, I always come crawling back to hu plo8 when the mean NLHE streets use and discard me.

893 Games
$3428 Total Profit

Like Sharon Stone I can't stay away from Lester Diamond. tried to get unstuck playig NLHE and failed miserably.

can't ever seem to make KK hold in a big pot stupid two card game. Playing my four card bread and butter game pretty terribly at the moment also.

really powered through the last 500 or so games, all it took was not giving a **** if I made money.

23 Games -$118 all I do is lose these days.. much more fun thread when I was sun running.. not a quitter though.

916 Games
$3319 Total Profit

But...but...why do you have to plow through the 1000 challenge? Are you in a hurry? I think of you take it slowand easy you'd be making it rain....

not sure why man........ could be making it rain now if I could hold up KK deep in one of these NLHE MTTs, but no one wants to hear a grown man cry Got paid at work and was a little too flush and got out of my rat in cage plo8 cubbyhole.

was one tbling a $5 nlhe turbo.... while figuring out my next plan... typical MTT of late.. got my hands all the chips then K7<109, Ace10<KJ sooted, and finally A8<Kqoff and I went from 1/26 to busto in 22nd in the last MTT of the night. recorded it as loss above, so here are my new stats

917 Games
$3330 total Profit...

I did come up with my TLDR plan when this challenge is over so here is the September plan.

Daily schedule
30 Days in September 36 Games per day=1080 games
PLay same schedule every night start @6:30
$11 plo8 (If I miss this the $11 turbo Stud hi low)
$22 NLO8 Knockout
$33 Plo8
$22 Turbo Plo8
$11 Limit Omaha 8
$22 Nightly Plo8
$11 Nightly Turbo plo8
$16.50 Nightly PLO

15 $12+1 Turbo Plo8 SNGS each night
12 HU plo8 SNGS each night,8 $10+.50 and 4 $20+1

Record Start Time, end Time and Results.

Once the results are tallied and the session is complete then write it up on 2+2.
I will be substance free the entire month of September, no weed, no alcohol, no cocaine. no Xanax, once I introduced cocaine/Xanax in the system, my results went downhill. Weed I have grinded hourly for 15 or so years. The bong is always right within my reach while I grind... It will be interesting to see how it goes without my sweet sticky pacifier.
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Target Profit=$133 per day=$3990 for the month.

Say NH and GG only in chat, never needle, be discourteous, or go into strategy

Do not discuss results at all with any real life people.

This will be a trip, as much as all of the Acid/mushrooms i have eaten.. blow your mind in a different way.

September 30th when i have played my final session I can reflect on all of it.
This will happen, the thousand games with no Blackjack has almost happened, and this will happen as well.

Update 2+2 once a day 30 days 30 posts. When I have finished this, attack the live arena, the way this project has concludes shows me I have a long way to go.... getting closer though...

That's what I'm talking about man! Hyped for September! Think I might make a grind schedule of my own too these days! Good luck, friend

Thanks Noskill, I appreciate your support. Glad I went on the rush early and the downswing late because otherwise I might not have had the heart to see it through.

September I will get all the money I Hope